I did promise a review of the year, didnt i ?



Alright. let's see.


Got posted to O.I. lol what a shit hole, i thought. mixed feelings, entering post-secondary sch education. it wasnt so bad, on the first day, after all i thought 'cause quite a few of my sec sch mates joined me in the hell hole too. lol. i still remember, on the first day there was some break in btw orientation, kenyeo chengjin lester and i went back to mshs to play bball. lol, thats the plus point of having O.I. right beside maris stella, we could just go back any time we'd like to. oh, then we got caught by mr amir, the resident D.M. of O.I. for the next two months i'd be caught by 'im on a frequent basis :P for stuff like shoes and being untidy bla bla bla. it's all a load of bull :) christian was in my class too ! that's when i got to know 'im better i guess, now we're good friends :) met lotsa great friends there too. oh, then there's winnie...

Er.. then got posted to srjc, but my appeal to ny actually got through ! winnie actually got posted to srjc too, but i think she was disappointed i went to ny. ah well, that's when things ended... shan't mention that anymore... but ny wasnt so bad ! there's really lotsa marists here too ! oh yea, sab rach and chunsi came over to ny too, lol. actually, christian got posted to ny too ? but he appealed to cjc -_- haha. then there's the awful SARS period, when everyone had to cope themselves up at home. almost died of boredom then.

Erm.. joined rugby. bloody fun sport i'd say :) mark joined rugby too, lol, but he kinda slimmed down after the Os. made damn lotsa friends in nyjc. erm.. term 2 was rubbish. just continued playing, lol. then after the june hols were the mid yrs, then term 3 began. played some more, lol, then term 4, promos, scrapped through. economics still sucks :) so did project work, what a bloody waste of time.

I dont feel like blogging, really. not anymore. am i gonna stop ? maybe, maybe not. why did i start blogging in the first place ? was it to release somethings that i dont wanna say outside ? yea, perhaps, perhaps.. now that's it's gone, why should i continue ?

New Year's tomorrow. :) many say start afresh on new year's day. can it really happen ? new year resolutions... what are mine ? to be a new person ? that's hardly possible. I've really given up. really really miss the days when i only cared about nothing but sports and school, and every other thing's just... far away.



Here I am again
Lying in my bed,
With oh, so many thoughts
Of everything in my head.

The clock keeps on ticking
Time is drifting by.
I see the sun is rising
Out of the corners of my eyes.

Memories of then, of so long ago,
Mixed and scrambled inside of my head.
I look in the mirror and search for that child;
I know he's there somewhere, I know he's not dead.

For often when I'm losing touch,
He brings me back to my beginnings;
Bringing back my memories of then
And sharing with me, all of my feelings.

Then I'm older again
at the age of 17
so many things have happened,
too many, even for a teen.

And now..
and now..



What ?


I've no idea.

The future's so blur, and yet so bright. perhaps one day love will come. perhaps one day i'll finally know what's everything about. perhaps one day i'd truly be who i am again.


One day...

Till then my friends :) who knows ? i might be back blogging again.



Happy New Year :)

Match against Tj was fun... beat 'em like, 7 or 8 tries to 3...great to see my marists friends again :)
Cat in the Hat's a beet of a kiddy show, but it's funny...
New Year's Eve...wonder who i'm going out with...



Against All Odds

How can I just let you walk away?
Just let you leave without a trace?
When I stand here taking
Every breath with you
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all
How can you just walk away from me?
When all I can do is watch you leave?
'Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain
And even shared the tears
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now
There's just an empty space
There's nothing left here to remind me
Just a memory of your face
So take a look at me now
There's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against the odds
And that's what I've got to face

I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you
So many reasons why
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now
Well there's just an empty space
There's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now
So there's just an empty space
But to wait for you is all I can do
And that's what I've got to face
Take a good look at me now
'Cos I'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
That's the chance I've got to take
(Chance I've got to take, got to take)
So take a look at me now
Take a look at me now
Take a look at me now

Yesterday...
all my troubles seemed so far away
now it looks as though they're here to stay
oh i believe in yesterday...



Now, what did i do ytd ? oh yea, went to malacca with my unc and aunt ( for lack of better words. the good thing about chinese is that you can really differentiate relatives from one another. other than that, the language is so bloody complicating, its no wonder singaporean kids these days have a difficult time learning it when they've to learn english already. ) and folks. it's hot there, but not as humid as it is here in old singapore. urgh. i really really sweat a lot less walking in other countries than i do here. the coolest thing i bought there was this slingshot ! awesome... then the idea of shooting ppl in their heads during lectures or tutorials hit me.



