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Sunday, November 30, 2003


Secondary School life versus Junior College life.

1. fights would break out for no reason at all but just for the sake of it.

2. if u dropped a bowl or plate in the canteen, there's gonna be a HELL LOT of jeering, guys going "OOOOOOOH" and "UUUUUUUUUH" and if you were an idiot ( like me and so many others ) u'd join in the "OOOOOOOOOH"s and the "UUUUUUUUH"s

3. cutting queues in the canteen was a BREEZE. i didnt do it to the seniors, not even when i'm bigger than them most of the time. guess it's the respect i've always thought that must be given to a senior. ( oh i dont give it to jimmy. like everything else, there are ALWAYS exceptions :D )

4. had my fair share of fights in secondary school. HAHA i miss 'em :( oh and i think i've even fought with tim once ! :D

5. racism's inevitable, especially in a school that's chinese dominated. there wasnt a single pure indian or malay in my school. ( YES i used to crack the jokes in class, but i am NOT racist :) )

6. getting sent outta class IS fun, and NO you wont get into ANY trouble. ( oh please. i was sent out every other maths lesson in lower sec. dont u dare qie this expert here !!! )

7. getting caned on the hand seemed a lil scary, but you'll laugh 'bout it after. getting caned on the ASS seemed quite scary, but it's not that painful ( yes i've first hand, no pun intended, experience, believe me ! ) and you'd laugh your ass ( no pun intended again ) off after the caning !

8. skipping classes IS WRONG ! i mean, who's gonna entertain the class when you're not around ! :D

9. singing in class. oh i still do that in JC :D

10. annoying the teachers in any possible way.

11. stripping ANYWHERE in school was a luxury. ah.. yes i do admit lots of nyjc girls ARE in fact guys, but there are also many girls who ARE effete.

And i could just go on and on.

The only similar things that happen in jc now's the fact that i still dont hand up homework, skip lectures occasionally, do lotsa dumb stuff in class, and still get away with it ! oh i missed out one important difference :

12. cashcards. maris stella's the only school, or i think it is, to use cashcards to pay for food. and the great thing is that u can pull it out before money's deducted ! :D sooo... there was a period of time where i just COULDNT use up my 40 bucks. man it sure was a looooooooooooong period of time :D someone just shoot me.


i cant stop comparing the two. i do admit there've been vicissitudes in my life since the year began ( and the year's ending already ! ) but i dont mind change. change is ineluctable.







Okay, i was about to write something FOR ginny, but then i couldnt come up with anything. yes i know you wanted something better than the previous one :D and i will. and oh i'm so honoured i was in your dreams ! as a nightmare ! shaving potatoes in the toilet bowl eh ? hahahaha thats so cute :P

I wanna wake up, thinking,
Hey, this is all a dream
but reality slaps me in da face,
it IS what is seems,

Reality.
some say it sucks,
some say it stinks,
some compare it to a plink

And so i fall from above
to that place they call 'below'
the place where life sucks,
where anything stays or goes

But i dont care, noper-deedoo.
has my world been so shaken ?
would things be any different
had i chosen the road not taken ?

Gazing out the window
i thought of yesterdays
the memories, the faces, happy or sad,
and then the laughter fades

Though life could have been much better
all in all I do not feel forsaken
i count the countless blessings i've been showered
and i shant cry for the road not taken.

Life is new now !
i'm not complaining'
i love the way it is, though different
from what it was, hey, i'm not yearnin' !

I've so many friends,
tim, joe, daryl, josh, ben,
giant, john, weilien, sammi,
sab, rach, chunsi, tm !

krishna, jl, kathy, jessica,
chris, kevin, andrew, esther,
weijie, weijie, daryl, lynn,
danyael, steph, james, kareen !

uh huh uh huh uh huh :) sorry i didnt name so many other people ! really really sorry. well, i'm SORRY that your parents didnt give you names that could RHYME ! sooo.. message is.. stop complaining about life NOW ! :) enjoy it, before you realise later on that u miss it ! i do remember the times when i'd wish graduation from mshs would come sooner ! now i'm fucking regretting i thought those thoughts. cherish what you have now, what you do now, and most importantly, WHO you have now :)



Now if only Singaporeans could be MORE intelligent............

blogged @ 8:49 PM

Saturday, November 29, 2003


*as u shed every blood and tear on your way through salvation, one day, you'll leave behind that trail of red and in front of you.. in front of you, you will find the Promised Land. But, if you do not, you would only find yourself stagnant in a world of dreams and possibilities, and possibilites Alone.





The Tmac3 aint gonna help Mcgrady enter the playoffs this season. sorry 'Zo... looks like your quest for a title and a championship ring's still preeeeeetttyyyyyyy far away...

I'm typing this entry in pain, 'cause there's a small cut on my thumb which is getting to annoy me. if you really wanna know it's my right thumb. ( oh it's not my LEFT thumb, it's my other thumb, the RIGHT one, which also happens to be on my RIGHT arm. now, my RIGHT thumb couldnt happen to have grown on my LEFT hand, could it ? if it HAD grown on my LEFT hand, it would be called my LEFT thumb, and what 'bout the first LEFT thumb, you'd be asking. so that means i'd have two LEFT thumbs, and that couldnt be possible, now, would it ? no it would NOT ! oh please, the ancient people of the Indus Civilisation have realised this. my RIGHT thumb's on my RIGHT hand. :D )

Dum Dee dum,
Fumbly fum foo.
now if i were to have two lefties,
would could i possibly do ?

ginny ginny ginny chua,
timbly jimbly rimbly jack,
she's firdaus' honey choco bun
( i bet she wants to stab me in da back )

:D

I think i should do a post on the year, what's happened, what's changed in my life. pretty much, i'd say... some changes that i want, some changes i dont. but change is all important, for all kinds of reasons, for some, i dont like but i know they must. well, not now, for now.. it's just choco buns :D

Choco choco choco buns,
wonder what'd they taste like,
(better not continue, dudley,
lest u'd get a Bite :D )



Girls love to scold, bite and scratch, guys just love to brawl. i DO miss those fights in secondary school ! :( no one fights in JC ! it's so BORING ! everyone's just being nice to each other ( or acting at least :) ) well, there wasnt any fighting in sec4 ( not if u count alvin kicking mark around the classroom occassionally a fight ). hmm.. oh there was Ming Yan. everyone hated him, i tried my best not to, but it was bloody hard i tell u ! tim was trying hard to too ! :D hahaha poor sod, after all of us graduated, no one's heard of him ever. probably gone back to that shythole called malaysia. he was one sad liar... even my ass cheeks could do jim carrey impressions better than him lying ! 80, 000 dollars in his bank account. remember that 'un, tim ? :) i think there was this once in sec2 when he really got me angry, i kinda threw him 'round class. surprise surprise, there werent any fights in my class in sec3, but the guys fought outside of school. lol.

So what if they fought and drank and smoked ? they were FUN ! they knew how to have fun. my jc class's boring. every lesson, i'd be the only one trying to make the noise. haha, 3Gabriel had so much fun that, we were the discipline masters' favourite class to visit. the countless times james and zaka got caned... they separated them to both corners of the class but nothing really changed. once the teachers turned their backs they'd start walking around class and swapped seats with the others. oh yea, josh'd sleep behind class and get his nigga arse sent outta class too. sec3, i was considerably guai, comparing me to the others, of course :D then in sec4, seems like i took over, but hey ! i survived :) i still am, amazingly, in this boring junior college.

How many friends would i still be in contact with years from now ? how many wont ? Parting is inevitable. it's not a matter of Why or How, but a more important question is When.



In i come, Out i go.
that's the way things are.
Everything that has a beginning has an end.
It's only a matter of...

When.

blogged @ 11:54 PM

Friday, November 28, 2003


The only good butch is the dead butch.




:) alright alright... caught Looney Tunes back in action with lynn at ps today ! met jared in the station while waiting for ting ting. yee tat was there too ! he said he saw me, but i didnt see him. lol sorry dude, but u didnt approach me ! hope u did well for your Os ! :) Looney Tunes was funny, ooo and Goldberg acted too ! he didnt talk much. actually, he didnt talk at all ! Timothy Dalton played brendan fraser's character's dad too.

Went to the airport together with manda too ! lol qin ling u damn slow laaa called u at 11 still sleeping ! yoshipig ! hahaha. okok.. it was quite disappointing for both lynn and me, there were almost no stewards or stewardesses for her to chase, and no plane took off and i couldnt chase any in the viewing gallery :( ( okok dont go tagging my board with "WTF"s and "-_-" looks :D ) then went to bugis for a while ( for some reason i cannot say, 'cause i'd be beheaded by lynn foo ting ting :D ) and went home. it was fun though i was quiet :) sorry girls, lol something was on my mind la, and aint it nice for once when i'm actually NOT making noise ?

Darn i'm still thinking 'bout yesterday. really disappointed with myself, still thinkin' 'bout jianlin telling me what the SP hooker said to jamal, and disappointing jamal, and just... being disappointing. nothing has bothered me this much before, not even the exams. ( yeah right, like exams HAVE been a bother to me at all. ) so much to ponder about, so much to do, so little effort. too much laziness, too little responsibility.



*KG : Blood, Sweat, Tears.

blogged @ 10:54 PM



Holler :




"cheeeeeeeeeeeee byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee diam laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa si ginna kia !!!!!"

Singaporeans are so bloody nice to each other :)

Was i being calumniating ? i'll leave it to you to decide :)



I was checking out the lyrics of God Save The Queen, and for such a great nation which used to be the greatest imperial power in the world, it sure is SHORT !

God save our gracious Queen,
Long live our noble Queen,
God save the Queen!
Send her victorious,
Happy and glorious,
Long to reign over us;
God save the Queen!

Oh, why do we get Majulah Singapura ? it's so boring. we need a more patriotic anthem !! i wouldnt mind it in Malay, as long as it's more patriotic, ya noe, catchy tunes.

Not in this land alone,
But be God's mercies known,
From shore to shore!
Lord make the nations see,
That men should brothers be,
And form one family,
The wide world over.

