Carl Thomas : Giving You All My Love

I just wanna hold you in my arms
Oh oh, oh yeah

All alone by the phone
Waiting on you to call on a busy weekend
Tell me have I seen when I stayed around
Around the town waiting on you to tell me what to do
Cuz I'm happy being with you

Touching you, holding you
Is all I really wanna do
Day and night I just can't get enough
I want you more, and really need
For you to just believe in me
And I'll be giving you all of my love

It's just a wish on my mind
Hoping you'd have the time
When I wanna see you
For something to hold on to
If love is just a silly game
Then I'm a fool that sang for loving you
Still I feel you don't have nothing to prove

Touching you, holding you
Is all I really wanna do
Day and night I just can't get enough
I want you more, and really need
For you to just believe in me
And I'll be giving you all of my love

Maybe on tomorrow
I can show you years tomorrow
If you let me, baby we'll see
And we can get together
We can try to blend forever holding tightly
Then baby we can do what we want to

Touching you, holding you
Is all I really wanna do
Day and night I just can't get enough
I want you more, and really need
For you to just believe in me
And I'll be giving you all of my love

Touching you, holding you
Is all I really wanna do
Day and night I just can't get enough
I want you more, and really need
For you to just believe in me
And I'll be giving you all of my love

Just got back home at 8 ! Kinda cool huh.. everyone left already, 'cept us ruggers !!

Sch was okay today. I didnt listen in Eng Lit coz I was very tired and just couldnt concentrate. Den there was Lit, and we had a quiz about The Importance of being Earnest, which I got a 10 outta 24 for it -_- . Should be the class lowest ! Grrr.. well, I only watched the movie, and havent read the book yet.

Then Bryan kept going on and on through the entire day about that Stupid Girl which he meant kath.. I mean, thats so mean.. she's so nice and he's so nasty to her. I don't wanna say nothin' to him coz he's my friend too lor.. but I also can't do anything about it.. it's between them. The prob is .. he wants revenge ? Aiya the entire thing's stupid...

Did the project work around 1.20 at the library. Okay, we didnt do much, just spent about an hour talking rubbish, then decided on the topics, I think they're about the Chenobyl Nuclear Meltdown thing in '86, but forgot 'bout the other two \= Bryan didnt even bother coming 'coz he had to settle some stuff with kath...

Rugby was kinda cool, as always (= we had to do touch rugby, we as in the JAE guys, 'coz we had to learn the basics. Then we went for sprints, runs, jogs etc. Was damn tiring, but guess I love it, so I wouldn't mind ! Was only when everything ended when I realised that there were insects making that funny but pleasant "music" in the grass and the sky was DARK ! Was walking across the track when a voice came from my right, Hello Dudley. Haha it was John ! He lives just beside the school, so he jogs every evening, I think ? kinda cool to live somewhere so near to your school.

ah it's 9.40, think should sleep so I won't be so tired.

It's really been a HOT day out there...

Woke up after having this funny dream about me playing ball and rugby and injuring my spine and not being able to play sports anymore. Ok so it aint funny.. it was kinda scary. Had breakfast at jalan kayu ( I think it's spelt this way ) at the "best roti prata shop in singapore" . Personally I think it's not bad, but I don't think it's really the best ( anyway can't tell the diff between good roti prata ). hey, the curry chicken's pretty good though.

Didnt do as much as I did ytd. oh yeah, ytd had history lecture, then was supposed to do the Project Work with bryan. Sab was kinda Sian about it coz she wanted to meet up with someone, and coz she knew bryan wouldnt do a thing. so i had NOTHING to do until 4.30. went to macs to eat with cynthia, then she went off with her sec sch mate, who's from my pri sch but i dunno her so who cares anyway, and i went back home to stone till 4.30.

Daddy fetched me all the way to bedok to tjc so i could watch our rugby team play a friendly against HCJC and TJC. erm, TJC's rug sucks ? so many marists there too !!! Me, Andy, Jeffrey, erm dunno the other two 4A class guys' names.. and my seniors Wai Fu and David are in NYJC rugby... Linus, Guan Hao and erm.. duno wad that guys name is, is in TJC's, and weiming's in HCJC rugby. Cool ! But too bad I didnt play coz I havent got my jersey, boots, and havent even 'seasoned' my mouth guard yet ! Not to mention I'm still unsure how the game works too.