I'm burnt, for two reasons. after ogl refresher, played like... 4 straight hours of basketball ! let's see if i remember everyone's names.. there's shirleen, not sure if i spelled her name right lol, terence melgious, alex, ying teck, melvin, xiao yan, xiao an.. err was that her name.. and kexin ! alright man, i rmbed everyone. lol. my skin's bleeding dark now, cant stop scratching the parts of my body's that're burnt. and the second reason why i'm burnt, it's kinda annoying that you put ya arms up high so xiao yan'd miss, but they keep connecting -_- lol kana burnt !!! and not by terence or melvin or melgious. ahaha.


So i havent gotten that rusty yet, so rusty that i'm way beyond redemption. still rmb how to shoot, drive bla bla bla. i kinda forgot my footwork, started out throwing balls instead of posting up properly, but got better and rmbed again as i got going. surprisingly corssovers WORKED !!!! :D


You love. you feel the passion. you'd do anything, because you love. then something happens. all that you hold so dear and loving's crushed. what do you feel ? disappointment. then you meet love again. a second love. you fall deeper. the passion grows stronger than before, stronger than the first love.

No, fools ! talking 'bout bball and rugger. geez. what do u take me for ? some love sick asshole that's brooding over girls ? no way, Jose !


:D



Funny, how it feels that you only love basketball for a period of time, then some things happen, you fall in love with a different sport, and find yourself liking it even more than your first love. well, i'm human after all. this is but a minute part of the vicissitudes of life, i suppose.



Playing tjc tomorrow, on home grd too ! feeling damn good about it, and its gonna be a killing field for joe, LOL. so many marists on both sides. tjc's supposed to suck, but i dont go by rumours. 'way it's gonna be fun nonetheless, feeled with mixed feelings. but i still stand what i said to dick, friends or not, ya not wearing my jersey, ur dead :)


*hey heidi heidi heiiiiiii-di, heidi ho ho ho !

The English and their sailor songs. silly sods, i say. hey, dont hate 'em, hating's wrong anyway, and though they're responsible for bringing 'em indians ( and also because of them indians we have our daily crows and mynahs EVERYWHERE ) to singapore, we should thank 'em for the wonderful things they've did or invented, like losing singapore to the jap, and sending such a wonderful general like Percival to guard singapore during WW2, fish and chips too ! =p

Thank god for them too. if not, where'd the netballers be in the world man ?




Oh, and soccer too :)




Did i forget to mention rugby ? :D

Argh !! so bloody tired i'm gonna blog in short forms. lol.

yesterday : -some annual end-of-year isetan sale. shopped with folks and alvin and his folks. met up with roy and immelia... then her pl mates.. she watched lotr with valerie... bummed around with xiao an, roy, yuqi and her sis... saw nic and jianlin while walking into heerens too ! oh while i got home, at the bbq pit downstairs, saw mr heng too ! haha think his friend lives in castle green too.

today ! bbq with my sec4 mates (= whoa man.. aint no place like home :) too bad josh ben jon honghui zak kevin and samuel didnt come. aye. oh baowen too. so many.. hope the next one'll be better ! the surprising thing was the food's edible ! wahaha oh ! mr xia walked by our pit, then i thought about mingyan telling me she'd be at east coast too ! smsed her, but she didnt reply, but some how rach found out i was in east coast ! aha, small world again... 03a2 had a class bbq 5 pits away at pit 17 !


Now.. tomorrow : now, y'all probably be wondering, why the bleeding hell i'm blogging for tomorrow when it's still today. ya know, you can be REAL shallow at times :D i'm not blogging 'bout tmr ! i'm blogging 'bout whats gonna happen tmr ! silly sods :D

Okok... will be in malacca tmr, but returning at night. dont really wanna go, but since i'm going with relatives and my folks, so dont have a choice. eat eat eat, here i go again...

Oh well. nighty night all ! merry xmas :)

Blue Christmas


I'll have a blue Christmas without you;
I'll be so blue thinking about you.
Decorations of red
on a green Christmas tree
Won't mean a thing if
you're not here with me

I'll have a blue Christmas, that's certain;
And when that blue heartache starts hurting,
You'll be doing all right
with your Christmas of white,
But I'll have a blue, blue Christmas.


I sooooooo miss carolling :(

Arhh.. next year ? yeaaaa :)



I'm a buddhist, but i wouldnt mind celebrating christmas. it's so nice... the feeling of the season's just so light hearted ! it's like every lil bit of stress on ya's gone. i know my mom wouldnt want me to have a christian or cat girlfriend, but wth, do i care ? it's my life. not hers :) actually i'd prefer getting a christian/cat gf ! lol christmas would be so much more meaningful and fun eh ?

Oh well. here's Have Yourself A Merry Lil Christmas for everybody :)



Have yourself a merry little Christmas,
Let your heart be light
From now on,
our troubles will be out of sight
Have yourself a merry little Christmas,
Make the Yule-tide gay,
From now on,
our troubles will be miles away.