Balls. they conquer us asians centuries ago, and SURE did they treat us as brothers :> and yea right, the protestants havent stopped burning them catholics either. one of the verses of the song's kinda contradictory ?

Lord grant that Marshal Wade
May by thy mighty aid
Victory bring.
May he sedition hush,
And like a torrent rush,
Rebellious Scots to crush.
God save the King!

crush the rebellious scots. lol, and "that men should brothers be". right. and my balls'll blow up, and prince charles would actually grow a brain ! actually, there's a total of six verses to the entire song, but they only sing the first one. darn lazy bastards, arent they ? oh yea, got this from some webbie, it's by the... Sex Pistols ?? haha sure did amuse me :)

Never Mind the Bollocks Here's the Sex... (1977)
God Save The Queen

God save the Queen
the fascist regime,
they made you a moron
a potential H-bomb.

God save the Queen
she ain't no human being.
There is no future
in England's dreaming

Don't be told what you want
Don't be told what you need.
There's no future
there's no future
there's no future for you

God save the Queen
we mean it man
we love our queen
God saves

God save the Queen
'cos tourists are money
and our figurehead
is not what she seems

Oh God save history
God save your mad parade
Oh Lord God have mercy
all crimes are paid.

When there's no future
how can there be sin
we're the flowers
in the dustbin
we're the poison
in your human machine
we're the future
you're future

God save the Queen
we mean it man
we love our queen
God saves


God save the Queen
we mean it man
there is no future
in England's dreaming

No future
no future for you
no fufure for me



*Peace throughout the entire globe ! and so i pray for world intelligence too :)

blogged @ 8:08 AM

Thursday, November 27, 2003


pink
Pink: You have a very loving nature. Friendship and
loyalty are two things you value very much. You
love to be in love and people love being in
love with you! Confidence is yours no matter
what. You have such a caring personality, and
you probably have no trouble getting friends
because everyone is friends with you! You are
warm to everyone, and hardly ever judge people.
People are drawn to you because of your
kindness.


!!!!!!!!!!!!!??????????!!!!What colour is your spirit?(with great pictures)
brought to you by Quizilla


Gooooooooooooooooooooooodddd mooorning :)

Or it would be Bon matin, in french.

And it's also ‘? ?ã ?D, for my non-chink friends who don't understand chinese :)

..............................................

But then again, i've chink friends who dont understand chinese either.

Oh gawd, it's so early in the morning, and tim's the only one on msn. at least i've got company :) ... make that INTELLIGENT company, not someone who goes "lalalalallaa~~~~" or "dudleeeeeeeEEeEeeeE~~~~" or "hAHahHAahHAhaHAhahahAHa" Yes you bloody know well enough who you are :D hahahah joe called u a fatrat. hahahahaha i think it's a cute name for u esta. hahahahahahahaha :P ooo and thx for sharing in for daryl's bday present :)

I hate it when jamal calls up to tell us there's a game at the last minute. cant he tell us like a week before ? unless he decides to have games only the day before. and i hope i'll get the no. 17 jersey 'stead of no. 1 or 3, dont wanna start :S ooo some year twos are playing, kenneth included. ya know, jian lin's damn sad :P before every game he calls me up, tells me he thinks jamal's gonna let him play some other position, like his dream Number Eight, and last night he called to say he might play flanker. who's gonna hook the ball ? jamal ?

Wonder if i'd get the chance to do a drop goal. lol. nah, dont think i'd dare attempt one.

"Will it hurt?", she asked,
"Of course not," said he
"it's a facile process,
just bloody trust me" :)

"But i'm scared !" she exclaimed,
"I've not done it before,
my friend's has had it many times
and said it can be sore !"

It was growing rather painful
tears formed in her eyes
it was hurting quite a bit now
it must have been a size.

"Calm yourself" he whispered,
"His face filled with a grin
"Try and open wider,
so I can get it in."

"It's coming now," he whispered,
"I know !" she cried in bliss.
Feeling it deep within her now
she said "I'm glad I'm having this."

And with a final effort
she gave a frightened shout,
he gripped it in anguish
and quickly pulled it out.

She lay back quite contended,
sighed and gave a smile.
She said "I'm glad I came now,
you made it worth my while."

Now if you read this carefully
the Dentist you will find
ss not what you imagined,
it's just your dirty mind!!

Bite me :)

blogged @ 7:55 AM

Wednesday, November 26, 2003


G'day :)




No it's not GOOD DIE, it's Good Daaeeeyyy, for Waltzing Mathilda's sake ! u ignorant phuckheads :>

You know when you tell yourself you dont believe in the Unexplained, can you really, really, Really not believe in the Unexplained ? 12 years ago Australia beat England at Twikenam, London for the 91 world cup, and 12 years since then, England won the webb ellis cup in Sydney. cool huh.. oh not to mention the fact that before the world cup there was this world cup coin designed with a picture of a left footed kicker holding his hands in prayer. sounds familiar ? and no, it wasnt made in honor of wilkinson.

It's a sign. a Prophecy. The One. Jonny, The One.




:D

I've been watching too much of matrix already. that's all i've been watching in the car ( yes i have a vcd player and tv in my car, ha-ha-ha-ha-ha wad y'all cock suckers gonna do 'bout that !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D ) since last week when it arrived.

Now, why doesn't Australia have an official anthem ? actually, i think they do, but i remember tim said there's 3 anthems, including Waltzing Mathilda ! hrm, my speculation's that since australia was colonised and most of the aussies down-under are descendants of sailors and convicts, and the beer drinking blokes liked singing, guess they thought ONE national anthem wasnt enough :D

Once a jolly swagman camped by a billabong,
Under the shade of a coolibah-tree,
And he sang as he watched and waited till his billy boiled,
"Who'll come a-waltzing Matilda with me?
Waltzing Matilda, Waltzing Matilda,
Who'll come a-waltzing Matilda with me?"
And he sang as he watched and waited till his billy boiled,
"Who'll come a-waltzing Matilda with me?"

Down came a jumbuck to drink at the billabong:
Up jumped the swagman and grabbed him with glee.
And he sang as he shoved that jumbuck in his tucker-bag,
"You'll come a-waltzing Matilda with me.
Waltzing Matilda, Waltzing Matilda,
You'll come a-waltzing Matilda with me."
And he sang as he shoved that jumbuck in his tucker-bag,
"You'll come a-waltzing Matilda with me."

Up rode a squatter, mounted on his thoroughbred;
Down came the troopers, one, two, three:
"Who's that jolly jumbuck you've got in your tucker-bag?
You'll come a-waltzing Matilda with me!
Waltzing Matilda, Waltzing Matilda,
You'll come a-waltzing Matilda with me.
Who's that jolly jumbuck you've got in your tucker-bag?
You'll come a-waltzing Matilda with me!"

Up jumped the swagman and sprang into the billabong;
"You'll never catch me alive!" said he;
And his ghost may be heard as you pass by that billabong,
"You'll come a-waltzing Matilda with me!
Waltzing Matilda, Waltzing Matilda,
You'll come a-waltzing Matilda with me!"
And his ghost may be heard as you pass by that billabong,
"You'll come a-waltzing Matilda with me!"

I've no idea what the song really means. but then again, when them sailors and convicts were drunk, i dont think they actually knew what they were really singing. my aussie friends dont understand jolly jumbuck or tuckerbag either.

Oh wait sorry, did a bit of researching, and they have only TWO anthems, Only :> them aussies had to sing God Save The Queen till the 90s, and i seriously doubt them aussies want to sing an old colonial master's national anthem. sooo... they gave God Save The Queen up, and scrapped that, and started on Advance Australia Fair and Waltzing Mathilda ! the lyrics of Advance Australia Fair gives me the impression that it was written when the writer ( who ever that is, or was... ) was NOT drunk.

:D

Ooo i have an inspiration, and it's as HOT AS MY PANTS !

Down Boy, Down !

:DDD

Pammy Pammy Pammy,
I like 'em firm and fruityyyy

I've no idea why i came up with Pammy, but it's always been a name that i've associated with words like copulation, coitus, coition, libido, hrm, u get what i mean.

Charis says she'd give me a 10 minute blow job if i get papamedorthophobia right.

There goes my 10 minutes :(

It's actually fear of the Pope's Penis. LOL

Now... jonathan, i know my blog's becoming public, but i dont care. i write what ever i want in here, it's MY blog :D but i do try my best not to fly in the face of public opinion.

So who-eva-who-don-like-me-bloggie , Sod off !

* Cali-Fornication

Let's get to Today : went out with mom, met up with joe, steve, then daryl ( Happy Birthday my drunkard friend ! :) ) we got him a wallet. sorry to hear u lost both your HP and wallet ! poor fella. then... went to fareast to find Sammi. she's working as a manucurist. crazy gal, sick and still working. anyway she's a slackor, supposed to start work at 11 but only came at 1. LOL then the others watched Revolutions and i went back home.

Like you give a (word that's distinctively close to fornicate :D ) what i did today.

Ziperdiidooda, ziperdiiday, my oh my what a wonderful day :)

Right, i'm off ! ACS I.. here i come !

blogged @ 8:32 PM

Tuesday, November 25, 2003


At the rate Orlando's going, chances are the Singapore Lions 're gonna beat China rather than them entering the playoffs this season. Tmac oh Tmac... you're so cool, so cool that, your team's losing 12 straight ! I dunno, but something tells me Yao Ming's going for the playoffs next year, look out shaq ! good bye mac...

History has shown that some men are born great, Einstein, Michael Jordon, Pete Rose, Da Vinci, Van Gogh, The Rock, Joan of Arc ( okay she wasnt a man but she did hack off many of those english tea drinking bastards' heads off ), Me, and there's Rowan Atkinson. i wont go into Me, yet, but my point of greatness is on Rowan. blackadder's so bloody brilliant ! and i love the costumes in 'em ! i wouldnt have noticed if duncan didnt point out that fact. the conversations are so bloody witty too.

This world doesnt need better people, the people need better brains !

