Weird.
How weird, the vibrations in your cellophone can make your day.
How strange, it can make u sad or feeling gay.
How wonderful, this feeling of mine,
How much i long, our hearts entwine.
How beautiful, you are in my eyes
Every time i see you, i go -hais-
How i wish we'd be together,
forever, and ever.

URGH i really hate that kfc ad. its incentous ! damn disgusting, the way the guy licks his mother's fingers. urgh urgh. lol but that wont stop me from eating the cheese fries =P

Oh darn, driving to queensway has never been so scary before. was in the car along the way when the axles started shaking violently, and it kept happening everytime he went at high cruising speeds and slowed down. well, in the end didnt go to queensway, so maybe i'll get mom new running shoes tomorrow. tomorrow's a holiday, so i'll go to heerens and buy some cds. well, dont really have any specific album to buy, but just wanna buy coz i feel that i havent bought any cds in a LOOONNGG time since duncan's been burning cds for me. darn, the adidas shop doesnt sell the SRU shorts anymore, wanted to get one so i can wear during training sessions.

48 hours before the match at ACS I. hmm, Ian told me not to worry, coz they only have 7 combined school players. ONLY. well, guess it's from his point of view, considering he's from RJC, who's rugby team's about the same standard as ACJC, and not to mention he's the captain too. Well, he forgot that NY doesnt have any combined school players either :D but nvm, hope i get subed in instead of starting. i'm always much more mentally prepared coming into the game rather than starting.

Woo sleepy hollow starting soon !! good movie to watch till mid night :D

So much for a history field trip. :D and my hair was a disaster today. didnt gel, so it kinda ended up in a centre parting, and i dunno how it happened. well, never mind.

We just spent little more than an hour at the padang area and victoria concert hall place. was hoping there was rugby at the padang, but instead there was some dumb soccer competition. kenneth said NY's team's there too. wonder what's so fun about soccer ? well, will never understand. i'm like... one outta a thousand guys that aint into football.

Then, went to pastamania with jian lin and the other ppl from our history lec class. kellet told me the diff btw authentic pizza and fake ones. erm, authentic ones as in the original pizza and the american ones. italian original pizza's just has a thick crust, with tomato and cheese only. american ones have all kinda toppings on 'em. oooo -enlightened- lol. can tell jianlin doesnt like that yu min girl. well, she's the kinda ugly girl who thinks she's DAMN pretty. well, nothing to say :) after pastamania went to meet my old folks at taka. k, ate again. i know la, i'm a pig :P what to do ? gotta keep my massive bulk of a body moving with lots and lots of food. then saw manda while walking past yoshinoya. hahaha this is the interesting part ! 'coz she told joe and me she loves yoshinoya, so i thought about her when i was about to walk past yoshinoya, then she appeared ! haha with her ajc friend, that nicole who joe says is DAMN CHIO :P ahaha

so sian, duncan's at his graduation dinner at... erm duno wad hotel. but he's having fun, while i'm dying here. bought some chocs at GODIVA at millenia walk. looks good, price's good, better taste good. then now listening to Save The Best For Last by Vanessa Williams. she's married to Rick Fox of the Lakers anyway. lucky guy eh ? heh.

Sometimes the snow comes down in June
Sometimes the sun goes round the moon
I see the passion in your eyes
Sometimes it's all a big surprise

Cause there was a time when all I did was wish
You'd tell me this was love
It's not the way I hoped or how I planned
But somehow it's enough

But now we're standing face-to-face
Isn't this world a crazy place
Just when I thought our chance had passed
You go and save the best for last

All of the nights you came to me
When some silly girl had set you free
I wondered how you'd make it through
I wondered what was wrong with you

Cause how could you give your love to someone else
And share your dreams with me
Sometimes the very thing you're looking for
Is the one thing you can't see

But now we're standing face-to-face
Isn't this world a crazy place
Just when I thought our chance had passed
You go and save the best for last

Sometimes the very thing you're looking for
Is the one thing you can't see

Sometimes the snow comes down in June
Sometimes the sun goes round the moon
Just when I thought our chance had passed
You go and save the best for last

You went and saved the best for last, yeah.

ahaha manda sent me wan.

check this out : http://img.tapuz.co.il/forums/8572800.swf , quite funny. the song Loving You is damn nice, but cant seem to find it. urghh if u do have it tag my board and tell me !!!

Happy Teacher's Day !!! :)

Okay... so i decided to go to school. they gave away awards to some teachers, and the dance society erm, danced :D then that freaky girl from year 2 imitated mr lee's gf, and she wore our NY uniform. How cool are they man ?! as i said, mr lee left his legacy in her. i mean, which teacher would fool around like that ? she's WAY COOL. hahaha some how i've got this thought in my head that mr lee's around somewhere, leaning on a wall, smoking in a cool fashion.

I left early, around 8.30 when we were supposed to do that rojak competition thing. heard from weilien later that nothing much happened after that, so guess i didnt miss much ? well anyway went back to... mshs :D saw : donovon, rayner, those dumb arses who left school in sec1 and 2, kelvin ( he was pointing at the new teacher wearing pink, lol ), alexis, marcus, harry, ken yeo, dominic tan, joshua koh, alston, and some bball guys. josh and ben didnt come, neither did kevyn, ming hwee and andrew. quite sad... well, at least had ken yeo :D ( not much of a consolation but he's still a gd friend :D ). cheng jin, edwin, yiming, peixiong, jian wei, came along. some of us played ball with darren, the.. short dude who's point guard for the sch team, and yee tat. played for a while, then left. erm, i'm losing my touch... gotta start balling again !!! but will leave that after promos. lots to catch up after promos ( and i'm not talking about studying !!! sheesh what were you thinking man ?! :D )

Oh i so miss the school. i dont miss the way its run, but i miss some teachers. Ragu slacking as ever, mr low's still got those panda eyes :P, han lee kwang still the weirdo :D, mr chia still looks like robbie fowler, mr quayle still going : Hail Caesar ! :D hahaha didnt see the others though, mr dennis koh's away for some course. terrence teo.. who cares... oh wilbur wong's the vice principal of cat high now... wonder why he's vice p. , he's too nice a guy to scream and punish students. lots of seniors came back too, mostly from srjc, but those from NY didnt... waifu says no one's worth coming back for, except charlotte heng, the art teacher ( haha dont really like her coz i never did her work ). nic didnt go back either, neither did kent. hmm... edwin yang, that small lil twit came back too, in his aj uniform. wonder if he's got a gf already... hmm... nah dont think anyone's really that hard up for a guy, can they ? didnt do much after that... ate at thompson plaza, went home, slept, gamed.