Here we are as in olden days,
happy golden days of yore.
Faithful friends who are dear to us
gather near to us once more.

Through the years we all will be together
If the Fates allow
Hang a shining star upon the highest bough.
And have yourself a merry little Christmas now.



*Nor present nor anything else
would be better than U for Xmas :)

Merry Christmas ! :)



Whoa, caught the return of the king with kenyeo, giant, kevyn, aaron and dionne at PS! must say, everytime i'm with my old mates, i feel soo.. relaxed ! so myself ! i'd never be afraid to say or express anything out. kinda glad things are still quite the same, kevyn's still bullied by everyone :), kenyeo as vulgar ( but weird enough he was nice to dionne as compared to previous times... ) , giant's still imposing his 6 foot two torso on everyone. and for the movie, it was awesome ! but still sad they cut christopher lee's scenes out. bloody freakin hell !! no love there. Mm, frodo suffered and endured the Ring's lure, until he's finally about to throw it down mount doom, he succumbs to it -_- kinda disappointed there, and the king of the dead scene... it was so bloody short ! suspect they cut stuff out from there too. i think they should've prolonged the part where the dead soldiers attacked. was kinda an anti climax when they just rushed out behind of aragorn and attacked the whole lot of them orcs. hey ! why didnt aragorn ask the king of the dead to fight at mordor too, before releasing them from their curse ? hmm, maybe there's a reason but couldve forgotten 'bout it, since i've read the book a long time ago.

Class bbq's this sat ! really really hoping EVERYONE turns up ! :) nah its not my jc class, it'd always be only me kat bryan weini kenneth adam that lot only. miss 4g lots, the only class that i really totally fit in without any worries at all. 4g 4g 4g 4g 4g 4g 4g 4g 4g 4g 4g.............


Saw rayner with his girlfriend ! havent seen him in a while either...

Holographical porn's coming out ?! totally AWESOME DUDE :D thanks adam for that bit of info.



Oh its 1 and i'm still wide awake ! Merry Xmas everybody ! :) and a Happy new year !



*dun want nuthin', no stinkin' presents, nutin', just.... You :)

Hullllooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo (=



I'm happy, no idea why. darn, mood swings these days. was a lil down last night, but sleep always cancels my mood away. was feelin' pessimistic about something last night, but thats SOooooooo not ME !


If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u don't, he says u are PROUD.
If u DRESS nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.
If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's SMARTER than u, he is GREAT.
If u don't love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)
If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;
If u do!! he says u are CHEAP.
If u tell him your PROBLEMM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.
If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMENT.
If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!!!


LOL ! got this from jessica's blog. dont mind me ripping that off, yeah ? :/ well, thats stereotyping us, but i guess there's always a certain amount of truth to support stereotypes.

Okayyy.. shall blog for ytd, since i didnt do it previously. clan meeting was in the morning, we kinda revised the dance steps, then played netball and basketball, then was the clan outing. we kinda bummed around, couldnt decide where to eat ( partially 'cause of melvin, coz he didnt wanna eat pizza -_- ) and ate at the lousy food court in wisma. kinsin went off to meet jenn wei, and sadly :P jenn wei hasnt changed much ! went to some ktv lounge beside the hello singtel, but decided to go home, 'cause i didnt wanna sing with the girls :P ahaha. and i met keyi on the way home ! he dropped at bishan station, only noticed him when he stood up. by golly, he's lost weight ! guess sajc bball training's tough.


Played ACS I again, for the third time already. quite contented with myself, considering taking a step forward from the SP match 2 weeks ago, but i think a few guys were off today. thankfully acs was off too, their coach's bloody scary i tell ya, kept screaming at them. i'm disappointed its the last match of the year ! really really really wishing another one's coming up soon ! hmm, come to think of it, dont think i'm fated to play the expats. first time was the tens open in nov, faced UWC and couldnt play well enough 'cause i pulled my hamstring, then got myself injured playing SAS in a minute. hope we'd play JCs now. enough of super sec sch teams :P'



The Return of the King. gonna watch it tmr with kenyeo and dionne, er, and some other guys but i forgot -_- 'niway what i wanted to say was...think about it, for just a moment. What, i ask again, what, if lord sauron did NOT forge the one Ring, would he still have had his hand chopped off by isildur ? he did place a major portion of his powers into the Ring, but if he didnt do that, he'dve kept his powers to himself, and still whoop Middle-earth's ass ! but then again, if he didnt create the Ring, and got his hand chopped off by isildur, lost the Ring, gollum wouldve stayed as smeagol and died a long time ago, gandalf would still be the Grey, aragorn wouldnt be king, frodo'd remain in the shire.