All i ask is for a teeny weet lil bit of intelligence, that's all. not much to ask.

Then again, in singapore, it's tough.

Real TOUGH.








Fuckerdii doo :)

Ginny, was joking 'bout the lego. lol. its ok :) but i'll get u the ear rings. lol seems like the cheapest in ur list ? =P call me a cheapo...

Mrs Ho speaks of giving her students opportunities. Opportunities my size 13 foot. where's the cross bars for the rugby posts ? where's the rugby line markings on the field ? where's the scrum machine which even a jc like yishun has ? how 'bout that.

Opportunities my rock hard bullocks.

blogged @ 11:26 PM

Monday, November 24, 2003


I saw this adidas shoe at stadium in ngee ann city today, its the adidas Ultrastar. it looks like the superstar, but dunno why it's called an Ultrastar, probably gives it more prestige ? but hell, i dont care ! it's 99 BUCKS ! HOW CHEAP CAN IT GET ?! :D

Yay i'm going to the airport with lynn foo ting ting on friday. LOL so exciting ! okay.. y'all gotta be giving me the WHAT-THE-****-DUDLEY!!!!!!! look, but hey, i'm bored going to takashimaya every other day alright.

And i had this sudden desire to buy lego. it's the kid inside of me. yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes....... Lego. :D Bite Me. ya know, i used to bug my mom to buy me lego ! it's only now that i realise it's bloody expensive. lol if you look through my cupboard, u'd see all the lego boxes stacked up. argh.. desperate for lego... ( hint hint GINNY HINT HINT )

Now i know why everyone hates adrian tan. lol. i spent training beside the fella, haha even ran 4 rounds with him. he asked me to ask dad whether SPH has a spot for another at the sports desk. lol. says he might cover the SEA games or soccer matches in europe. crazy fella. he's got this attitude la... thats probably why no one likes him. and he says i'm vain. yeah... right... like i'm the one who's wearing skin-tight clothes to work. lol. oh interesting fact, he's proud of his belly. LOL.

I've nothing in my head to put it inside my blog today. it's one of those rare days where i've got nothing on my mind, not even plots to annoy duncan. lol. wanna write, but cant either. nothing's rhyming in my mind now...

3.What makes you fall in love ? my ans'd be : if only she can cook ! :D as the old saying, well, says the only way to win a man's heart is through his stomach !

30.Paris or New Zealand? i'd like to go to both countries, for one, to get outta old boring Singapore, but Paris's full of tutsies and wootsies.

I'm lazy to do the entire quiz, so i did only two. lol. no particular reasons why i picked those two.

'right, i'm off to bed.

Lego... lego... lego.. (GINNY ! :P)

blogged @ 11:22 PM

Sunday, November 23, 2003



You are Marilyn Monroe. You're a sexy bombshell who
knows how to get what she wants, but sometimes
people underestimate you or misread you and
you're seen for one thing instead of all that
you are. You can actually be very shy and hard
on yourself, and feel that sexiness is all you
have to offer to people. You will have your
success but be careful that you don't let
anything consume you completely. Feel better
about how smart you are.


Which vintage movie star are you most like?(For girls)
brought to you by Quizilla


LOL yea i know, it's for girls only, but heck did it just for sake of boredom. Marilyn Monroe... ooo aint she beautiful.

Which brings me to this : i absolute find this exorbitantly annoying, that, girls sometimes go, Why cant all u guys look like bla bla bla or some fucking jap/taiwanese/korean pop singer. look at me girl, look at me, do my eyes say i give a pound of hutt slime ? why cant all YOU girls look like marilyn monroe or audrey hepburn or angelina jolie ( oh wait there're enough ugly girls as there is :> ) ? so please.. it's really repugnant. we dont care, really.

Ah.. dunno what got me going. guess tim's right, i'm like him in one way, cant stand stupidity.

Dunno what got me going. but i guess some things really get to me.... the bbq sucked last night. really shouldnt have gone for it, but it's cause of huiling that i went. she kept bugging me and complaining that we havent seen each other for a very loooooong time already. the only people i knew were her, jess, yongming, kongyee and toya. NTUC chalet sucks. it DOES.

And i'm not sure if i'd go for the LTC camp, will miss rugger, my arm's still not o-kay, plus it doesnt seem all that fun. and there's so many councillors. how fun can it be ?

A guy sticks his location,
In a girl's destinstion,
To increase the population,
For the next generation.
Do you get my explanation?
Or do you need a demonstration?


It was in one of my older entries, but i'm still amused :D

This one's for joel, lol, u drunked :P

God, I love alcohol. Every Friday night,
Me and the boys hit the town,
And drink 'em up till we fall down.
God, I love alcohol, I swill it on my gums,
It seems to soothe the pain inside,
It always makes me numb.

God, I love alcohol. First thing in the morning,
Y'know a beer or two for brekky,
Always stops me yawning.

God, I love alcohol. It helps me make decisions,
Like, (hic) I think I'll have another beer,
To help my wavering visions.

God, I love alcohol. It makes me feel so strong,
Cos when I've got a gutfull,
I know I'm never wrong.

Y'know, I love it with a passion.
After a few I wanna fight,
I really wanna smash 'em.

God, I love alcohol, I could never go without.
And underneath I bet you're the same.
In fact, mate, it's your bloody shout!!


blogged @ 10:52 AM



ENGLAND WON !!!!!
ENGLAND FUCKING WON !!!!!!!!
OMIGOD...
ENGLAND FUCKING WON THE WORLD CUP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm sorry for the two ****s up there :) it's just that i cant find words to express the joy i'm feeling inside of me now.

It's the most exciting rugby match i've ever watched ! and i thought the match btw kiwi land and wombat land was exciting.

They really fought hard.. no... hard's an insult for a word to describe them. words are half-truths. no. they're less than that. they're nothing. it really takes the best to beat the maoris, then whoop south africa's ass all over mandela's land, then beat the all blacks and the wallabies on their home ground.

So what if jonny kicked most of the points for england ? a win's still a bloody win. you ain't down with that ? go ask IRB for a finals rematch :)

Oh met lynn foo ting ting and her fren at the ntuc chalet place in pasir ris, ahaha. the bbq was boring.

ENGLAND FUCKING WON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry :D cant help it.

Alright, came home late, sleepy, shall sleep. I wanna kiss Jonny's boot.





ENGLAND FUCKING WON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

blogged @ 12:01 AM

Saturday, November 22, 2003


Most amusing.

Saw this in tim's blog once, then in an email. I dunno why it's all listed 1. , but i'm sure there's an all-important reason to it :)

So LADIES ! listen up :

1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it
down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining
about you leaving it down.

1. Sunday = sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be.

1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way.

1. Crying is blackmail.

1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work!
Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it!

1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.

1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do.
Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.

1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem. See a doctor.

1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments
become null and void after 7 days.

1. If you won't dress like the Victoria's Secret girls, don't expect us to act like soap opera guys.

1. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us.

1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways, and one of the ways makes you sad or angry,
we meant the other one.

1. You can either ask us to do something or tell us how you want it done.
Not both. If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.

1. Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials.

1. Christopher Columbus did not need directions and neither do we.

1. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings. Peach, for example, is a fruit,
not a color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is.

1. If it itches, it will be scratched. We do that.

1. If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," we will act like nothing's wrong.
We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.

1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, expect an answer you don't want to hear.

1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine... Really.

1. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as baseball,
the shotgun formation, or monster trucks.

1. You have enough clothes.

1. You have too many shoes.

1. I am in shape. Round is a shape.

1. Thank you for reading this; Yes, I know, I have to sleep on the couch tonight, but did you know
men really don't mind that, it's like camping.

Something tells me christian's gonna rip this off my blog. it's this disease, that, compels him to do it.

We have to bring COLOUR PENCILS for the ltc briefing later ? COLOUR PENCILS ? yay, mommy, can i draw mr singh's face down, then colour the entire paper black ? ooo can i can i can ????

The Matrix is a fucking brilliant movie. it took me a couple times of watching the movies to understand it. Merovingian, the french dude ( seems like the french are always the bastards, arent they ? ;) ) 's an offspring of a previous One. bizzare ! i know it's possible, 'cause in revolutions the indian couple had a daughter sati. what's really turning me on's the fact that Merovingian is actually another name for Hades, and Merovingian's night club is called Club Hel. That beautiful wife of his, her name's Persophone, or was it Persephone ? she's supposed to be the daughter of Zeus, but she got abducted by Hades to become his wife in hell. i'm not sure who's morpheus in greek legends, but i do know the oracle's zeus' wife.

Greek legends are so so SO enthralling. i spent my time at home checking out them greek gods and looked up Merovingian. there's the Merovingian kings too, but in them matrix the french dude's programme's just to traffic information.

Everything that has a beginning has an end.

When agent smith absorbed neo, they cancelled each other out, and the architect reboots and the seventh matrix starts.

So dont fool yourselves. there's no Hidden Message in the trilogy :D the oracle says that to confuse neo only, but she's actually trying to say that each time the One comes along, its programme's just to find the architect, get 16 females and 7 males out, zion's destroyed by the machines and the matrix reboots. though there's a change 'cause this time neo makes a pact with the machines for peace, no one's killed.

And nope, i'm not sad trinity died. neo died too, but i suspect neo lives on in the matrix though his mortal body is dead.

If only the humans wil break their peace with the machines.......

blogged @ 10:09 AM

Friday, November 21, 2003


Wadup wadup wadup :)

I've never tried using my left arm to do my right arm's work till since yesterday. y'all should try it sometime, it's interesting, really.

Thank god i wipe my ass with my left :)

Ooo i've taken a sudden liking to Ba Chor Mee these days. it's really nice. i used to be a rice person, now i'm eating noodles more than i eat rice !

Interesting facts of Dudley's life.

What, say, if one day i woke up
and turned gay
would i look like Tay Ping Hui
or Michael, or even Jay ?

Would i start molesting
every guy i meet ?
but no, i'd better not,
lest they beat me up, indeed.