The HCJC forward was one dirty arse. He stepped on david's face ! that Bastard ! It was definitely intentional, coz it was a second step. I think the studs on his boots were illegal, and it was a friendly, so the ref didnt bother checking the studs. Freaking dirty arse.. david had a deep cut above his left eye ! there was blood all over his pants and shirt. WTH man.. heard he had to get it stitched. In the end we lost to HCJC, and I think we won TJC coz i didnt stay to watch the one against TJ.

............so many things have been passing through my mind......I duno how to put it down in words, coz it can't be expressed. Thinking too much hurts, but just can't help thinking of her...

All Out Of Love

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

Chorus:
I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone

Repeat Chorus

Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?

Repeat Chorus x3

Ah.. another tiring day. Ended school quite early, at 12.20 . I think Thursdays kinda suck.. b'coz I have almost five hours in between 12.20 and 5 !!! Rugby starts at five. Oh yeah, I got into rugby (=

Training was Great ! Yeah sure it was tough, but most importantly, I had FUN ! I've never had such a satisfaction for a CCA before... strange thing is, I actually WANT to win ! Yea sure it was tough, sprints, running, passing, tackling, passers etc... but man, coach was right. It's not how much ur body can take, it's how much ur heart can take. Man I really went on and on and on today... never felt so Good !

Coach told us we're facing cjc, yjc, SAJC and RJC in our first rounds. Tough luck. Well, all we have to do is beat 3 of them ? Sounds easy, but it's gonna be a tough road ahead for us. But hey, we're gonna make it. as coach said, it's all in our hearts. Also, no one wins ALL the time. Even champions lose. Bulls didnt get 82 wins in '96. the 49ers didnt win their baseball championship in 1960 even though they had an excellent year.

Well, what ever it is, I believe as long as we work hard for it and even more importantly, to have the will to win, we're gonna beat anybody.

Didn't do much in school today. Just walked around a little. attended history and econs, then had CT, where we had to sit for an hour or so listening to the councillors promoting themselves. Then had project work tutorial. I'm with sab, bryan, brian and cynthia. Didnt do much, what we actually did was talk rubbish.

Hmm.. my horoscope for today : Scorpio

You may be attracted to someone who's all wrong for you. Hang in there if you believe that love conquers all. Run away if you can't handle the stress. Maybe you'll meet again at a better time.

Hmm.. this is scary. I don't even know I like Her. I'm not even sure. Hey even if I really do, she won't even like me. Gee, I really suck at this. I try to stay single and the next thing I know I'm in love. Guess I do miss my sec school. No worries then. We could change ANYWHERE... talk freely without worrying girls are around. Not falling in love.

ARGH everything's been going wrong ever since this year started

Okay. Life's a bitch.

Reason Number One : My name wasnt on the bball recruitment list. Am really really really really really disappointed. :( sigh :(

Reason Number Two : The guys in my class are starting to annoy me. They keep hinting to me that I like Sab. Wtf ? Do I look like I'm with her ? Wtf ? I dont like anybody. Won't have time for anybody. Nobody will like ME. Duh.

Reason Number Three : My mom's getting more annoying. She keeps nagging and nagging and nagging. WTF ? I'm 16 going on 17..
and she's treating me like some primary school KID. I dont even look like a kid ! WTF ?

Don't think tomorrow's gonna be a better day for me.. don't see it will. Man, if I dont even get into RUGBY.. I'll just appeal back to SRJC and join the bball team there. Wtf man.. thought JC life would be better for me. Turns out it's just the same.. I'm still being treated like a kid.

TIRING day...

Started at 7 in school, ended at 7..PM. 12 hours..First lesson was GP. I did my discussion on an article about North Korea and Japan. Erm, was quite prepared 'cause read it just before Mr Toh came in \= Sab was FUNNY haha =X She was lying low so that Mr Toh wouldnt notice her. it kinda worked, but failed in the end 'cause Weini kathy adam and kenneth turned back to look at her, hahahaha... Even funnier was when she tried folding the newspaper coz the others complained that they could see the orbitaries. hahahaha... cant stop laughing :X

Didnt really pay attention during CL and econs. Was kinda nervous 'cause of the bball trials. To be honest.. I dont think I'd make it. They're putting up the list of names tmr.. but, doubt I'd be on it. Screwed up BIG TIME...