Oh read this from tim's blog and i'm pissed ! how could they do this to christopher lee ! ( btw he's saruman. i'm sure y'all know that :) ... do u ?! it'll be sad. as sad as ppl refering to rowan atkinson as mr bean all the time 'stead of the rowan atkinson who's more famously known as the blackadder :) ) they cut his scenes off in RotK ! oh he happens to have played count dooku too. i think he's really great for evil roles, saruman, dooku, dracula ! cool :) he's really tall too, six feet four and a deep voice, kinda reminds me of darth vader.



Scorpio Man

A man with foggy clouds over him. He is sensitive and easily hurt
and always feels lonely. He does not trust anyone but himself. Sounding so
negative, but he has an amazingly charisma. He is a compassionate
man . He absorbs other people sentimental feeling and pain.
If he is in love, you will get plenty of love from him, sometimes may be too
much than you have asked for. He is serious about love and
relationship and will not waste time with someone he does not love whether how pretty
she is.
When he falls in love, he really falls deep. A man in this Zodiac once in
love, he will be sweeter than sugar. He does not like a plain and
simple woman. A complex woman's mind is his venture. Always be interesting
and able to talk to him about every things in any subjects. He does not like
a woman who sits around waiting for his call.

hmm.. i am NOT foggy :P and i dont feel lonely too. anyway, a girl who cooks decently really IS fine :) anything else would be ok too, but cooking's definitely a bonus :D



Xmas xmas xmas. really really miss carolling, if not for my mom, i would be carolling in joe's choir now. ah well. screw it :) if i really get desperate, in a worse come to worst situation i'd join the college un.

Ah tired, back hurts from the scrums again, but it was fun driving the kids back all the time :P but then again, aint no glory beating 14 yr olds in strength.

Right, I'm out like dennis rodman. ( oh he has joined the ABA :) )




*sometimes you don't have to look far, love's always been in front of you. you're just blind.

Coincidence.



Or is it true that it is fate ? nah.



Dunno.



Somehow, it's gotta be really DUMB LUCK to have met my rugger coach jamal in bangkok last thursday, dunc met his colleague, mom met her old friend.

Ah... being in bangkok, really thought a lot there, especially those nights before sleep. how bizarre, just thinkin' of one person alone can drive u nuts.

I dont feel like blogging anymore. wonder when i'd stop blogging.


ashes to ashes,
dust to dust,
oh mighty One,
has my heart gone bust ?




*dis-illusionised

"so i'm back, from outta space"



Hulllllooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo :D



Feels real funny, not touching the comp, going online for a couple of days. buuut.. its great to be back ! :)

Ya know, it was a damn routine in bangkok. wake up, breakfast-eat-till-u-explode-, shop, lunch-eat-till-u-explode-, dunc and dad takes a nap in the afternoon while i go walk around alone in the mall, dinner-eat-till-u-explode-, and some how i'd still find space for supper ! that's it. i'm not eating for a long while now, 'cept for lunch. no breakfast, no dinner.

Wanted those shirts with nude women on 'em, haha, but wouldnt dare to wear 'em. Oh Well :>

Bought some stuff for some peeps ! cheers to that eh ? :)

It's so darn near x'mas ! havent written any xmas cards yet. gotta do it later !

Oh i bought another pair of shoes :D it's the superstar promodel. in a couple of years i'd open my own mini shoe museum ! :)




Love is universal, timeless. it seems different to every one of us , yet it's the same thing. teen love is very real and powerful. perhaps at no other time in our lives are the joys and pains felt as strongly, or experienced more deeply. who amongst us, after all, can ever forget our first love? No one.

I've feelings of love for the girl i see,
does she like me too, what does she think of me ?
wish i could tell her she makes me whole,
but i'm afraid to say what's deep in mah soul
I want her to know i'm her safeguard,
the one she can come to when things are hard
i'll always be there to help her along
to make sure, everyday, she grows strong

Wish.

Yeah right. i'm becoming ever more the pessemist.



Steve Chia took nude pics of his maid ? now THATS news :D

Suck me.





:)

NO i didnt mean it that way. what i actually meant was "bite me". hmm.. where did i get "suck me" from ? oh ! ben. :) silly fella, but he's still my pal, :P silly nonetheless ! "suck me" 's nicer, in my opinion ( i DO have my opinions, alright ! at least i've the decency NOT to follow other opinions ! ) got this ring to it i guess...



Many many api-lo-gees, my faithful blog readers :) wont be updating till sunday i suppose ! going to bangkok tmr, guess it'll be great ! flights pretty early in the morn.