Tomorrow's the history field trip... duno where we're going, but sounds fun. jianlin and i're gonna go to canterbury again. Yay :D

Well... time to game again. okok, i'll study, tomorrow. haha, tomorrow always seems to be the day to study. When will it ever be Today ?!?!

Today's time table's friday's, coz tmr's teachers day. ( dont see why there's a need for a change, took away mrs teo's lit lecture :( ) but actually not much diff la, i still end at 1pm ! Waited for manda 'coz she ended at 1.40 ( couldnt get her to skip lesson 'coz she's so GUAI :P ) oh caught john with cara chew. he was discussing an essay together with her. hmm, not the first time, occasionally see him with teachers after school to talk about work. interesting......

Okaaaay... watched this 1 hour programme for GP lecture, about this guy who killed his parents who abused him when he was a kid. he shot them both when he was 16. in the end he was sentenced to death... about 10-20 years later, in 1992. kinda sad... if they asked me ( though my opinion wont matter :D ) i'd say the death sentence is wrong. if god created us, we've no right to take it away, no matter how many people the person's killed. leave it to the people Up There !!

Oh, today's the SAT's registration. didnt sign up.. will do it next year. besides, can keep doing it wad. 2 and a half years in NS, confirm got another 2 or 3 more chances to take, and u can keep taking it again as many times as u like. well, my dad seemed fine with spending 80 bucks each year for SAT so guess it's okay. lol

Met joe and manda outside AVA, where it was so crowded and congested, i bet even allen iverson couldnt drive through. ( no pun intended :D ) hahaha when ever i'm with joe i'll be crapping lots la. fun fun :) heh. met mr teo outside the 105 bus stop.. everytime he sees me the dude tells me : dudley, are u studying or not ? hahaha Helloooooo dudley ? study ? hahahahahahahahahahaha... okay la seriously, he's right. i should start, NOW. there's no later. haha, then joe and manda were looking at me, and they told mr teo they got Fs too, for econs wahaha. i think mr teo kinda -peng- ..... haha joe kept making fun of manda's hair clips. they were like, distorting the magnetic fields surrounding her brain, thats why her radio in her phone's so fuzzy ( unless it passes through adam's head ! wahaa personal joke ) then... we ate at macs, and manda bought her sigg bottle. sorry did i say bottle ? i actually meant bottleS. 2.. one small one and one that's the same as my cow sigg... everytime i hold onto her sigg bottle it turns warm !! i think i grip stuff too hard, coz it's like natural... duno la. maybe should be more gentle with things next time, if not i might squash a bug or something if i ever held it in my palm.

Then... went back to school for training. was bloody light, one of the lightest sessions ever. we finished at 6.30... then waited for dad till 7.30. -_- nvm... yeah, ended early 'coz the team has a maths test on sat, so got jamal to let us rest :P haha oh wait.. the team ? i meant my teammates. i'm the only bugger in the team that's not taking maths. we're facing ACS I on their home soil... ACS I's stronger than ACJC. that's for sure. well... i'm not sure, but i hope we can keep the score to a respectable level.. like.. 50-0 ? :D perhaps... gotta hyper myself up and dont get too soft again. must be hard...... cant get too soft, especially with players of that kinda calibre.

Well.. teachers day celebrations tmr. shall go to school. decided to. coz everyone's not going back to mshs till 10++ haiz. so going back early isnt really good, coz i'll be all alone at the bball court !!! well, hope tmr will be a fine day. :) i had fun today :D Happy

I smile at you
And you smile back
I would tell you
But it’s courage I lack
You’re cute and sweet
And you know just what to say
You have that something
That really makes my day
Everything I know so far
Makes you worthy of a crush
And every time I see you
I get a sort of rush
But when other guys surround you
When I get a chance to say hi
So instead of coming over
I think, why try
I know this is silly
This year is so close to an end
You hardly even know me
We just became friends

Darn i skipped rugby today. FIRST TIME EVER lol. but i got stomach ache, and test match's over, so decided not to go. i think it was anderson's pizza, but heck la, he's making some more tomorrow, YAY. mann, i just want food. But i'm eating way too much these days, gotta control !!! Oh, when i was walking with jimmy to the PE dept through the track, saw manda joe daryl marcus and steven. haha they wanted me to skip, and when i saw the rugby ball, just couldnt resist skipping ! ahaha, which means, john, teck meng, me, kat, bryan and michelle werent in lit today ! whoa, nasty. 12 people left in the class, guess it oughta be damn quiet, since I'm not there.

What is this Im feeling
I just cant explain
When your here at my side
I just dont know who I am
I tried to hide it for a long time
I tried also not to show it
Its crazy
I cant believe
When you said hello
I looked straight at your eyes
Suddenly...
I felt well inside
Is this really happening
Or am I just dreaming
I guess its true
Finally

Hmm hmm hmm teacher's day's friday. Which means, TEAM XL reunion !! :D ( for y'all who dont know what TEAM XL is, it's my class' bball team :) ) oh oh heard 2 bball sec 2 guys locked Mr Han in the toilet. ( he's my ex chi teach in upper sec, and one thing's for sure, no one likes him ) he kicked the door open and caught those two fools. fools ? why fools ? not because they locked him in, but 'coz they still stayed around so that they'd get caught ? sheesh, dumb arses. my juniors... -lose face- then there's the words : You'll Rot In Hell on the DM's office door. Mr teo's the new DM this year, DK's not the DM no more, he's head of PE. Terence Teo's one mean mother fugger, but even HE doesnt deserve those words man ! shyt, my juniors are bloody daring ! my batch wouldnt even dare do this kinda shit ! time to go back on fri and whack them arses. beat them to their senses.

K night y'all, can't wait for friday :) :) :)

CIP was fun ! :) thought it was gonna be a bore, but actually enjoyed everything about it. Woke up at 5am. ( ren rong, waking up at 4.10 is okay, as long as u sleep early :P ) Duno why, but i always wake up from 5-6, ever since sec school. i'm always in school at 6.30-6.40, around there la. its a habit, i used to sleep at 9, but now it's like 11.