But what if i became a girl ?
Would i start lookin' like
Ginny Chua ? or J Lo
or maybe just some bloody dyke ?

Nah, no thanks, bub.
I'd rather be Me.
No ginnys, no michaels, no dykes, just plain O'

Dudley :)

Hahaha sorry ginny. no insult was meant :) now why would I insult the Beautiful ginny chua ? :)

And NO i'm not being my usual sarcastic self.

For some reason i'm missing my 4G pals more than the peeps at 03a1. i'm sorry guys, we were supposed to meet in sch to ball, but my arm's still hurting. next week, perhaps ?

Friendster's gonna charge people starting december, or so i heard. so first you've gotta be 18 and above to make friends in Friendster, and now PAY to make friends ? interesing :) next time i see a familiar face i'll remember to toss a coin at 'em.

Had this discussion with adam last night in msn. hmm.. i told him what my sec2 eng teacher told us b4, about erected penises in the morning. no you dont get 'em up 'cause you're horny, it's the nitrogen build up ! but what nitrogen ? now that i think of it, it really frightens me. i wouldnt wanna get lil Dudley over a candle flame, he'd blow up ! :D

grandfather paradox

A paradox proposed to discount time travel and show why it violates causality. Say that your grandfather builds a time machine. In the present, you use his time machine to go back in time a few decades to a point before he married his wife (your grandmother). You meet him to talk about things, and an argument ensues (presumably he doesn't believe that you're his grandson/granddaughter), and you accidentally kill him.
If he died before he met your grandmother and never had children, then your parents could certainly never have met (one of them didn't exist!) and could never have given birth to you. In addition, if he didn't live to build his time machine, what are you doing here in the past alive and with a time machine, if you were never born and it was never built?

Interesting, interesting... now... the REAL deal is, what would REALLY happen IF that person who goes back in time makes out with his grandma ? :)

I'd like to find out.

Now... if only there was a time machine.

blogged @ 4:02 PM

Thursday, November 20, 2003


The worst thing that can happen to an athlete is Injury.

blogged @ 10:38 PM



Party
ou are SLIGHTLY antisocial! While you definitely
enjoy spending time with friends--you have
plenty of them--you have an introverted side as
well! No need to worry about that, though! In
fact, you are a very good middle man/middle
woman: you are comfortable both spending time
with friends and spending time alone! While it
may sometimes seem like everyone expects you to
be a social butterfly, it is important to take
some time off occasionally and get to know
yourself too!


HOW ANTISOCIAL ARE YOU?? (rate please)
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blogged @ 12:57 PM

Wednesday, November 19, 2003


Basketball is the sport of kings,
From the toss of the jump ball
to when the buzzer rings.
In basketball you have to try your best,
Once you do you'll beat all the rest.
If you want to win, never lose hope,
When there is a problem, learn to cope.
Take your shots with confidence,
Never with incompetence
Jump up for a rebound with all your might,
Don't ever do it in a state of fright.
Ask for help when you're in need,
For if you don't, you'll never succeed.

Talking 'bout shots.. i airballed and missed so many shots terribly while waiting for rugby practice to start yesterday. lol. well. the last time i balled was a couple of months ago, soooooo........ yeah. sad. did get a three in, but the second one went wide, REAL wide.

Guess i'll leave it behind me. maybe it's like love, when you're done with it, you're done with it. when you're done with a girl, you're done with her. focus on what's Present, not on the Past. oh, i didnt mean to say this for me alone, it's for someone else, so.. dont brood too much on the past. you know who you are :)


OGL meeting had me laughing my arse all over LT1 today, and it's all thanks to melvin tay. he's one bloody funny arse. he was trying to tell stories like goldilocks and the three bears, and the three little pigs in hokkien. hilarious. the councillors are hopeless. they tried getting the ogls to make noise, but turned out to be only melvin tay and me. LOL oh did a gay dance with derrick ( i think kexin was jealous :P ) when they asked us to SHAKE. at least melvin went out when they asked for leg hair ( actually i kinda pulled his leg up for everyone to see. LOL ) but he lost to clarence. i swear.. it must be the Cat High shorts ! four years of shorts caused hair on his legs to sprout ! Yong An's an OGL too ! cool. at least there're some non-stony sci peeps.

Tim thinks CJC's the best jc to be in ! okay okay, i'm not gonna bitch about that, ppl have their own opinions after all :) sooo..... from his point of view, pjc, srjc, jjc, NYJC are neighbourhood jcs, and rjc, hcjc and vjc are geeky schools. alright.. so sa, ac and cj are for the cool ppl. erm, i duno, but i think cool-ness has got to have some concrete support right ? sa and ac's got sports, yeah, but cj ? cj dont have no good sports ! cool ? i know some ruggers from sa and ac, and they arent the 'cool' sa and ac students. they're what they are, ruggers. as for the.. 'others' i guess they're just clinging on to the SA and AC badges, hey look ! i'm from SA and AC ! arent i coooooooool...... bullocks :D

Which jc's the best ? in my opinion, it's raffles. ok, i'm from nanyang, and i'm not being Zhi Bei here. i made a choice btw that and ny, and i chose ny, for reasons no one but i alone will really understand. no one will argue 'bout RJ students' intelligence, and i wont argue 'bout their sports too. it's just, perfect.

Alright alright alright alright alright.. 'nuff said 'bout JCs. we're already in our own jcs, and i dont regret studying in NY.
almost a year's over, and so's life in j1. j2's starting.

The Heart of a Champion

I walk onto the field, determination in my eyes.
The air is getting warmer as my sweat slowly dries.
It's early in the afternoon, the sun rays burn through the trees
It's getting hotter, it's getting to 'bout 34 degrees.

In a few hours, i'd be playin' a sport I truly love
but it aint like golf, no club, no holes, no gloves
or basketball, or soccer, or cricket, or running
or tennis, swimming, badminton, or bowling

I stare up at the sky, smile, and nod.
The person I had to thank most was certainly God.
For He got me where I am today.
He's the one who's helped me in every possible way

No one knows how much this means to me
It's my passion, It's my life, It's... Rugby

blogged @ 11:12 PM

Tuesday, November 18, 2003


Training today was kinda disheartening. we did 4 X 400ms and 4 X 200ms i ran the first two rounds, but later on duno what happened, kept feeling like vomiting and my hamstring got pulled again. the entire time i was jogging, throughout fitness, throughout the games. feeling quite low... :(

We're playing SAS thursday. i was wondering, wow, st andrews, not bad... only other team's better than them's AC. but i got more than i really wished for. so we're playing the Singapore American School. whoopee ! :D fun. yeah right. bullocks. caucasians. size. 17 men team ( which could be fewer on thursday ). hamstring. Bullocks.

Aiya dunno. just praying i'll keep up in the game, and i'm gonna miss the acs i game in dec 'cause i'll be overseas. at least i'd get to play acs i again, lol, but the second game's against the B div.

Oh well. OGL meeting tmr.

Tired... zzzzzzz

blogged @ 10:15 PM



You're my everything
The sun that shines above you makes the blue bird sing
The stars that twinkle way up
in the sky, tell me I'm in love.

When I kiss your lips
I feel the rolling thunder to my fingertips
And all the while my head is in a spin
Deep within I'm in love.

You're my everything
And nothing really matters
but the love you bring
You're my everything
To see you in the morning
with those big brown eyes.

You're my everything
Forever everyday I need you
close to me
You're my everything
you'll never have to worry
Never fear for I am near.

Oh, my everything
I live upon the land
and see the sky above
I swim within her oceans
sweet and warm
There's no storm, my love.

When I hold you tight there's nothing
That can harm you In the lonely night
I'll come to you
And keep you safe and warm
It's so strong, my love.

Santa Esmeralda. wondering if the dude's still alive...

Duncan bought Finding Nemo a couple of days back. the turtle kids are cute ! and so's dory. ah the love for a child... what can beat that ? not even love for a girl, and i mean it, and this makes me think that, if i ever catch a fish for the sake of fun or some other reason, would it miss it's mama or papa ? :/ wierd.. and sharks never meet their moms and dads........ dont think i'll ever catch a shark anyway.

Ahaha Dory's cute, the whale talk's funny.

Alright alright.. i'll concentrate on the show.

blogged @ 7:52 AM

Monday, November 17, 2003


Let's see, now... with the media, the all blacks and the lakers have to thank them for the number of fans all over the world, there wouldnt be so much hype 'bout lebron james, adidas wouldnt be selling T macs like hotcakes.

Now... without the media, would people still say Australia had no chance against the kiwis ? ( it's weird they call 'em the kiwis, kiwis are so small and cuuuuuuuuuuuuuute ) everyone ( 'cept for me ) thought that no way the wallabies were going into the finals, new zealand's already booked a spot there. they havent seen any aussie matches yet ! and the media's sending out the message that NZ's superior. Wth.

I've never liked the aussies. but when i saw each and every one of those 15 players' faces, their expressions, told me they'd do anything, everything to win, put their bodies on the line of battle, suffer any injury. and who won in the end ?

And england, everyone ( in singapore at least ) dont want them to win ! why ? what the fuck is wrong with everyone ? i know you're all kiwi fans, but you dont have to hate the english ? i know they seem like they're relying every single minute of each game on jonny wilkinson, but y'all have definitely not seen the english games before the world cup. 2 men in the sin bin, 13 on 15, and the aussies still lost. i dunno what's wrong with the forwards, but in my opinion, it takes the BEST to do a rolling maul, especially against a team thel ikes of the wallabies. 40 metre rolling maul, anyone ? :) and they've beaten the kiwis and the maori team too. oh wait, almost forgot, a 53-3 thrashing of the springboks ? :)

Aye, i dont blame my friends for hating england. Singapore tv shows only soccer. rugby games are only shown once in a while, well now's an exception since it's the world cup, and even popular Basketball's shown on fridays and saturdays only.

And no, i wont start on the cartoons they show these days.

Sad... i miss the days of the animaniacs and transformers. ah heck.. where the f*** are the muppets ? :(

Ah well. it's singapore. nothing more to say.