I swear, Dilbert's a bloody brilliant comic. strange, whenever i read the comics or watch the cartoons i wouldnt laugh out loud, but i'd laugh inside instead. three cheers for scott adams :)



Literature...i was thinking 'bout it when i was bathing yesterday, lol. remember first taking it in sec1. really had no love for it at all. well, the ZERO i got for the mid year exams that year explains it. oh yea ! i never gave my report cards to mom and dad. lol. always forged the signatures, but heck its all history. not to swerve from lit... i made a sudden come back in sec2, was second in the level for lit. mm, it was the only sub i studied seriously for, then i realised, hey, lit aint such a bad sub ! literature's really more than the school subject we study so we'd get a spot in university.

Hmm, ms cara chew's first lit tutorial with us, she wanted us to introduce ourselves. bla bla, didnt bother listening to the others =P then she came to me and asked whats my fav lit book so far ? didnt really think much, then said it was JC and ant. & cleopatra. didnt know why i mentioned both. now come to think of it ( while showering ) anthony really proves that lit's just aboout human nature. anthony's first seen in julius caesar as this useless friend of caesar who only enjoys the good parts of life, drinking, womanising and that kinda thing. but after jc's death he shows he's really an intelligent man, an excellent speaker and also a brilliant tactician. many years later, in anthony and cleopatra, as an older man he goes back to his old ways. i mean.. a person can seem mean up front, but deep down inside he/she's probably a softy !

That's probably why i love literature. i'm so curious 'bout everyone and everything. life.. it doesnt seem to get boring at all.



ah heck :)

mom hollering.



okay i'll continue when i get back !! gd night everybody. ( hellooooooooooo nurse )



*she says I am the one, but the kid is NOT my SON !

Michael Learns To Rock, 25 minutes.


After some time I've finally made up my mind
She is the girl and I really want to make her mine
I'm searching everywhere to find her again
To tell her I love her
And I'm sorry 'bout the things that I've done
I find her standing in front of the church
The only place in town where I didn't search
She looks so happy in her wedding dress
But she's crying while she's saying this

Boy, I miss your kisses, all the time but this is,
25 minutes too late...
Though you travelled so far, boy, I'm sorry you are,
25 minutes too late...

Against the wind I'm going home again
Wishing me back to the time when we were more than friends...
But still I see her in front of the church
The only place in town where I didn't search
She looked so happy in her wedding dress
But she cried while she was saying this

Boy, I miss your kisses all the time but this is,
25 minutes too late...
Though you travelled so far, boy, I'm sorry you are,
25 minutes too late...


It's never too late unless you dont say it out.



How could i forget ?

Gooood Morning :)

Wait, shouldnt THAT be above, at the start ? ah.. screw that. i'm never one for conventions anyway :)




Oh i did mention i'd do an entry, a review for this year. hmm.. not now, but soon i guess. it's december the 15th already ! bloody fast i tell u.


In ten days time,
it'll be that time of the year
no, not drugs, not weed,
or martini or beer !

it's the season to be jolly !
"ho ho ho ho ho ho ho !"
that's from the big beared dude
whose chest's bigger than angelina jo's

Back on track :D

let's see.. christian's coming back tmr from changmai. hope he's having a jolly good time there ! wednesday.. i'll be in bangkok. coming back this sat, so i'll miss kat's first 3mths xmas gathering. oh well. some other time, bunny :) sorry !


'kay, gtg, be back later !



*oh baby i'm, missing you...

Dad turned on the tv, and the news says :

SADDAM'S FUCKING CAPTURED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Okay, so it's really "SADDAM CAPTURE" , but big freakin' diff :) guess every iraqi wants his pair of balls hung outside their streets, but hey ! there's only two ! everyone cant have everything right ?



And i'm bloody happy ! (= went to suntec last night, was really looking for anything, then suddenly thought of my air jordon XVIII again... lol decided to go to the Terminal One shop ! and bloody hell.. I FINALLY GOT IT !!! it's so perfect man ! its been like, 6-7 years since i've a pair of shoes that fits PERFECTLY ! :) and hell no i'm not gonna wear it to any basketball court !

The Return of the King looks bloody cool ! so everyone knows the ending already ( they should ! ) but heck, i still wanna watch the movie ! :) bought the game.. quite hilarious, chopping hordes and hordes of orcs and urukhai, not to mention ghosts too and gigantic spiders. oo, the orcs fight the uru khai too. seems like some racial conflict-thing btw 'em.



Shall I compare thee to a Summer's day?
Thou are more lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And Summer's lease hath all too short a date:
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd:

But thy eternal Summer shall not fade
Nor lose possession of that fair thou ow'st;
Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st:
So long as men can breathe, or eyes can see,
So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.