Okayyy back to the Lions Befrienders newspaper collection thing. our group did really fast, we did like, 4 blocks only i think. kat did 8 ! thats why they took so long i think. must say, the friendly people were the malays and indians. most of the chinese were either : 1. No. , not sure, 2. have to ask my mother when she comes home. , or 3. okay. Typical. i think malays are nice people la, just that they're just... bloody lazy. indians, nice too, but they gotta work on lessening noise pollution, especially in the nanyang canteen during breaks.

Was sweaty and dirty after everything, but really had fun and it was worth it. must say, even if they didnt give me cca points for it, i'd still do it. siao, this woman who came to visit her father, she lives in sengkang, its like, their newspapers and cans are cleared TWICE in a MONTH only !!!!!! cant imagine living in an HDB flat.

Then i went to heerens after chi tuition. bought a brown belt for school, gonna see hanis tmr just to get my bus pass back. duno what's the point of taking my bus pass away ? fugging stupid. oh oh oh i suddenly have this urge to carry sling bags !! saw quite a few there, but didnt buy any !! argh, now i've this really bad urge to have a sling bag. i'll get one next week. MUST :P

Teck Yong's funny. teck yong, as in andy. nope nope not that andy, YES that andy :P andy as in the sji dude. whenever he spots me, he'd shout : HEY DUDELY !!! ( yep, Dudely :P ) and wave. haha, crazy bugger. real pity he doesnt wanna be in the team :( oh oh jianlin says adriel's coming down for training this tuesday. hope he'd join da team. :)

Sian sian, going for the stupid LTC camp on 27 nov, and it lasts till the 1st of december. duncan's birthday's on the 29th !!! shyt, hope it aint like a camp, hope can go home every day. sigh sigh sigh, kana sabo-ed to be Viper House cap'n. everyone tells me i'm gonna make a good captain. we'll see. -yawn- shall sleep... school tomorrow, S-i-a-n

(p.s. hahahaha mandaaa mandaaa mandaaaaaaa :P )

I had a chinese test today... ahaha sat beside eugene and kathy. eugene didnt help much, his chinese is as bad as mine. then daryl samantha cassandra were behind me. i didnt know the people in front of me except for kin sin, but his chinese aint good either. ahaha i'm so DEAD

Aye, nothing much to blog, gonna game after this. just wanna end by saying : SHUZHEN U IDIOT !! FLOODING MY TAG BOARD !!!!!! -frown- -shakes head- -slaps forehead- idiot :P it's a TAG board ! not an ESSAY board !!

Shit man this sucks. nadan took away my bus pass 'coz my pants were worn really low. now i've to take it back from him tomorrow. that cb black shit. told me to see him at 5 when i finish at 1, said that he didnt care. fu**ing black shit. what a waste of my precious time, and an inferior cb for a human being is taking it up. well, shant let a low life shitbag put me down. :) shall get it back tomorrow.

Talking to joe on msn now.... he's settling some shyt with a classmate. well, i said : " its like girls do the most stupid things on earth, but we still love 'em, that makes us equally stupid -_- " it's a world filled with stupidity and love. well, its filled with many, many, much more things, but seems like 90 percent of it's filled with love.

From what i hear of 03a3, there's a hell lot of back stabbing, hating, despising, dun-like-her dun-like-you kinda shit. why cant everyone just be nice to each other ? if everyone'll just be a little bit nicer to each other... guess it'll make NYJC much much much much better...

Doing project work now... actually took a rest. did it for a while, joe joined us, then joe and i went down to the canteen to eat, now i'm back, blogging. LOL oh yea forgot to mention... Kelvin Seetoh's bitched about thrashing us during the A divisions ? last i remembered, he was only a linesman during the national 10s :) fool.

Sigh sigh sigh, i'm experiencing Blogger's Block. LOL. and kathy's poking me :( grrr one day she will pay ! one day ! muahahAhaHAhaHAHaHAHa damn childish. seems like most of my marist friends are much more matured now than 8 months ago. Not me, nope... havent changed, just that there hasnt been water bottles around for me to spray people with, and i dont take science too, so cant really screw up the chemicals at the chem lab... sigh sigh sigh.


-kathy here- LOVE POKING DUDDY!! SO FUN TO BULLY!! back to u duddy

:( i'm constantly being bullied by girls, especially bunny. grrr and i cant do anything about it. -sigh-
Nvm :P

weini's beside me, reading her mail. its utter nonsense. oh, yeah, she wants to open a file from an email and infect the school library system with a virus. simple mind, huge ambition. :P

Kathy's hungry. so am i. okay, so i've eaten a bowl of wanton noodles and a burger, and anderson's slice of pizza. oh yeah, he makes pizza, it's good !!!!!! i asked him to make me some more. hopefully he makes a 12inch pizza for me =D (kathy says save some for me. shall think about it :PPPPPPPP) hmm, time to do PW already, 45 more mins before GP. I'm out.

Superb day it's been :)

Damn my leg hurts, dont think i'll go for PE tomorrow. neither will i be going for kellet's lesson tmr, i think.. kevin was crazy ! he strangled me in a ruck lol but it's all love after the game :) i was damn hyped up in the game. pity i only made one tackle on nic... final score ? 19-31. actually there was a point where we led 19-17, then they just hit us back hard, alas experience prevailed and we lost, but i still enjoyed it to the fullest. ahaha then i just camped next to the food after the game :P~~~ damn hungry ! but ate till i almost exploded. oh, and last year's captain came back too. he's a marist too ! i think he was the president of the chinese orchestra... 3 years in a row ! him, then waifu, now jinchao. my friend once commented that mshs has lots of big guys. hmm, duno if its true.. must be...

I'm worried for jian lin. he played for 10 mins only and he got sub-ed out 'coz his shoulder poped out AGAIN ! then jamal sub-ed me in. if he's gone, either guzzy or weijie has to play hooker. actually it's a lil better in one way, coz the binding in the scrums are so difficult coz jian lin's taller than me and the other props. hopefully he'll get better and his mom'll relent...