Alright ! the new car's finally arrived today. I kinda miss the old one... there was some sentimental value there. it may not look that old, but i've been in it since primary two ! primary two till jc1... cool huh. well, guess its really true continentals last longer than japs. anyway, i've got a jap now, or rather, a korean ? there's SPACE ! i'm so happy. i'm not the typical kinda guy, into sportscars like porsche or ferrari, i just want a SPACIOUS vehicle to move my arse around singapore :D I really dont mind walking, actually one could say i even Like it ! lol... call me weird and slap me arse silly. just that, if our weather's only a bit cooler.. just a little bit...

Right. bullocks to local tv. ( but at least they showed return of the jedi :> )

*my hair's shorter

blogged @ 8:03 PM

Sunday, November 16, 2003


Dum Dee Dum.

If England's still gonna rely on Jonny's boot, no way the Webb Ellis Cup's gonna be theirs.

Dum Dee Dum..

Ooo ooo, through kareen i've this Kyo guy, and this Kyo guy has WAYYYYYYYYYYYYY lots of porn star links. they dont say they're porn stars, but look at their pics man. tsk. all these jap/korean/vietnamese gals... they migrate to america and they start saving on cloth material. maybe to save up on inplants ? :D tsk tsk. Oh and i'm talking 'bout friendster. tsk tsk tsk.

There's something wrong with msn. cant log on. arghhh and who ever's in charge, they've gotta stop the lagging in friendster. arghhhhhhh

Silent are the berry bogs
Dark, the fragrant room
Groggy are the nighttime frogs
Soft, the crescent moon

Silent is your voice tonight
Sparkling are your eyes
Billowing, the harbor mist
Clouding mystic skies

Joyful is my sleeplessness
Memorizing time
Moments of enchanting bliss
Gathered in my mind

Silent is my tranquil breath
Still, my waiting heart
Soft my head upon her breasts
That murmurs in the dark

Cool, the breeze from window's space
Pure, the hour of bliss
Wet, the lips that now awake
The fire in my kiss

Never has the spirit been to
Places such as this
Exquisite is the free fall into
Passion's sweet abyss

I'm averaging TWO entries per day. woooopieee ! :D ginny... haha most pl girls are nutsy, but i didnt mean it in a bad way ! :D it can be a good meaning too ! =P alright. i'm off !

blogged @ 10:28 PM



Cheer Bear
You're the Care Bear cheerleader! Your spunky personality and optimisim lifts everyone's spirit. Though you want everyone to be happy, you stand your ground on issues you feel strongly about and this can bring disunity among your friends. Despite this, you are a true believer in working together.




Plucked this off renrong's blog. aha thanks :p u did a whole lot of quizes man !!! you must've been bored =p hmm, it's in pink. urgh.





this is my way to live

What about yours?

made by rav-chan




Aha sometimes i wonder, am i having way too much fun ?

NAH ! aint no such thing as too-much-fun ! :D


This is soooooo cool ! last night, some dude added me into this mass conversation in msn, and i don't even know any of 'em ! so, i went : ? and this girl kelly went : who's everyone ? aha then we started talking and then she told me she's sarah's ( the sarah from 03a2 ) ex classmate in scgs ! coooool.. really small world :) now i've one more contact in friendster. aha.

Friendster's kinda superficial, actually. sure, i've got many friends in my list that i know pretty well, but i've also got lotsa friends who i basically just wave "hi" to only ? which makes me wonder what 'friendship' is. immelia once told me there's no boundaries separating "friends" which really struck me. yeaaa.. sure do have a couple of non-chink friends, though i'm always making racist statements, i dont hate 'em ! so maybe i'll just have to get to know those "hi - friends" better, dont i ?

Aha i've got 60 testimonials in friendster ! coool... dont mean to sound egoistic :/ though. it's so fun writing testimonials about ppl ! haha when ever i'm bored ( which seems to be the case everytime i'm online, or maybe going online's the reason why i'm bored ? ) i'll just go tag another testimonial for anyone. but really... words cant describe people. you've gotta know him or her personally. words are empty.

Dum dee dum.

England versus France. cant wait cant wait cant wait...

blogged @ 3:50 PM

Saturday, November 15, 2003


Australia versus New Zealand.

Dad woke me up seconds before the game started. i was kinda groggy and a lil grumpy, but the national anthem really got me started. a week ago, people were saying, australia's gonna lose. pity. home ground loss.

Did the aussies give a fuck 'bout critics ?

Hell No

Actually, what really got me started was during the haka. the all blacks looked like they were really going to war, but the aussies just stared at them, and you can really tell they were at hundred and one percent. right from the start they kept going and going and going, and fit are they man ? and the fire in 'em, the passion, the mad desire in their hearts to win, that really pushed them above the 100 percentile. minutes into the game, the outside centre Stirling Mortlock intercepted a pass, ran like hell, scored the try. Reuben Thorne scored his second ever try before the end of the first half, nz 7-13 australia.

I really thought both teams exchanged jerseys. the wallybees were running like new zealand always does, and new zealand seemed like their sad opponents, always on the pathetic end of the defensive line.

End score ? 22-10 your guess is as good as anys.

Damn ! no Haka in the finals :) only God Save the Queen and Waltzing Mathilda. eh ? dont think they'd play the latter, they've been playing something else, 'cause dun think they allow unofficial national anthems to be played. ( what ? god save the queen ? the second semis is Tomorrow, you'd say ! well, i'd say : fuck :D england's going to the finals. that's final.

If i'm wrong 'bout england.. i'm gonna feel darn disappointed.. for jason leonard, for lawrence dillaglio, for martin johnson, for all the old men on the team. what's bloody wrong with the english ? they invented football, cricket, rugby, netball. have they dominated these sports ? dont think so. so many soccer world cups and they've only won ONCE, cricket ? seems like its always india-pakistan. the all blacks kill everyone in rugby, including them english. netball ? -sigh-

Ah. there's nothing better than winning on home soil.

Thank god there havent been any friendlies in nanyang jc :)

Speaking of which, i have NOT run since two days ago. argh screw my fat arse. i'm fat fat fat fat fat

DILEMMA ! Pool, or Semi finals match ? Pool, or semis ? ARGHhhhhhhhhhhhh i've been rejecting ben's request for pool so many times already, and this time there aint no school. dilemma............................

Would I, bullocks.

blogged @ 8:30 PM



You know, it's funny how some people are so cocksure, they tell you what they think with such arrogant assurance, thinking they know everything when they know nothing. really annoying :) intelligent people are really a rarity these days, if there were many more in the past, for that matter.

Now... what made me say that ? someone i know who's always been like this ? nah, know a couple of people who're like that, but nope, no one in particular, actually. read someone's blog and thought of this.

That victoria girl that's bugging tim in his blog's real irritating. he only mentioned her once a loooong time ago in one of his entries and she's kinda cross with that ? going high and mighty, sayin', no no no, people dont go writing about other people whom they dont know. Huh ? i mean... HUH ? so if i'm talking about.. say, john fitzgerald kennedy right now, that means i know him PERSONALLY ? if i'm bloggin' 'bout shaq, how fat he is, how strong looking he is, i know the man himself ? that's bull la.

Really, timmy boy, you're right :) there're so few good looking girls, and even fewer ones that are Nice. Mmm... if what adriel says is true, that most big guys seem like they think they can rule the world 'cause they're twice your size, ( which is kinda true, ben used to think like that a lil ;) right ben ? but you're not THAT big ben, just a little :P ) then for girls, when you're pretty you think you rule the world too, i guess. what ever it is, seems like physical appearance is what that matters. funny.. never thought being big meant ruling the world, adriel :P

Oh well.

Y'know... tim's blog's like the only one that i really enjoy reading. there's intelligence, no doubt, and he updates it daily too. grace's nice, but she doesnt update frequently. wait.. ben.. u update your blog daily too, but i dun understand what you say, sometimes :\ haha.

*Will you be there, at the promised land ?

Only time will tell. And hardwork. i'm off to the gym !

blogged @ 9:05 AM

Friday, November 14, 2003


Whoaaaaaaaa... Star Wars jedi knight : Jedi Academy's bloooooooooody good !!!! everything's so detailed, the lightsabres all look damn unique, different from one another ! the characters look good too ! cant wait for the xbox version...

I've got quite a few games in mind ! NBA live 2004, jedi academy too, wwe raw 2, gladius, all of 'em are on the xbox.. there's rugby 2004 too, but the graphics kinda suck ? everyone looks the same. i'd get star wars Galaxies too, if i had the cable connection for my xbox, and if it was more popular in singapore. Ooo star wars Republic Commando's out summer 2004, which means by that time i'll have to be studying hard for the As already. aye, i'm sure i can squeeze some time for starwars games in my timetable eh ? ;) ah screw.. Rebel Strike's trailer makes it look much much better than even galaxies and jedi academy !!! and its on GameCube ? wad the hell ? gamecube ? which dumb ass has a nintendo console these days ? it really looks like the movies. no exaggeration there. wellll.. all love to Lucasarts ! :)

I wouldnt mind buying all of 'em at once, but i think this hols is really gonna be pretty busy for me, so wont have time for all of 'em ! :) anyway u cant have everything, can u ? but i'll try my best to get almost everything :P oh i've never liked those aeroplane games, like jedi starfighter, rogue squadron, especially when i dont have a joystick at home, lol. still love the role-playing uns and the strategy uns.

I dun geddit dun geddit dun geddit.. Salvatore killed chewbacca. he's other books are quite dark and gory too. sick bastard. should never have entered the star wars universe. and anakin... i'm still brooding over their deaths. LOL anakin, they bloody killed anakin !!! when leia just gave birth to him at the end of Dark Empire 2, luke said he foresees anakin and the twins growing up to be great jedis, and he was killed while trying to stall time for the other young jedis to escape the yuuzhan vong worldship. anakin, the most promising of the newest generation of jedis, killed. wth. it cant get any worse than this.. they really cant... So their point of killing off chewie and anakin's to prove that the bubble of invulnerability that surrounds the starwars main characters is not invulnerable as it seems, so why didnt they stop at chewie ? they had to continue with anakin ? who's next ? luke ? mara ? jacen or jaina ? han or leia ? admiral ackbar ? hell, even kyp durron ? Sick man, sick.