William Shakespeare. the fool who made students all around the globe suffer night after night trying to comprehend the ancient english language. the fool who made audiences around the world suffer watching kenneth bre. 's four-hour long version of Hamlet. oh i so dig this fool :D


So.. when's Bin Laden's turn ? will he shave ? saddam didnt. well, wouldnt make much of a diff.. bin laden HAD a beard after all.


bin laden bin laden bin laden bin laden bin laden bin laden bin lade.......

Someone gimme a gun
THEN :) i'd really have some fun
i'm gonna shoot a million times
at those fucking lil balls of slime
i'm so damn pissed
that i'm not gonna miss
even a single shot
then ppl'd start screaming : SO HELP ME GOD !


Ya know, it's really SIMPLE. IF you want to ask me a question, say... like... "u like lynn ?" for instance ! you'd put your name DOWN, and i dont suppose anonymous is a name ! i WILL answer your question :) but only if you'd put your name down, thank you. dont really have to hide your identity, it wont get you far, or even anywhere. you see, it's EASY ! simply sms me, or even send me an email ! it's dudleykw@yahoo.com ! modern technology has made communications so easy hasnt it :D

Day's been pretty short. went looking for a new pair of kicks. i really like the Jordon XVIII ! it's a bloody beauty :) but nope, the nike shops dont sell 'em in size 13s. damn sad, queensway has it though, but i'm too lazy to travel that far ! nothing much happened then, caught the tape of the Cavs and Pistons, watched the first quarter and slept on the couch. slept for five hours ! lol till 5.30 i think. wasted my afternoon on sleep, argh !

And i swear, all that hype 'bout lebron james aint bull ! he jumps as high as VC, shoots the fade-away like MJ, passes like Magic. everybody's trying to compare him with michael, but thats so WRONG ! if i wanna compare him with somebody, it'll likely be magic ! his court vission's excellent, havent seen anyone else who dishes the ball out, besides jason kidd of course. i wouldnt like to compare him to anyone actually. i feel comparisons are stupid. an individual's an individual. there's no comparison what-so-ever. i hate it when my mother compares me to someone else : why cant u be like duncan ! study hard ! bla bla bla fuck la, i'm dudley for intelligence's sake. i dont have to be someone else, i'm myself. she's such a conservative person its no wonder she lives her life so terribly.

Hrm. feeling a lil annoyed today. no idea why ! it's bad, gotta stop, 'way gonna sleep in 'bout an hour or two, hope i'd sleep it of ! :) oh got this from my bulletin board in friendster :

Firsts:

First best friend: Chong Lin, since Pre-primary !

First real memory of something: aha i forgot

First car: first car ? erm, i guess would be the toyota corola ? or corona.. cant get these jap cars right :P oh first car to drive.. the saab 900 i guess ahaha

First date: none laaaa

First break-up: -_- still single !

First job: bummin' 'round counts ?

First screen name: erm, hansolo :/

First self purchased album: have absolutely no idea !

First pet: chickens ! had lotsa those ahaha (=

First piercing/tattoo: no way jose !

First true love: erm.. quite a few crushes, but true love ? nope... not yet la :P

First enemy: hate to have enemies

First big trip: erm, Las Vegas ? i was 6 la forgot :/

First play/musical/performance: heh.. was in violin in primary 1 :) stopped in primary 2, kinda feeling sad now that i've quit, 'cause violin's so cool now ! :) was a performance for my peichun's 60th anniversary.

First musician you remember hearing in your
house: er, forgot ?

LASTS

Last cigarette: nope dun smoke, not even weed.

Last big car ride: erm, big car ride.. with lotsa friends or relatives right ? in sec2 i guess !

Last good cry: when my grandma passed..

Last library book checked out: aha thats a long time ago man.. guilty :/ forgot !

Last movie seen: that'd be Looney Tunes back in action !

Last beverage drank: erm, vanilla coke ytd

Last food consumed: fruits ! skipped dinner, lunch was chicken rice and char kway teow !

Last crush : cant say la :P SOMEONE knows :P

Last phone call: hours ago ?

Last tv show watched: Titus !

Last time showered: erm, just la.

Last shoes worn: my adidas SS2G

Last cd played: Lobo

Last item bought: Star Wars book, Unifying Force :)

Last annoyance: my mom :)

Last Disappointment: couldnt find my size 13 jordons :(

Last soda drank: vanilla coke

Last ice cream eaten: forgot, maybe weeks ago.

Last time wanting to die: like Never ?

Last time scolded: scolded someone ? my mom, lol.

Last shirt worn: ralph lauren dark blue T

Last website visited: www.kicksology.com



Singapore's got 29 gold medals ! Twenty-fucking-Nine !!! :)

Right. time to scoot. if you think i'm mean today, sorry.

what were you thinking ?
when you wanted me to have the ball,
did you want me to give 'em a bum ?
wanted me to take the beating ?
Hell No, Chump !

Lol, where's my aggression ? it's gone.