I'm a loop hole in the team man... i was really lousy in the game. though i enjoyed it, i still played like fug. i think when the exams're over i'll start a fitness programme for myself man. that shit for brains councillor wu xuande runs 25-30 rounds every day after school ! damn fag, cant lose to a fag man. haha~

Think i know why RJC's getting stronger already, maybe it's even better than ACJC this year. there's 9 combined sch players in AC, and 13 in RJ ! THIRTEEN ! thats like only 2 other non-combined sch players in the starting lineup. -_- aye~ ACJC's probably gonna get dethroned next year. they arent that strong compared to the previous last years. bah, down to AC !

Tomorrow's timetable : History 7.40-9.00 ( CANCELLED DUE TO INJURY ) , PE 9.00-10.20 ( CANCELLED DUE TO INJURY ), break, GP 11.00-12.20 , Chinese 12.20-1.00 ( CANCELLED DUE TO INJURY ) I love friday (=

Wow shagged. nothing much has happened since saturday. the only significant things that's happened are kenneth's and adam's poling, ken's on monday and adam's was today. kenneth was quite sporting, he willingly let us pole him after history. adam kinda struggled, but we overpowered 'im and poled him anyway :P

I dunno what's with teck meng. he's fucking weird. he doesnt like girls, so we're all guessing he's gay. and he's wayyy scared of getting poled. i've come to 2 conclusions : it's either bcoz he's scared that he'll hurt his big balls ( which i dont think are big at ALL ) or, that he's scared that we'll find out that he doesnt have any to speak of in the first place. i'm believing the second conclusion much more than i do the first one. well, in a way i kinda pity him, since we kinda make use of him sometimes and make fun of 'im. but he's just so clingy !!!!!! like some parasite clinging onto your body, following u where ever u go to. -urgh- -BEEG shrug-

Joke of the Week : John feels that i have a crush on Daena. I've only one thing to say --- HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I'm sure y'all get the point :D

Hmm, k, before i stop, shall thank Grace for treating me to a muffin today ! haha so nice, hard to find nice girls in school. ( -hint hint- kath, -hint hint- :P )

For you I would climb
The highest mountain peak
Swim the deepest ocean
Your love I do seek.

For you I would cross
The rivers most wide
Walk the hottest desert sand
To have you by my side.

For you are the one
Who makes me whole
You've captured my heart
And touched my soul.

For you are the one
That stepped out of my dreams
Gave me new hope
Showed me what love means.

For you alone
Are my reason to live
For the compassion you show
And the care that you give.

You came into my life
And made me complete
Each time I see you
My heart skips a beat.

For you define beauty
In both body and mind
Your soft, gentle face
More beauty I'll ne'er find.

For you are the one
God sent from above
The angel I needed
For whom I do love

Wrote an entry in my diary 20 minutes before this, so i shall just copy it into today's blog entry :P since it's gonne be the same :

Dear Diary, ( it's really formal, but it's already a habit )

Whoa, it's been an incredible day for me. Well, all of it happened in the morning, National 10s was awesome. I must say, i'm bloody surprised i'm in the 15s roster ! Jamal didnt call my name last Tuesday's training, but i still played today. so...
all that bull about being sad last Wednesday was for nothing -_-

1st match was against St Andrews. I didnt play, not surprisingly. i think the Saints scored twice against us, strange, our handling was excellent, ball dishing out and all. The Saints screwed up instead. But size and experience were on their side.

Next came Anglo-Chinese, who scored four tries against us. no here's the surprising part. Jmal put me into the game. Ah. how fitting that my debut match's against the Champions Anglo-Chinese. 4 tries in 10 minutes, but we gotta hand it to them, speed, skill and experience were all on their side. we had the size advantage, but size would never count in 10-asides and in 7s. thats the curious part. why did jmal put me in a game that didnt not require me ? he should've put weijie in, and me in the SA match. Well, he's coach, probably has his reasons.

Our 3rd match was against CJC. we were all confident, way over confident. in the end we won, 7-0, but was a small win, with only one try and a conversion, all from melgious. unlike the first 2 matches, jamal was angry with us in this one. he's happy with the win, but we made a huge mistake. we never took advantage of an opportunity in front of us. against CJC, there were so many, but we just didnt take 'em. it was raining heavily in that match, and the ball was slippery, still we managed to handle passes. oh, and i made my first tackle against a winger too...

The last game was disappointing. clearly pioneer JC had the size advantage. there were 4 guys in their team who were of my built, and in our team there's only me and Guo Wei. he got subed out early, weijie came in and got his left arm injured. jianlin had his shoulder dislocated. our scrum was bloody weak compared to theirs. i'm damn angry at myself for this... our scrums kept failing. we gave in 3 tries to them in the end.

Hey, it's still an experience for me. and boy did i have fun :) still, gotta shape me fat arse up, couldnt keep up with the AC players man.

And testimonial's this thursday. Gotta hit 'em hard. Gotta hit 'em fast. Gotta win !!! gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta......

Hey dudes, everyone !!!!! must all go eat the cheesssseeeeyyyy pizza at pizza hut :P its nice !! (= went to eat at the one at PS with kat bryan and adam. lol on the way bryan was reading his driving theory book. then we went on with first impressions. adam tot i was this jolly dude as a first impression. haha i was one of those first impressions that he's right 'bout, 'cept that there were many more things that he didnt guess about me ! =P then kat went on to say that i'm a teddy bear -_- then adam said he thinks i'd open a bar ! haha interesting thought adam, thanks ! :P i'll keep that as an option if teaching wont work out for me later...

Damn, jamal was angry at us today. well, it was raining and the ball was slippery, but we kept dropping and missing passes so consistently that even the rain wasnt a good enough excuse for us to flop. hmm, hope many ppl come down for tmr's light team run session. but defending was kinda fun amidst all the hollering and scolding from jamal, i love tackling ! damn fun. feels damn good to bring someone down, but the thought of those metal stud boots over your body in a ruck's pretty scary. haha but it's fun nonetheless...

TIRED. shall sleep soon... I'm out.

Man... heard that a Cj girl just commited suicide...she's in chris' chinese class. damn, that's really a lo-down. Not sure why she commited suicide, but to me, commiting suicide for ANY reason at all's really fu**ing stupid. Some people have jumped before over school stress ! How fugging dumb can this get ? It's so not worth killing urself over something, ESPECIALLY SCHOOL WORK !!!