Cant wait for Unifying Force, the last book in the new jedi order series. wonder whats after that, besides the obvious fact of recovery for the galaxy. yuuzhan vong shares the galaxy with the local inhabitants ? what eva, just hoping no one important dies. thats most important, to me.

Ah well...

May The Force Be With You :D

blogged @ 10:43 PM



Hrm. yong ming wrote a testimonial for me saying i always go after plmgss girls. how wrong he is :P the pl girls i know are nutsy ! well.. most of 'em... i guess ? that yvonne girl adam's after seems normal enough. Seems.

Hickory Dickory D*ck
The mouse was desperate for a f*ck
But his fear of pussy
made the whole affair messy
So it hickory dickoried the d*ck !

waking up at 6 every morning :D its a habit, cant kick it. old habits dieeeeee hard.

Jack and Jill were over the hill
yet managed to have some fun
Jack still had some power in his drill...
Any suggestions to name their young one?

sheesh.. i really gotta get a real hobby at home :D

Bored of gaming, Bored of writing stuff, Bored of reading other people's blogs, Bored of watching old Transformers episodes, Bored of listening to music, Bored of going out...

To take rhyme out of poetry sounds all wrong
like taking the melody out of a song
or from a bell removing its gong
or from a heart the desire to belong!

Dear poetry why are you going from bad to worse
The way you're headed you'll end up in a hearse.

You could write me off as a romantic fool,
not up to the times, not what you'd call 'kewl'
but with the stubbornness of an obstinate mule
I'll always write in rhyme when poetry I spool!

Ah... what's that i'm feeling ? i'm feeling ........







Jaded.

blogged @ 10:25 AM

Thursday, November 13, 2003


Hmm... jamal made a deal with us. by november if we dont improve at all, NY contact rugby's closing down, lol, so we'll only play touch rugby with the girls. he's quite ticked off 'cause we were damn soft going into the rucks and pads. i think guo wei was tougher today, so was i, but both of us couldnt keep up, our fitness level's really bringing us down a lot. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. but thanks for who ever prayed for me b4, i managed to survive training :D the sun was bloody hot. shouldve worn a T instead of the red jersey.

Esta Leong. stop lying to yourself. you're not cute. you should know lying so much isnt good !!

Surprising, i've nothing to blog about now.








NOTHING. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

blogged @ 10:31 PM



jmpe
Your~Sweet and Kind~Himora kenshin.your the most
sweetest and kindness person ever.you bring
peace to every one, dosen't matter what they
look like,act or what there personality is.you
bring a smile to every one you meet.your sweet
heart is Ms.Kaoru.She hasn't showed her
feelinds but you know.


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Goooooooooooooooooood morning :)

Lil late for this, but good luck to those who're doing their PW today ! :)

And good luck tim and daryl, for yours tomorrow. especially to tim.. who's currently improved his presentation from 10 slides to ELEVEN ! can you believe it ?! Eleven !! keep it up !! :D says he's STILL gonna improve on it ! who knows.. might reach the lucky name THIRTEEN ! ( oh, always thought 13 was the unlucky number, but only westerners believe that. 13's actually a lucky number for us chinese ! dunno why so many chinese teens now think 13's unlucky. kinda sad. )

Have You Ever ?

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for the words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep

Nice song, quite sweet :) but my answers.. nope :D as before, i'll leave love for later. not now.

Have i ever ... : Been so fucking hungry that i thought of taking a bite outta the ACJC coach's stomach. ( yes i was THAT desperate for food :D ) talking' bout stomachs, mine's getting bigger, after eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and NOT exercising. pray for me. i've no idea if i'd survive training later.

blogged @ 10:52 AM

Wednesday, November 12, 2003


Loving
You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely
devoted to others,especially that one
person.You really can't get them out of your
head,but then,you don't really want to.


What Kind of Smile are You?
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A GIRL ? i thought the quiz was for guys too ! Fug.

blogged @ 9:33 PM



Matrix is AWESOME :D duno why some ppl think its dumb, perhaps when a movie that doesnt have a definite ending is lousy ? duno.. so far only other person i know who thinks it's not stupid's O timmy boy :D ( why am i not surprised ? ) and as much i would love a fourth movie after the trilogy, the directors wont do one :( but i think they said something like continuing the story through cartoons. well who knows, might end up almost or just as big as star wars :D and my prediction for e outcome was wrong, hurray.

Mmmmmmmmmm reallll interesting to hang out with rach chun and lynn. and i FINALLY understand wad their blog entries were about. oooo found out something about chunsi also. ahaha, shant say, have to protect my nu`er ! must cheer up k.. my smile became a frown when i saw ur face darken in PS !

Going through people's links in friendster, and i see many familiar names, aha should i add 'em ? duno.. chew lian added me, and so did daphne. ooo noticed serafina's link too, maybe i'll add her if i'm not too lazy like right now.. oh adam ( the zhong hua dude.. ) used to like serafina in primary school. then thiam peng told me she's like, quite popular in her sec sch too.

PW's finally over. no more screwed up meetings. hurray ! hurray ! hurray ! :) presentation was a little screwed up, i got a lil nervous as i went on, but the Q and A session was a breeze. actually, all the questions were easy for me, 'cept the last one by adrian tan. bryan's bummer, i guess... ooo one girl cried 'cause she couldnt understand mr tan's questions, but he was NICE ( can u believe it ??? ) nuff to ask her if she wanted a third question or she'd continue with his previous two. science students... wayyy too systematic. they got to think before answering a question ? wonder if they do that in normal day-to-day conversations. duno 'bout other ppl, but talking has NEVER been a problem for me :D wad eva it is.. PW's over. final. ka-pout.

On my way home, realised my whole year, been wasting so much time trying to look for love. i've probably been thinking, damn, i'm getting older, time to get a gf ? and i've been forcing myself to like ppl. thats not right, innit ? so.. right now, RIGHT NOWWWWWWwwwwwwwwwwww... i wont force myself to liking a girl no more... i've got more important things right in front of me... like next year's j2 work, rugby, getting fitter, LTC, OGL training camp... bla bla. hahaha i'll let love be.. when it comes, i'll get it, but now it hasnt, so i'll wait. ahaha but lynn and rach are planning to get nu`er a mother soon this year during a christmas party. well well.. lets leave it to fate.

I am a desexed pussy cat, they took me to the vet,
Because I got all horny, but I never got one yet.
The female cats around me just hissed and scratched my face,
And my owners got annoyed with me when I hissed around the place.
So in humiliation for they couldn't face the truth,
I went and showed my discontent by crying on the roof.
Well this got the neighbours going, and in came all the calls,
When I heard the big one saying, "That cat is going to loose his balls."
We were waiting in the waiting room, I was naive I must mention,
Though I did detect some guilty looks and the air was full of tension.
And It must have been my cat instincts that made me loose my cool,
For I felt a great urgency to protect the family jewels.
So I escaped and I took off up the road,
Over a fence, across a yard, and tucked up inside was my load.
The little one caught me, -I cried and pleaded why?
As she handed me over to a man in a coat who stuck a needle into my thigh.
When I came to, - in a dopey sleepy blur,
I felt cold, depressed sore, -I couldn't even purr.
And when I think of all the injustices, cats aint got no rights,
Not like you two legged humans, that stay up and play up all night.
I was just a big fluffy kitten, a randy teenage tom,
But now I'm just a neutered thing, because both of my cods are gone.
So I hang out here on the hearth rug, slowly going crackers
All because some capitalistic, self-righteous vet, went and knicked my knackers.

LOL.

I'd do anything to amuse myself :)

blogged @ 9:10 PM

Tuesday, November 11, 2003


Wasted the entire day 'doing' PW, but its okay :) i didnt mind. lol.

Fuck. Melgious is an OGL. Fuck. I'm an OGL. Fuck. why melgious ? Fuck.

:D

Mmm. didnt go for training, coughing badly these few days, but it's getting better i suppose :>

Fuck again. lakers lost to the grizzlies ( WTF ?! ) yes the grizzlies, probably the worst team in the western conference of the NBA. Fuck.

...

Oh... thanks tim, for explaining what the architect said in the second part of the matrix trilogy. been asking many many many people what the architect meant, but no one gave me an answer till i asked timmy boy this morn :D so the question now is.. will there be a seventh matrix ? ( NO you mother fuckers !! if you've watched the movie DONT tell me, thank you very much :D ) actually i suspect its gonna be a revolution. ( its called matrix : revolutions, right ;) )
so, my guess is zion's gonna be destroyed, neo's gonna save more people from the matrix again, and set up another zion again. thats just my guess. would be surprised if i was right ( but NO DONT tell me :D thank you )

Adriel, thanks for your testimonial. hahaha damn funny, still laughing at it :D

Ooo sab's younger brother's prettttyyy handsome ;)

Looks like the hols gonna be pretty busy for me, not that i'm complainin' . actually i'm looking forward to it ! there's gonna be rugby friendly games, the Leadership Training Camp, the Orientation Group Leader training... quite fun. and there's econs for me to catch up on too. downside ? melgious is an OGL. fuckideedoo :) and there're so many science OGLs, and so few from the arts.

I'm lazy to memorise my part for OP tomorrow. -yawn- shall see about it :P

Girls are kinda scary. read ginny's blog and realised she's quite hurt that Fidaus wrote nice testimonials for everyone but her. you can really tell he didnt mean to hurt her. hmm.. i'll be careful with what i do or say when i have a girlfriend.. ouch.