Oh, lotsa guys got injured in the match. jinchao had his legs cramped up, richard too i think, jianlin got his balls stepped on the last 30 seconds of the game ! i was on the ground with him, pushed the ball away, thought joe sent it out, god knew why they still collapsed on jianlin ( and his balls ). oh there's kent too. too bad lynn wasnt around to massage his legs for 'im :X special first aider i'd say ! =P

Argh ! my shoulders are aching. bloody freakin' George.

Gee what a boring day.

Compared to the last two days, that is. i've been sleeping bloody early for the past two consecutive nights ! OGL day2 was okay, wasnt better though. hmm, first game was some water-based game, haha just say i had fun pouring water over weini :P lunch still sucked ! no surprise or disappoint there, at least... oo piggy backed lynn and at the end of the game when i put her down she slipped and fell on her butt ! ahaha sorry tingting !!! ooo yeah my partner's lynn ! our OG name's kinda stupid though. i mean, what kinda name's WORF ? orientation 2004's based on star trek names, my clan's Klingon, so Worf's a Klingonian name, but... what kinda warrior would use a name like WORF ? ah heck. student council's damn cheapo. one box of crayons per clan. had to go round borrowing and lending crayons ! but it was fun, i'll give it that :P The only thing i didnt get was the couple dance. ahaha dancing with tingting was funny, kept dancing wrongly ! terence and kinsin were kinda stone, they didnt know how to. haha. terence was shy i guess ! remember the JAE orientation finale dance, both of us were sleeping while everyone else danced !

There's this super extra dude who's also an OGL, his name's thai ee. he's the college top guy with 4As ! damn bloody loud and annoying. Pricsilla was damn lucky to partner 'im ! haha she screamed when she saw the name list and called everyone to tell 'em about it ! haha, all of us were laughing in LT1 and i think thai ee knew we were laughing at the both of 'em. hahaha embarassing for both of 'em.

Playing against SP tmr ! dunno if the year twos are coming down, if not we'd definitely be short of players !

Observation : it's universally known that women dont lift their sits up after pee-ing. okay, so i'm fine with that, since it's probably the genetical make-up in 'em that causes them NOT to lift the sits up, and they dont pee all over the sits ( well not all the time ) the stupidest thing is, many guys DONT lift 'em up ! public toilets are such a disgrace, might as well do it along the streets. TWO simple steps : One, lift it up. Two, pee. SIMPLE ? two steps only, it's not even THREE. come on now :D it's really simple :D if you can ace those exams i'm SURE you can lift 'em sits up ? :D

Wont it stop raining ?

Guess not.

It'll stop. you'll see !

It's not whether it'd stop or not, rather.. it's a matter of When.







Can't you figure that yourself out without ME telling YOU ?

Nah :D

I'm out like the Orlando Magic !!! ( oh they're 2-19 NOW ! amazing ! :D won their SECOND GAME after 21 games so far ! )

Boy, has it been one hell of a fun day ! :) OGL training day 1, thought it would've been boring, but i was wrong ! thankfully :P Glad that i know some of my grp members, there's lynn and mingyan and kat ! and there's also terence, kin sin and melgious. i think we kinda made lotsa noise, lol. marists together = nonsense

We had those introduction games, naming everyone by memory. lol, i still cant remember everybody's name, but heck, they know MY name :D whats the diff ? the only thing that sucked was lunch. what kinda food was that ? i was so darn hungry i couldnt care anyway. the dancing part was great ! but the most exciting part of the day was the games. my, i must say, i can sprint all i want, but i dont seem to be able to do that during games. mm.. so it's been a great day :)

Pray tomorrow's as good as today, or even better ! oh they're pairing up the guys and girls. wonder who'd i get. Hmm...

Lazy to blog AGAIN ! arghh... i guess i'm tired but i know it's more 'bout laziness.

Shortest entry in ages :) probably the shortest EVER.

I'm Out

Everytime I'm around
You're just putting me down
and I can't take it
I can't fake it
I'm putting it all in the past
so my scars can heal
so I can move on
and find a love that is real.



Yesterday was fun ! met up with the 110 ppl. met quite a few ppl ytd too ! erm.. say mr chia kok ping in Expo ! he hasnt changed, 'cept he's a father already. hmm, then met up with chris, waited for him and met eugene, the vice cap for tennis. saw one of my lit mates in sec sch too, but forgot whats his name, lol. then met up with sammi, went to orchard mrt. hrm, wasnt such a major turn out, michelle, shaun, velda, and some others ( i'm lazy to name 'em :P ) didnt turn up. ahaha su mei really really really looked like arwen, aragon's elf girlfriend ! LOL it's the ears :P daryl didnt look too happy. u ok, pal ? or were u tired ? hope things are fine for ya ! hmm.. everyone's still the same i guess ! sammi's still as loud as ever ahaha, kevin still as nonsensical, joel... :P, clement as guai as eva, noodle's the same too ! so's su, so's the three amigos.. ah heck everyone is. lol.