Hmm, i'm the total opposite. I dont give a fug about HW :P i seldom do hw ! nvr done hw on a regular basis since primary school man, and even that's not considered "regular-basis" by normal standards ! Aiya, hope no one around me's dumb enough to kill him/herself. Even for a girl, it's crazy. stupid. ludicrous. brainless.

btw chris, not sad or disappointed over this... it's about something else... ( think only joe knows why )

Sad. Disappointed.

A guy sticks his location,
In a girl's destination,
To increase the population,
For the next generation.
Do you get my explanation?
Or do you need a demonstration?

Signs of boredom. *yawn* smsed bunny since 4am. yep, woke up at 4am, was kinda surprised she messaged me back, coz she couldnt sleep. den i went back to sleep at 5 and woke up at 7. Duncan didnt need me to do his tie for him today !! he said he's forgotten how to tie a tie since its been 5 years since he left JC. rubbish la, dont think i'll forget how to tie, since it's kinda like a life skill, isnt it ? oh yea, dunc came home really drunk last fri night, there's like vomit all over his shirt. there was some company dinner thing going on somewhere, he drank tequila and got REALLY DRUNK. he said he cant remember much, only that he thinks some malay bouncer carried him into a taxi and sent him off, but left his bag behind. his colleague didnt know he left till much later, then he called home and dad told him dunc's already home. next morning, i could smell the aroma of alcohol in the room ! crazy fellow, reminds me of joe :P well, i'll never drink, i dont wanna get all crapped up the next day ! and especially if i'm attached, i wouldnt spoil a relationship just for alcohol !


Wonder how's everyone in school. -grinz- Monday's the most boring day of the week, so guess wont be missing out on much.. sick -cough- -sneeze- even manda's sick, but she went to sch anyway. well, take today as a national day break =P darn, duno if testimonial's this thursday or next week. jamal says its next week, but the other guys say its this thursday. damn annoyed, cant even get a proper, finalised date !!!! well, if its this thursday, we better get the guys down for one day to learn the haka !!! must ... MUST learn the haka.

Ka mate! Ka mate! Ka ora! Ka ora!
I die! I die! I live! I live!

Ka mate! Ka mate! Ka ora! Ka ora!
I die! I die! I live! I live!

Tenei te tangata puhuru huru
This is the hairy man

Nana nei i tiki mai
Who fetched the Sun

Whakawhiti te ra
And caused it to shine again

A upa ... ne! ka upa ... ne!
One upward step! Another upward step!

A upane kaupane whiti te ra!
An upward step, another.. the Sun shines!!

Hi !!!

LOL the Hi !!! part makes it sound friendly.

Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you? I think and smile,
because I know the list could run on for miles.
The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch,
so many little things that make me love you so much.
The way you support me, and help with my emotions,
the way that you care and show such devotion.
The way that your kiss, fills me with desire,
and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire.
The way your eyes shine when you look at me,
lost with you forever is were I want to be.
The way that I feel when you're by my side,
a sense of completion and overflowing pride.
The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,
the possibilities I see and the things we can do.
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,
how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.
I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,
but all you really must know is my love for you is real.

- Lauren Hays -

hmm rich said he read joe's blog and he can relate with half the things joe says. in the 99-secrets-girls-have-to-know-about-guys entry, it's said that after a breakup guys mature... yea perhaps. well, i'm fortunate ( or unfortunate ) not to have been in a relationship before. joe's broken up with wendy a long time ago and he seems unable to let go of her, and rich just broke up too. his girl didnt have feelings, josh's ex girl didnt have any either. hmm, i hear lots of stuff, similar stuff 'bout relationships. Now... there was a classmate who's had 18 GFs before, in a short span of 2 years. Song Feng didnt really seem to be serious 'bout his relations, but i do remember that one time when he kicked the table in class when he just broke up with his girl. Rach told me that she thought all guys are heartless when she asked me how would a guy feel when he's just broken up. haha, that's kinda biased, but i guess there're SOME who're really heartless, just getting into a relationship just for the sake of it.

As much as i tell people that i won't want to like a girl now 'coz of the massive distractions it'll cause, but i know it's gonna be inevitable. i'm just hoping it aint now.

Hmm as for Now... Now would be just basketball, rugby and (as much as i wouldn't like to say...) to study. sian. just wanna stop studying and play, but even I realise that playing all the time and not studying is bad. hmm... oh yeah, i'm not going to school tomorrow. not feeling well. -cough cough- -sneeze sneeze- mommy and i are gonna pray to grandma tomorrow. darn i miss ah ma, not too much, just a little. remember everytime i eat at her place she'd just put food in my plate like i'm gonna starve for the next few days ? hahaha she'd peel so much chicken and meat on my plate of rice that u wouldnt be able to see the rice ! then, everytime i get scolded by mommy she'd scold her LOL that was so interesting. aye, i wonder if she's up there, looking at this silly boy thinking about her from time to time.

Hmm, shan't think too much, lest i become Hamlet the 2nd. Mich's been thinking about friends and whether if she really belongs to any group of friends. c'mon ! you don't have to belong to a clique ! cliques are dumb la. ok they arent, if they do socialise with other friends ! told her not to think too much, life's so short with the many things a human being would wanna do... and one life span sure's almost impossible to fulfill all your dreams ! so stop thinking and just do it man... i used to think lots too, then one day i just said : aye fug that, i cant think and think and not do anything right ?

K i'm off. Gonna watch some TV, if there's anything good on now, or i'll just go read.... *Poof*

I'd like to start this off by saying :

Happy National Day :)

Went to padang at 9 'coz there was a touch competition today till 6+ erm.. the girls lost all their matches i saw till 12... quite badly actually. well, guess it's just that we're inexperienced, the other teams' ball handling were much better. lynn, don't be sad... it's experience. haha to make u feel better, i got this from #NYJC :

* retard has quit IRC (Quit (u THInk U very HAMSOME ar?????????))

Dont take a genious for u to realise who's that huh ;-)

The only other guy who joined me was jian lin.. thanks man ! :) he wore the adidas all blacks jersey again -_- anyway, he came mainly 'coz ******* was there. he stayed longer than me ! i think he stayed till their last match, but i left to meet chris noodle sumei and daryl. Andy played for SRC too, though he injured his back during a match. haha that guy is fu**ing full of shyt, making many funny comments. What u doing here ? u tell me come see the girls, aaaah... dont tell me u come see rugby, i tell u to fuck off ! then there was this NJC girl, wearing red all over, even her boobs, i meant, boots were red. then he said wah her boobs so big, aiya she everything big, her stomach also big, fuck off la LOL seems like "fuck off" 's like his ending words for every sentence. shyt man the njc girls were good looking, we were like staring at them. Basically we were just staring throughout the entire thing.