Darn. damn bored. nothing to do, nothing to study, and nothing new to play. i'm still waiting for WWE RAW 2 to debut in singapore ! man, i miss wrestling in mshs' gym :) chokeslammed matthew, powerbombed kelvin teng, leg dropped ken yeo.. woohooo. i miss those moments :) does NYJC have a gym ? oh nooo.. it does NOT... bleahz. time to game, again... cant wait for NBA Live 2004 too...

blogged @ 5:45 PM

Monday, November 10, 2003


This violin so lovingly shaped
By caring hands, its magic waits.
Silently its power strains
Inside the curves of polished grains.
Where is the touch of fingers, worn?
Can it still tear my heartstrings
For which it was born?

Still got my ancient violin in the cupboard. havent touched it since primary2 :D oh dont really know anyone who plays a violin these days. oh there's anderson, but he's going to America. everyone's into guitar, gave that up a long time ago.

People ask me what I think
of Heaven and I say
I'm not too sure
I know it's pure
and better than today

But since you've come into my life
I'm wanting something new
The love that has designed my soul
is beautiful with you

And sunsets, although pink
have filled my soul again
My dreams have found serenity
My love - where have you been?

Your smile fills my mind
Your voice, it stills my heart
And so to explain it,
I don't know where to start

So my answer to their question..
My heaven: Love that's true.
I only smile,
Cuz all the while,
I know, my Love, it's you.

Just met her on sat. wish we'd meet up more often :)

Now as for today.. nope didnt watch any movie, but msged rach and probably would watch it tmr. well.. didnt bring the stack of notes for econs, so i'll get it from someone else. spent the entire lecture annoying esta and she annoying me. i've finally found a way to stop her from talking endlessly !! just use the spray can :D well, esta-cide doesnt seem to work, since after spraying so much esta-cide at her, she still wont DIE ! :D hahahaha and cassan messed with my phone. the "photo" folder went from 900kb to 1.4mb. most of 'em were photos taken of her eyes. fetish for her eyes, perhaps. hmm, dunno what happened to the project work meeting later on, brian and bryan didnt come to school. ate ba cho mee at central with joe jianlin teck meng and steven. oo met up with xuan tian and wee thong ! i couldnt remember wee thong's name till i came home to check the year book... damn feeling stupid. both were my classmates in lower secondary, and xuan tian and me go back since primary school. still pretty much the same, those two :) wee thong's still the quiet sort. really wish he'd speak up more.

Haha adriel dun retain la. staying in singapore and studying here sux. go overseas, but thing is u leave everyone and everthing behind if u go overseas man. damn sianz. but i'd still go overseas if my parents would allow me, bleahz.

Can't stop playing starwars knights of the old republic !! gonna play a third time !! :D i love star wars. sad, so few ppl i know in ny like star wars, and i doubt thiam peng knows a lot 'bout it. the only other person who's really interested in starwars was tim!! aye, well... cheers to y'all starwars fans out there ! :)

blogged @ 8:18 PM



pho
You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.

"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."


Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.

As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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Econs, PW, Matrix : revolutions (hopefully :D )

Esta's damn annoying in msn, even in the morning :P

blogged @ 10:09 AM

Sunday, November 09, 2003


Urgh. England scrapped through, 25-17. i really really really wish they'd get back to top form.

There is some music which
Creeps in the ears and seizes by the root
Food of love
A kitchen of music
Making overtures
Savouring
Scalding
Cool and sweet
Here I am outside your kitchen with pangs
I tell you, I'm hungry
These notes are only cold upon the page,
Folded beautifully and a gleam of expectation
Will you leave me only with a recipe?

See, manda ? love poems are NOT the only ones i write :D

blogged @ 7:51 PM



Ah, sunday afternoon. boring. watched the first 25 minutes of the france-ireland match. hey, didnt know france still used la marsarleisse ( ARGH I DUNNO HOW TO SPELL THAT WORD ) as their national anthem. some of the players had tears rolling down their cheeks while singing, damn passionate. score's 40-7 now.. the green drunkards are geting trounced...

Alicia's thing last night was pretty quick. only sammi daryl kevin and nadya turned up. there were some other people too, but they were alicia and nadya's ex schmates i think. daryl's still the same, kevin's still the same, sammi's still the same ( sigh.. ), nadya changed her hair cut ! its shorter now, and funky :> sigh. feeling awful again. sammi and ranjan retained. that so bloody sucks.guess ranny couldnt stop thinking 'bout girls, and sammi.. couldnt stop annoying guys. nah just kidding :) she says she'll change, no clubbing, no boyfriends ( but she says i'm an exception, which is kinda scary. as much as she says she's straight now, i still think she's les :\ )

Sorry daryl, kev, couldnt play pool ytd :X some other time ok ? :)

Dad's getting a new car ( finally ) after almost a decade. lol heard its the trajet, no objections there. though mom cant speed anymore with the new car, there's the consolation of wider SPACE :D there's also a vcd player, which is kinda cool, to watch movies in a car :D there's one flaw in the car. it's supposed to be a family car, okay space is great, but the boot's real small, so groceries gotta be in the 3rd row, which beats the purpose of having a six-seater. but SILLLY ME ! :D which other family in the world buys the enormous proportions of food each time they go to the super mart ? haha jokes aside, the boots real small.

And... dad's getting a new phone !! hurray. asked me if the N-Gage's alright, i said no, it's NOT practical, and there's no cam. no cam, no photos of babes. final. as for the 6600... there's a cam, video recorder (hoora, hoora !) and so many complex functions. it's quite ex, but hopefully he'll get the phone !

Caught winnie at suntec just now with a guy. well, i suspect he's her new bf, so i'm happy for her :) hope he's better than i am...

And right after that while walking past the fila shop and staring at some of the shoes, missed brian mok, so he had to keep going : DUDLEY, DUDLEY, DUDLEY and i only realised he was there at the third DUDLEY. heh.

France 43-21 Ireland. am i surprised ? nope :D

Econs is at 1130. so bloody late ! then there's PW OP rehearsal after that. fuck la. i wanna watch the matrix. at least PW finally ends on tuesday ( or is OP on wednesday ? )

Damn lazy to blog these days. my paragraphs are getting waaaaaaay short. aye. be back later.

blogged @ 5:24 PM

Saturday, November 08, 2003


Bizarre ! Andrea DeCruz wanted me to add her in friendster a few days back, and now Pierre Png says he wants to be my friend, introduced by Joe. Bizarre :D Joe.. can explain ?? ;)

Oh met Boon at beard papa in taka ! he's working there now for the hols i guess. heh, he's like, promoting beard papa with his msn nick ! whoa time passes by damn fast, it was only a lilttle more than a year ago when he told me his dad co-owns beard papa. Jc life seems sucky to him too.. guess everyone feels the same :)

It's a small world, gabriel knows ginny too. lol. he messaged me asking whether i knew a ginny from my school. well apparently they met in a club, and exchanged phone no s. small world =P last i saw gab was during teacher's day back in mshs. haha, miss annoying christian together with gabriel ( right chris ? :P )

Ah, shant blog any longer ! the New Zealand-South Africa match's on in 'bout 5 minutes ! then there's another match, but dad's gonna tape it, then there's alicia's party. hooray, finally can meet up with the 110 folks again. :)

*what i live for ? basketball, beats 'im brawls ( anyone got the Kobe Rap ?? gimme a msg !! thx :> )


blogged @ 2:53 PM

Friday, November 07, 2003


Damn lazy to blog, but i'm trying hard to fight laziness.

First of all.. everyone's going, i'm big i'm big.. okay okay, erm, fine with that. obviously people havent checked the United World College ruggers out yet :> the game sucked. i sucked. before i even stepped onto the field, i pulled my left hamstring. whoopeediidoo. waited nine weeks for a rugby game, and shit happened. and i've gotta stay commited to the tackles.. nice tackling jian lin :)

Ben.. sorry 'bout what happened. yea hope we can meet up soon, cheer up dude ! :) oh i saw yin fung at YCK stadium today.. he hasnt lost one bit of weight.

Tim.. thankssss... ( oh i'm typing this entry like your current one. haha. influence. ) hope can meet up with u too !

Oh, YCK stadium got me a birthday present.. got a nice red/white rugby ball :)

Melgious should stop being a mother fugger hutt piss :)

Hope can get to watch Matrix Revolutions next week :) wanna know whether Zion's real or not :)

Jonathan.. be patient. my blog template got screwed up, but i've linked you again, so stop complaining :)

What's with :) anyway ? :)

Well.. :) maybe despite being disappointed, i'm still happy the exams are over, hols have come, and rugby rugby rugby here i come ! :)

blogged @ 10:38 PM



Finally. Chinese is over ! i think the compre passage was the nicest one i've ever got for a chinese exam. the author wrote about "ai qing" and how you should never keep things inside yourself, before it's too late. yea. bloody true.

Melgious is a frickin bitch. he was supposed to tell joe to bring the jerseys ( and why should joe do it ? vice captain bringing the jerseys instead of the logistics ? ) back home, and he didnt. neither did he carry the water or any ball back after practice. @#%(&(@&($!@&))!&)!!@*#!& really useless :) told me he didnt wanna be a logistics, but too bad ? you're voted to be one, so ****ing hell do your job asshole ! knew i was sick on wed's training, so he told me to do the logistics. like **** you and die, bitch. bloody pissed at him, bossing ppl around, slacking with his job, doing the kicking when he knows richard is so much better at it and he sucks at it himself. for being an asshole's good enough a reason people wanna kill 'im. jian lin's damn right : losing him wouldnt affect the team. chian yee can be the fullback ( LOL ) richard can do the kicking since nic said he just taught his the drop-goal. we've got so many good runners too. who needs melgious ? :) Nobody.

Well, differences aside. in about 2 hours i'll be playing WITH him. considering JL's advice, when he gets tackled we'll just step on him ? well. see if i'm angry enough to do it. lol.

Oh sab's past life was a cat. hahaha no wonder :X and she got killed by math sums ! cant blame her.. almost died studying maths before. hahahaha :P well time to head off to YCK stadium ! God save us all.

blogged @ 3:54 PM

Thursday, November 06, 2003


Afterlife as an Angel by childdoll
Your Name
Astrological Sign
Angel TypeGuardian Angel
Wing ColorRainbow
Heavenly WeaponBare hands
Created with quill18's MemeGen!


hrm hrm hrm. Guardian Angel ? fine with that. Rainbow-coloured wings ? oookay... bare hands ? why don't i have a weapon ? haha even cassandra uses an axe, and i've only my bare hands.