Well... sometimes shit happens. Stuff dont happen all the time. Things don't turn out the way you want it to be... Might try Rugby if things really dont work out for me.

I'm writing my first entry in what, 11 days ? haha.

Today was kinda fun, though tiring. lessons ended at 4.20, then there was PE. PE was kinda boring, but it's okay. Running, then steps, the running again, then steps. then running, then half way through my toe bled again. URGH I hate ingrown toenails. was kinda walking/running during the last run. After that, stayed back to play ball. Gotta say, I really was kinda rusty, not to mention tired. John was funny. oh yeah, during lunch break.. we played with some j2s. hahaha was damn funny. Thiam Peng was running around for balls, LOL, me, slacking.. and John.. HE DIDNT DO ANYTHING BUT SHOOT ! That lazy bum ! haha, the only time he drived to the basket was kinda crappy, coz I wanted to set a screen, but the j2 guy stopped and for some shitty reason John ran into me -_- hahahaha we kept laughing after that. then we had to leave soon coz of GP. Cant believe we lost.. john shouldve been more hardworking. haha.. but think the score was 10-12 ? anyway the j2s were slacking too.

Oh yeah, I'm now the class treasurer, which is kinda ludicrous, considering I got a 9 for my A maths in the Os. Mr Deng the chi teach, asked me to get notes from him, but he forgot he cancelled it away. then he went down himself, haha. den i had to collect 20 cents from everyone, including those from 03A2. Then sab was even more funny. Rach and her took 20 mins to finish ONE BAR of SNICKERS ? Okay maybe I gobble food up.. but nobody finishes a snicker bar in 20 mins ? or 15.. and there were TWO of them. hahahaha but if chun si shared it wouldve been much faster though =|

Not sure what to join. Basketball or Rugby. But I have doubts about the coach accepting me, but i'd definitely get into rugby, coz two j2s approached me to get into the team already. Hahaha damn DESPERATE.

Yeah think I'll stop here. DOA beach vball here I come !!!!

Woohoo, school's re opening on the 9th, which is Wednesday. Hooray ! haha, so happy, won't be grounded any longer. And I'm getting a new HP too ! the 7250 ! yay ! Happiness leads to rap, and that leads to Snoop Dogg :

( before that, anyone wondered why the F Leonardo Diretardo did The Beach right after Titanic ? That's major stupido doodity man )

Snoop Dogg , Lollipop

Ehehe, oh really?
You know what? .. You talk too much
Hoe get up out my face unless you tryin to fuck
Cause on the real a nigga kinda drunk
And right now the way you lookin bitch you fly as fuck
I don't even know if I done had too much
You play too much, I had to fuck
Cuddled you up and put my hands on your butt
Rubbin your stuff and now your pants full of nut
.. You can't tell me nuttin
Let me shoot my thang on your bellybutton
I got to, keep it gangsta
Your homegirl want some, I just might bank her
Shank her, bank her, and take her bankroll
Big Snoop Dogg and my game is way cold
Never, ever, overexpose
I usually got a car with a room full of hizzoes

[Chorus]
Snoopy, ooh-wee, you so fly
Can I give you a little piece of the pie?
Shake it, bake this thing for me
Cause you just flow so viciously
Soopa-Duper, you so fly
Can I give you a little piece of the pie?
Shake it, bake this thing for me
Cause you just flow so viciously

[Soopafly]
Now bitch, check it out, where my money, c'mon break it out
Just sayin hoe, I ain't playin c'mon, take it out
Dick down the track, c'mon, we gon' work it out
Straight pimp shit we on, we gon' church it out
(If you don't know) I'm quick to change up stick
My dick in yo' mouth and aim up
Open up your eyes you'll see my navel
Flip down my drawers, you'll see that label
Sniffed so much 'caine/Kane, the bitch got able/Abel
Put the switch on, directed my cable
Splash! What head work and what ass
Bitch stop my dick hurtin, now fuck Daz
Run fast if I tell ya bitch walk
Get caught, I'm takin all that bitch got
I don't need no relationship
All I really had in mind was my dick, yo' face and lips, c'mon