K enough of staring... met up with daryl su noodle and chris at 1.45. was supposed to be at 1, but ppl were late, as usual. we ate at NYDC, wheelock place. had this pizza which was supposed to be hot and spicy, but wasnt really hot and spicy. hmmm, noodle's changed a bit ! the hair especially. daryl's still the same :P chris slimmed down some more !! eh dude eat more la. 75kg's a pussy weight for ur height :P then daryl and su gave her a teddy bear ! that really made chris and i quite embarrassed coz we forgot to get something for her -_- I'm sorry noodeeeeeee i promise i'll get u something when we go out next week or the week after ok ? (=

Hmm... SM Lee's walking down the stand now, he almost tripped lol. this year's celebrations' like damn boring... not many homes hang the national flag outside but almost everyone at the stadium's wearing red, so that aint so bad.... it's gonna be a boring day tomorrow, that's what i predict. then monday's school... mommy's quite disappointed that there's school on monday, so i got some hopes that she'd let me skip school monday, but she said dont, u have less than 2 years left of school, so dont miss out on anything la. sigh. wanna skip, hope can psycho her by tmr...

Oh yeah this is getting annoying, everytime the seniors ask me when's the testimonial match i say 2 weeks later, 2 weeks later, 2 weeks later. fuck man its really stupid, i hope this time it's really TWO WEEKS FROM NOW, gawd, been saying that like 3,4 weeks ago. Kevin said that i shouldnt wear the scrum cap coz i'm the prop of the team ! i'd be a cunt if i wore the cap, but heck la, its gonna be damn fun, wearing the cap. hmm... waifu, jimmy, kevin, gotta bring those guys down, thats my target, and at least a try. joe ! teach us j1s the haka man !! them j2s aint gonna do it, so we're gonna do it.

There was a time when people said that Singapore wouldn't make it, but we did... but we did...
There was a time when trouble seemed too much for us to take, but we did... but we did...
We built a nation, strong and free...
Singapore our country, peace and harmony
This is my country, this is my flag, this is my future, this is my life...
this is my family, these are my friends, we are Singapore, Singaporeans
We are Singapore, Singaporeans :-)

Today was TOTALLY AWESOME !!!!!!!!! (= (= (=

So i went for rugby practice, and we got jamal to let us off at 6.30 'coz not everyone came down today and mr lee's farewell concert's today too. I loved today's practice :) we did circuits, passed to each other a madison ball 60 times to and fro, sit ups with the balls 30 times and 30 leg raises for each leg, 3 sets. then we hada game of touch. today's game was entertaining ! The score was 4-3, my team won !!! The most exciting moment was when i scored, for the FIRST FUCKING TIME in touch !!! (= the first time i caught them offside then ran, but kwok siong touched me. then later on it was a change over i tapped the ball, faked a pass and ran like i never ran before. i was kinda surprised no one was near behind me, then i just did it. Put the ball down. haha everyone was cheering for me... I should be like this for every training man, everyone should.

then we went for the palooza !!! man damn fugging good it was man... fugging good fugging good fugging goooood. man we poled Mr Lee !!! I'm honoured to mention that i started it all :) but in the midst of all the rubbing and mating with the pole i kinda got a big cut in my left leg, then realised blood was flowing down my leg ! lol was kinda telling everyone 'bout it, 'til kenneth told me to go to the council room to get bandaged. hahaha then i went to join the ruggers, then joe kenneth daryl andre and all the dudes up front !!! we were fu**ing jumping 'bout like mad fu**ers !!! crazy man crazy.... but i had the time of my life :) everyone jumped off the stage one by one so they'd get carried in the air ! hahaha even I did it and they still managed to grab me up !!! damn man, Nigel's band is fu**ing good !!!!!! but the music drowned out everyone's voices. everyone had fun :)

i'll miss mr lee man :( but i wish him all d best in wadeva he's doing later on, and hope the concert spurs the other teachers on to be more funky and cool like mr lee (=

I gotta work harder man, get my fat arse into shape ! Havent been training for 2 weeks 'til yesterday, so screwed up BIG TIME and jamal was angry at me. Jian lin called for inside, and i hesitated, not knowing wada do. but after a few more runs i got more familiar and screwed up less. what jian lin told me today is kinda making me feel fu**ed. he's right, if i'm not serious and concentrating, jamal wouldn't even think of putting me in the starting line-up. says that even weijie's getting serious, and damn right he is. when i first joined rugby i was kinda hyper and didnt even think of slacking. now i'm slacking a little, more and more every training session, but this HAS got to STOP ! have to rekindle the fire within me...funny, during the last round of fitness ytd, i kinda thought about beating the top rugger jcs ( which is kinda ludicrous at the rate the team, or i am, is going ) and i just ran and ran and ran. hmm, maybe i shoulda just think about beating them whenever we have sprint training, then i wouldnt think 'bout stopping and resting.

The STUPID security guards in our school ! they closed the backgates 10 mins before 8pm ! fug for brains... they were complaining to daddy 'bout :yi nang jang eh ani gu ! ( they take a long time to bathe, in hokkien ) my dad wanted to tell 'em fu** u ! ( nah he wouldnt say that, but he'd say something close to that ) you wanna lock them in ? those shyt for brains... so andy mark and i had to walk all the way to the canteen and out. darn jian lin and the others ! the left a lil later coz they bathed, they were kicking the drink machine till money came out !!! 3 bucks +... darn shouldve been with them =| .......... then again, Not. i swear, i havent seen daddy so cross in a looooong time ! he was bloody angry with the guards.
those fools ! making my Old Man mad. grrr.

Darn, i really gotta see a doc for my toes. my big toes hurt everytime the nails're long and they bang into something, and they bleed ! my socks would be bloody at where my big toes are. -yuck- i hate my ingrown toenails, been there since sec1, i think i'll get rid of the problem Once and for All after the chinese paper in november. for y'all who're worried 'bout getting ingrown toenails, don't worry... it's hereditory. okay airheads :P that means if your mommy or daddy has ingrown toenails, chances are you'd get it. if they dont, you wont either, unless you're adopted or one of 'em aint really your parent.