Alright. really have ta study chinese, it's my last time to study chinese ( i really hope ) might as well get it over and done with !

blogged @ 6:51 PM



What is your past life? How did you die? by whisperinghope
Name
Age
WayIn sleep, peacefully. LUCKY!
Past LifeHuman in Egyptian times.
Created with quill18's MemeGen!



Most interesting. hmm, i think the best way to die's in your lover's arms, but doubt she'd be able to carry me anyway =P

Wait.. i was an Egyptian ?! well, at least i wasnt a Cat in Egyptian times.

Chinese AO paper tomorrow ! have i studied ? i have NOT ! urgh. i'm not the least bit scared. well... i'm taking my -dun-give-a-horse-piss attitude wayyyy too far. lol. okay dinner time will be back..

blogged @ 6:42 PM

Wednesday, November 05, 2003


Wednesday. today's the last day of school. i think there was some talk in the morning after assembly, but i went to macs with rach lynn and chun. whoa macs was a sea of brown. there's the a3 grp with esta cassan weiying samantha and i think two or three other girls ( sorry still dunno quiter a number of ppl from a3 :\ ), there's dick grace choon guan, there's the ppl from my class. erm.. lol. it's real interesting to be with the 3 girls i was with. one thing's for sure : you wont get BORED :P especially chun si's nonsensical conversations ! i've no idea why i'm chunsi's daddy. she calls me papa, lol, and i dunno her mother. i'm pretty much a failure, i've failed to give chunsi a mother. how she came about.. i've absolutely no idea...

Turns out nyjc wont be so lucky to face raffles or anglo chinese or the saints. it gets better. we're facing two Espats schools and temasek poly. really gonna be a big test for me. team training was quite sad.. lol.. jamal asked everyone to tackle each other for 2 minutes, jeff got his old injury back, i think his thumb bone got hurt. weijie's ankle got hurt a lil, but only for a while. vegustian had to go to the toilet and he didnt look OK. damn sad k. lol aye, jamal's really lousy at favouring melgious. melgious is a good player, for his experience, but he never scolds him, but scolds ppl like jian lin for the slightest mistakes. he overlooks jian lin and richard too, who're two players who've great potentials. and melgious is just this useless phucktard who complains about doing the logistics and scolds his team mates ( wtf, he thinks he's the coach ? ) he probably thinks he's the best. well. lets see how he fares against the french expats this friday :>

Sian 1/2 retaining's a bitch. sigh. ben. peixiong. bao xin. pjc. srjc. nyjc. haiz. well.. they may have slacked, but wasting a year's a fuck case. Pw and SAT are ****ing everyone up already, how do they expect people to do well ?
the school sets a mark of A-B-C for us to achieve. what ? we're 17, 18 yr olds for crying out loud ! you think we're all nerds ? spending all our time mugging ? reading TIME all the while we're not studying ? we have our teenage lives to live, for goodness sake ! and i havent even started on school activities and CCAs.....alrite, i dont mind sch activities or my CCA, i actually like taking part in 'em. i've nothing against the A-B-C mark the school has set. what i ain't happy's thbe fact that MOE bloody well knows Singaporean kisd are stressed out badly with their work load already, and they dont have the decency to stop adding on to that shit-pile we get in school.

Promoting's not a bad thing, but it isnt entirely a good thing for me, either. my foundation for econs is worse than that of an 80 yr old lady's with big droppy swingers ( yes it's THAT BAD ) i gotta work hard during the hol, and i know i wont, but i must. i swore i would and no way am i gonna back away from that. all my life i've been given too many chances. up till now, Lady Luck's still with me, but will she stay by my side forever ? hard to say. others aint so lucky. some got kicked out in lower sec to the normal stream or got retained in sec3 or now in j1.. am i gonna get another chance next year ? i wont play with that risk. not anymore.

Treasure It, dudley, treasure It... you're the luckiest alive. dont dump it into the bin.

Alright. no school tomorrow ! on idea what to do... probably bum around in da house, study chinese ( sigh well, last time in my life i'd take a chinese paper. might as well get it over and done with. ) I'm Out !

blogged @ 10:47 PM

Tuesday, November 04, 2003


40-50% Horny
If It Comes, Your So happy, its such a privelge to
make love to someone you Love, Your Horny only
because you need to feel that emotion called
Love. Your 40-50% Horny


How Horny Are You?
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Aaaw.. was hopin' it was 100 percent horny ! hahahahahahahaha =P

Gotta study chinese.. must. lol. AO levels, muzznt play a fool. okay.. before i leave.. would everyone i know stop asking me who's the Number 24 from my school's touch rugby team ? wtf.. Yin Fung.. you're in pjc, i'm in nyjc, WAYY APART dude, WAYYY APART. and dont bother trying friendster, she probably doesnt use it. lol.

dud
the NYJC touch team is hot man
hahaha
damnnit
how coem they got so many ppl one?
that time they were at pjc for a competition
hwhaha
there's a no.24
whohoho
HOT!! i think thats her number
i wonder why..
arh
i see a touch rugby girls photo on ur friendster..
lets go take a look

... -_-

blogged @ 5:24 PM



My blog had some problems... so havent blogged since saturday.

Okay.. i'll start on sat... what did i do.. erm, oh, caught the Singapore Cricket Club International Sevens tournament. haha joe and jianlin came only to see the last match. ooo those heineken girls looked gooood........... then after saturday comes.. Sunday.

Sunday... went to padang to watch the Sevens again ! lol this time only joe came along. ( and he caught more than the last match :D ) we got this free mini sized rugby ball each.. damn cute ! hahaha i sleep with it every night now :P oo those heineken girls looked reallly hot. hahaha bloody hell... they HAD to distract us with the girls, didnt they ? :) back to the Sevens... the caucasian and negro players are huge ! and those samoans too ! it's scary to know that they can run jsut as fast or even faster than our smaller players. sevens is also quite different from the normal 15s or even a 10-aside game. its all running.. oh, and i thought shah was an excellent player, since he's in the national team, but he didnt really perform during the 2 games i saw him.

Monday was bloody boring. had a hang over, school didnt go too well till lunch time. school was like a dead town. waited in the student lounge with rich till my dad came to meet mr toh. "dudley's restless, hyperactive, not being fair to his abilities, needs to concentrate in class" but before that dad already told me he knew what mr toh's gonna say.. lol. anyway.. cant belief bao xin got retained... heard he doesnt hand up HW like me. and he was from 4A last year ! 4A students always hand up their homework... guess he changed after coming to JC ? quite sad.. thought the entire team went up to j2, but turned out one fellow got retained... good thing is, baoxin's still quite cheerful. if he's sad, he sure doesnt show it.

I talked to andre before practice. haha.. was talking 'bout sec school stuff. we have one thing in common : we got caned so many times in sec 1-3, but not once in sec 4 ! then we turned our conversation to jimmy. he's one major sad case. he was quite tall in p6, but andre saw him get pushed down the stairs and had his bag thrown out the window. hahaha quite funny at first.. then in sec sch no one liked him 'cause he's just being.. jimmy, trying to act handsome ( though he IS ) cool with the girls, acting like he's one popular guy. bloody irritating i tell u, and i'm not even his classmate ! his sec sch classmates didnt like him either. then he got retained last year. worst of all.. his mother's an absolute b*tch. quite poor thing la.. everyone would pity him if he wasnt such an egoistical idiot. jimmy's really a guy with potential, he's tall, quite good looking, and he's athletic too. if he didnt have that ego of his, people would like him MUCH MUCH better, and if his mom was a LITTLE BIT nicer to her son, he'd quite likely be one of those popular dudes in school. but till he changes... i'm not gonna stop swuaning him :P hahahaha.

So many guys didnt turn up for training 'cause they heard it was a fitness session. felt quite sianz about it but decided to turn up. as usual tian bao and vegustian didnt turn up, but mark came though. aye.. must really go run.. haha always tell myself i-must-run but in the end, i'll end up slacking. oh yea.. mr toh said i needed motivation, a driving force to push me so i'd go. lol. i've yet to find Motivation. quite a sianz training, nobody was hyped up, i was lazy to tackle, to run. that's really bad.. i'm slacking before friday's games. then wednesday, duno if i can come, mommy's reluctant to let me train 'cause friday's the AO chinese paper.

dum dee dum doo.

Friendster's pretty cool, 'cause you'd get to meet old and new friends. quite surprised kathleen found me ! haha. kathleen's not the bunny that i've known for years since primary school, but this one's from my combined science tuition class last year. quite a sweet looking girl, had a crush on her before :\ one fact 'bout friendster annoys me, and thats when some people who you don't know add you ( for what reason i dunno, maybe to add on to the number of contacts they have ? ) like that desmond guy from council.. who's he ? dunno him.. lol. durga added me, but at least i know her 'cause she's in joe's class. ooo that marissa girl's definitely popular. lol. checked out the number of guys who wrote down testimonials for her in her friendster account ! all sweet, nice things 'bout her. LOL. well, guess this is the real world.. when a girl's ugly, no one wants to get close to her. when a girl's beautiful, every guy wants to know her. haha.

ARGH i cant stand school these days. PW PW PW PW PW PW. i'd give PW up for CHINESE LESSONS ! what's fucking wrong with MOE. as if the A levels wasnt enuf. then came SAT, and now, project work. *curses something that rhymes distinctly with Cracking Bell* but anyway, heck. it's gonna be over soon, and i can take SAT a few times before i get into U. hmm.. oh, adults will have to pay 5 bucks to get a farecard, so you pay 15 bucks, and there's only a value of 7 dollars inside the card. thats fucking stupid man, giving the reason that ppl return rotten cards back for refund. and the 5 bucks is non-refundable. how low can this get ?

Anyone tried www.rotten.com yet ? ;) sick shit i tell u.

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