[Chorus]
Snoopy, ooh-wee, you so fly
Can I give you a little piece of the pie?
Shake it, bake this thing for me
Cause you just flow so viciously
Hovi Baby, you so fly
Can I give you a little piece of the pie?
Shake it, bake this thing for me
Cause you just flow so viciously

[Jay-Z]
Young! Woo! Hov'! Yes
She wanna meet the only king on the East coast
Hook me up witcha boy Snoop she said he so low
I never get the chance to get at him
Only on the TV when I blow kisses at him, muah
Listen here madam, you can throw the pussy at him
If it ain't about snatch, well it just won't happen!
.. Hov ain't into backwards mackin
.. How backwards that is
.. I don't love 'em though
'Less makin a little paper then I love 'em the most
If she's, sneakin in the club with the toast
I'm flyin the friendly skies with 36 hoes
Shit, I can get a chef to cook for me
Talk about some paper if you tryin to book me
Ma, you can keep your head
I got, expensive habits that need the bread

[Chorus]
Snoopy, ooh-wee, you so fly
Can I give you a little piece of the pie?
Shake it, bake this thing for me
Cause you just flow so viciously
Snoopy, ooh-wee, you so fly
Can I give you a little piece of the pie?
Shake it, bake this thing for me
Cause you just flow so viciously

"Let's go do the bump.. give me that funky stuff" [repeat 4X]

[Nate Dogg]
I like the way you shakin that ass, so don't stop
Slang that ass like I used to slang rocks
Bend over trick let me get to that spot
Later on you can lick on my lollipop
I like the way you shakin that ass, so don't quit
You know you get a hella response from my dick
Don't put your fuckin clothes back on 'til you rich
The type of woman I want tonight, a straight bitch!

I guess I'm jsut gonna paste song lyrics in my blog till school starts, since I've nothing much to blog, and nothing much to describe about staying at home ! Oh yeah, dum dee dum... Wizards ain't gonna make it to the playoffs :)

Hey There Lonely Girl by Eddie Holman

Hey there lonely girl, lonely girl
Let me make your broken heart like new
Oh, my lonely girl, lonely girl
Don’t you know this lonely boy loves you

Ever since he broke your heart you seem so lost
Each time you pass my way
How I long to take your hand
And say don’t cry, I’ll kiss your tears away
Hey there lonely girl, lonely girl
Let me make your broken heart like new
Oh my lonely girl, lonely girl
don’t you know this lonely boy loves you

You think that only his two lips can kiss your lips
And make your heart stand still
But once you’re in my arms you’ll see
No one can kiss your lips the way I will
Hey there lonely girl, lonely girl
Let me make your broken heart like new

Oh, my lonely girl, lonely girl
Don’t you know this lonely girl loves you
Oh my lonely girl, lonely girl

Ok I'm now in love with another girl. URGH Help Me.

You Were There by the Southern Brothers

I guess you've heard, I guess you know
In time I'd have told you, but I guess I'm too slow
And it's overly romantic but I know that it's real
I hope you don't you mind if I say what I feel
It's like I'm in somebody else's dream,
This could not be happening to me

But you were there, and you were everything I'd never seen
You woke me up from this long and endless sleep
I was alone
I opened my eyes and you were there

Don't be alarmed, no don't be concerned
I don't want to change things
leave them just as they were
I mean nothing's really different
It's me who feel strange
I'm always lost for words when someone mentions your name
I know I'll get over this for sure
I'm not the type who dreams there could be more

But you were there, and you were everything I'd never seen
You woke me up from this long and endless sleep
I was alone
I opened my eyes and you were there

Can I take your smile home with me,
or the magic in your hair?

The rain has stopped, the storm has passed
Look at all the colors now the sun's here at last
I supposed that you'll be leaving but I want you to know
Part of you stays with me even after you go
Like an actor playing someone else's scene
This could not be happening to me

But you were there, and you were everything I'd never seen
You woke me up from this long and empty sleep
I was alone
I opened my eyes and no, I'm not alone, I'm not alone
I opened my eyes and you were there