Okaaaaay, shall go and sleep for an hour or two, then wake up and watch the South Africa-New Zealand match to catch some points... SA's rucks and mauls are superb !

I'm out like the Clippers next season.

.:: 99 secrets girls have to knows about guys ::.

1. Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and
presentable girls.

2. Guys hate flirts.

3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.

4. When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not
thinking the way he is.


5. "Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first
usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.

6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they
always think about the girl they truly care about.

7. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad
characteristics.

8. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.

10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.

11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.

12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can't. And they sure have
one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is
drinking!

13. Guys cry!!!

14. Don't provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.

15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.

16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this
makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.

17. When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.

18. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never mind!"
would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.


19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.

20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when
they talk to a girl they really like.

21. When a guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're
asking him to do you a favor, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you
and he can't lay down the card for you.

22. When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow."

23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message
clearly.

24. Guys hate gays!

25. Guys love their moms.

26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of
roses.

27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn't mean
that the guy likes her.

28 You can never understand him unless you listen to him.

29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.

30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the
earth faster than girls can.

31. Like Eve, girls are guys' weaknesses.

32. Guys are very open about themselves.

33. It's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him
wait that long.

34. No guy is bad when he is courting

35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.

36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much
pretty.

37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his
problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen
to him. You don't need to give advice.

39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.

41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.

42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get
the wrong one.

43. Guys virtually brag about anything.

44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.

45. Guys think too much.

46. Guys' fantasies are unlimited.

47. Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight does!

48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too
possessive. So watch out girls!!!

49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for
him to let go of that girl.

50. It's not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up
especially when they've been together for 3 years or more.

51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved
with that guy.

52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's
too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be
matured and grow up.

53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more
than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.

54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.

55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with
their girlfriends.

56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he's sweating. You'll probably
see that he is nervous.

57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.

58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying,
"Please come and listen to me"

59. Guys don't really have final decisions.

60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.

61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.

62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.

63. Guys believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but
court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.

64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

65. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure
unless the girl tells him.

67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a
girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.

68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.

69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!

70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

71. A guy's friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.

72. Don't be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of
rejection.

73. Don't be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you'll be
surprised.

74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than
attracting guys.

75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is
about girls.

76. Guys don't comprehend the statement "Get lost" too well.

77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable
decisions but still love them more.

78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds
them offending and he just tried to be polite.

79. Guys don't care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.

80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know
them,they'll realize they're wrong.

81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He's just too stubborn
to deal with it.

82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.

83. Guys' weakest point is at the knee.

84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already
thinking of a way out.

85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing
things.

86. When a guy looks at you, either he's amazed of you or he's criticizing
you.

87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance,
give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another
chance, ignore him.

88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.

89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you
and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you're with your
boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your
boyfriend does.

90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read
and take as their basis of experience.

91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front
of you!

92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.

93. When a guy says he can't sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just
for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only
flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.

94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying
sometimes.

95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.

96. Girls are allowed to touch boys' things. Not their hair!

97. If a guy says you're beautiful, that guy likes you.

98. Guys hate girls who overreact.

99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your
relationships.

got this from isabelle's blog... sorry isa hope u dont mind :) hey man this is scary.. it's bloody true !! 67 and 68 SO describes me lol. 6 too... funny, all my guy pals tell me that they think of the girls they like before sleeping and after waking up ! it really drives me crazy too. sometimes i tell guys who just broke up to forget 'bout the girl, forgetting that i myself find it a near impossibility to...

Hmm, i'm supposed to continue from yesterday right ? yeah.. i was talking 'bout the past... these days i keep thinking about the past. dunno why, i sound like mary tyrone from Long Day's Journey Into Night muahaha =\ nah, i just think, not wish for the past to come back to me.

Oh did i say pissing off mr ong was the most memorable moment in 2002 ? i was wrong. it's the second most. the most would be when my grandma passed away on the 2nd day of Chinese New Year. man, was i hit real bad. can really remember almost every detail. we were eating, then my mom's sis called her to tell her 'bout it.... then we rushed to ah ma's home and i think that's the only time when i really cried badly. my mom too. i've never seen her cry before that, and that really made me feel worse. Before that i took for granted that everyone would be with me till my death day. After it happened, i kinda felt.... vulnerable to death ? then i really started to cherish everyone around me, family or friends.

Maybe in that sense i've matured ? other than that i'm still fooling around, taking things for granted. someone asked me who was the most imporant person in my life ? i answered, everyone. i didnt mean that mom or dad aint important, just that, i feel every single human being i know's important to me. choosing your friend's birthday party over your bro's wedding is one thing, but i'm talking 'bout human life here ! that was the saddest moment of my life so far... how many more ?

I think it's really important to cherish life, and life around you.

Ah bullocks ... morbid topic, this is. darn. monday tomorrow :( boring day think i shall bring more food tomorrow to pass the day ! and i still owe manda meals. lol.

Damn bored now. just came back from dinner, but i didnt eat much 'coz i was not hungry. ( sounds weird, but yeah, it's true ) oh, my dad saw richard's PW survey and he kinda stared at it for a while. lol. the first question's kinda crappy : What is a condom ? and one of the options was : a type of rocket fuel ... LOL hahaha didnt expect anything lesser from him. oh my dad didnt seem interested in doing it so i kinda did it for him, you won't mind will ya rich ? :P

Then i looked through the marist yearbooks, from 1999-2002. then i started thinking about change. i've really grown lots since sec1. Physically ? yeah definitely. really Big change. the pun was intended. but have i matured ? no no really i gave it some thoughts ( i know y'all bitches are laughing at me but i'm fuc*ing serious guys ! ) hmm.. sec1... we locked ming yen outta class lotsa times till he complained to miss sim and we got scolded by her. then i almost failed sec1 but i bucked up at the end of the year and made it to sec2. then there's sec2... poking holes into the coke bottle caps and squirting water at ppl. then theres the combi choosing, which i really took seriously, i wanted to do a maths, but was put on probation in sec3 coz i didnt get an A for maths in sec2. my mom was always telling me A maths is damn important to get into University, DAMN IMPORTANT. k i didnt know much about anything then, so listened to her, i did. then in sec3, i got into a class full of ppl that really revolved their lifes around gang fights, vulgarities, smoking and zouk. lol they were a great bunch of people la, damn fun and all :) sec3 was the year when i got my first ass caning session. well, there hasnt been any second yet, hopefully not. but gotta thank my belt, mr kay caned part of my ass and my belt LOL only time i got caught for skipping class. oh yeah, i almost forgot, i was playing snake with my 3310 during maths paper in the mid yrs, i got caught, and i got a zero for the paper. how cool was that ? i was kinda feeling sucky 'bout it, since i was playing SNAKE and not using the calculator function. now i look back at it and laugh. then i didnt get retained, much contrary to many ppl's expectations. sadly, 16 ppl got retained, reducing 3G to 22 ppl in 4G.

Haha remember alvin saying 22-1, coz he didnt like weijie. well, that guy's kinda pitiful, coz of his skin condition, but many ppl disliked him coz he was haolian. but one things for sure, he's FILTHY RICH. hmm.. most memoriable moment of that year ? i pissed mr ong real BAD then he made me carry a table with a chair on top of it, and my bag on the chair for like, 30 minutes ? yeah was kinda fun actually, but was scary when he kicked the tables and chairs in our class around. then, the year passed really quick.. we had a new maths teacher, mrs wee. personally i dont really like her, but i do admit i admire her nonetheless. she was a caring teacher, in her way. she made sure we understood wad we learnt. then came the O levels ! i really took it easy, didnt feel stressed up or anything. then came the hols. really started playing like i've never played before. balled almost every single day that my skills improved drastically. now its so shitty coz i've so little time for bball :(

Then came OI... i didnt want to sch for the first 3 mths but mommy forced me. i thought it'll suck, but hey, i had the time of my life there ! making friends with so many different people :) then now i'm in NY. okay its not really a "happening" JC, but at least my classmates arent boring, well, most of them. haha. think i'll continue on tmr. time for Alien Resurrection !

Sooo... the history test today was okay. No, the source based part was okay, considering we already went through the paper on tuesday during tutorial with mr tan. but the euro history paper was SOooooo NOT okay. I didnt really remember the facts about : How did the revolution end up with a Bourbon King ruling again in 1815 ? something like that, so i went on and on and on about how the revolution started to Napolean to King Louis XVIII and Charles X. aiya heck its only a test.

Went to Heerens again :D but before that went to orchard Singtel 'coz daddy wanted to get Duncan a new HP. He wanted to get him a 7250 but he didnt want it ! said it was too expensive and in the end he got this panasonic gd68 phone or something. i think it's stupid, but actually its one of my bro's good points... he doesnt like to spend money. guess he got it from dad, and i got my money-spending genes from mommy :D

Speaking of spending money, i got my scrum cap at last !!! yay can use it during testimonial :D it's 125 !! i thought it was only 80 but thats the lousier one ( lousier ? they looked the same to me, just in different designs only. probably more padding ? lol ) the most ex was 145, but i got the 125 one. so proud :D i'm becoming more like duncan LOL saw the shoulder armour pads, they were 'bout 120. i'll get those later, probably before A Div.

Met up with Tim in cthe cantebury shop. Then we ate at long john's again at cineleisure. then pool again at the same place. too bad he had to leave soon 'coz he had to meet up with his parents at commonwealth station. i think they're getting a new car. he's damn SWAY ! last year coz of some dumb taxi a bus ramped into his dad's car, and this year a taxi ramped into his dad's car again ! man i hate taxi drivers. they talk TOO MUCH and they drive like they own the road.

"mr lee is leaving nanyang, so i guess this is the last gig, his last attempt at having any life in the school. if nanyang palooza fails, he's gonna leave heartbrokened but justified-- tt nanyang is nothing but a living graveyard." <-- got this from joel's blog. i totally AGREE dude ! NY's SOOOO not happening :( sad... wish mr lee wouldnt go, but hope he'll do fine in what ever he's doing after leaving NY.

Haven't trained in 2 weeks ! gotta get into shape... ppl think i carry weights but i don't ! i think i should start, then i'll get stronger ! darn i'm getting weaker, i tried to fireman lift guo wei and i felt the strain ! he's like 100 but i remember i could do 90+ with relative ease. darn must do more weights. but first... dinner !!! :D

I'm such a glutton :>

I really really really really really hate that bastard ! i mean, how could he tell us there's a history test tomorrow TODAY ? Ppl started paying attention more than they usually did, but find it pointless, i mean, why pay attention now only when you know there's a test tmr ? heck, jian lin and i just kept talking cock after trying to pay attention before the intermission.

Had PE after hist lec, and played a lil ball before it started. FUG man i'm really rusty now. i havent balled since 4 weeks ago ! okay, the first two were easy, but i was tossing up airballs after that ! and i hate that cb who said : wah action action when i posted liang hong up. i mean wtf ?! nvm seen someone post up before, bitch ? wanted to make him shaft my fist up his ass and make him eat it. nvm, gotta ball SOON before i forget my skills completely.

We played frisbee, but i was kinda slacking, coz ppl were running around enthusiastically trying to catch the frisbee and i was just walking up and down. then i was talking to this sass guy, Pei something... forgot his name, he's kinda like a hi-bye friend before that. we talked about the sass lost ytd to acs, he was kinda sad 'bout it, but he told me he loves sass lots coz there's lotsa spirit in there. i think thats why i love sports like bball and rugby, there's lotsa team spirit. i love that kinda stuff man. but acs and acjc's damn dirty man, acs poaches the sa pri rugby players. sick man, its sick. its like real madrid buying up the world class players.

after school i went to meet the touch rugby girls to talk 'bout the LEAP carnival. its pathetic, 6 members and only the chairperson ( ME ) went for the meeting -_- actually jian lin came along but he's not part of it ! and just wanted to come coz V_______ was part of the touch rugby LEAP carnival council too. he advised me to give in to what they say coz there's only 2 of us, and 5 of them. lol.

shit, school ended really early today, 12.20, i was bored, thankfully cheryl called me up, she just broke up with her BF and she's really sad so i spent time walking about with her at j8. i think ppl on the movie level thought we were siao coz we walked around like 10, 11 times. hey Cheryl, cheer up! don't let love bring u down couz ! must forget it... no matter how hard it is okay ? :) be happy, and smile like i always do ! (=

I'm free from the clutches of love, free from the clutches of love, free from the clutches of love.