Your Heart is Yellow


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Tomorrow's OGL training ! man, hope it's bloody fun ! :) with guys like melvin and andy, and ME of course :P, it better be !!!

Anderson just left for america. sent 'im off with andy and his classmates. well, dont know him THAT well but i'm still missing him. i'm kinda envious he's left, studying in singapore's tiresome. christian left for chang mai too ! lol. but he's coming back on the 16th, so i wont miss him.. that much ! =P

Darn, damn lazy to blog. i'll be off then.

You're just the happy go-lucky type. You might have
your pet peeves, but other than that, you're
mainly calm. Blending in with your
surroundings, you're the type of person who
everyone likes. Usually it's you who cracks
jokes at social gatherings - after all,
laughter is the best medicine. Sometimes you
pretend to be stupid, but in all actuality, you
could be the next Einstein.


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Fuck ! i had this damn weird dream last night ! i slept quite late anyway, 'bout 2+ , and i dreamt everyone went back to school, teck yong was back too ! the scary shit thing was that he came back with a really massive body ! muscular and all.. whoa freaky. lol.

Hmm.. i'm kind an oldies-person. always liked the 60s and 70s and 80s, and also the 90s songs. i'm not the kinda person who'd go : fuck man, rock sucks. ah nonono techno is sick. satanic shit. nah i'd listen to any nice song that comes by :) chinese pop grps.. i'd say some of their songs are nice ! but they cant sing for nuts :) what's 5566 ? f4 ? they dont even have good band names. oh and chinese/korean/jap Rap ? puh-LEASE

Well.. cheers. :D Last Christmas.


Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance
But you still catch my eye
Tell me baby
Do you recognize me?
Well
It's been a year
It doesn't surprise me
I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I love you"
I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now
I know you'd fool me again

A crowded room
Friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you
And your soul of ice
My god I thought you were
Someone to rely on
Me?
I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover but you tore me apart
Now I've found a real love you'll never fool me again

{CHORUS x2}

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover buy you tore him apart
Maybe next year I'll give it to someone
I'll give it to someone special.

Romantic movie! You probably won't star in a porno
anytime soon. You seem to be really into the
whole "love" thing...romantic sex
with perfumed sheets and candles all over the
place. You're probably a hopeless romantic. You
value sex and respect your partner too much to
do anything like porn. AWWWWWW! <3


What kind of porno would you star in?
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DARN ! was hoping it was some hot porno movie. LOL

I think taking quizes is becoming a hobby for me. sigh, wish there's school ( once in a while ) to see my friends and do jackshit.



Your: Happy eyes! Your cheerfull, bright and always
want to try something new. Your inquisitive and
quite lovable. You have many friends and will
succseed in life.


What type of eyes do you have?
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YOU ARE MARRIED TO A WoODCHUCK!!!


what's YOUR deepest secret?
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You are an individual,go you! You think for
yourself and don't need to wear tight shirts
and short skirts to get the attention you
want.You are somewhat depressed but try not to
let people know.That where the cutting comes
in.You're not one of thoes people who need to
be labeled and you dont have a group.You're
just you.By the way,please vote for my quiz!


What clique do you belong in?
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You.

I wanna live with you in my life
day and night i dream of you being my wife
darling, i wanna hold you so very tight
under the moonlight every single night.

You're my numero uno
I am an inamorato
you're an entirely new meaning to the ardor of love,
you, my sweetheart, pure as a dove.

I cannot do without you
you keep me up when i'm in a slue
nor 40,000 hearts nor 40,000 roses
nor 40.000 posies
can e'er express my ardent devotion to You



Gym gym gym ! run run run ! no slacking for me ! nto when a div's only 5 months away !!! :P

I'll be gone long before you can say bugger of----

"Warning : Incoming game. Warning : Incoming game."




Sound familiar ? :)

I bloody hope so ! i'm sure most of you have seen Reboot ! fantastic cartoon :) i've followed it since primary school. too bad it ended, a looooooong time ago, but it was a damn long series ! it still beats those anime cartoons. damn, dun mean to dis' 'em jap anime, but i still think the older cartoons like transfomers ( which happens to be anime originallly ! ) and reboot are excellent !






The Lamb. so soft and endearing. Hrm. -griN-

So when's the Magic gonna stop losing ? Adidas should've delayed the Tmac3 ad till the season started. 1-17 ? 17 straight losses ? Tmac should go back to toronto and play with his couz VC. on the other hand... ( and so it happens to be on the other coast of the country too :) ) purple-and-gold are doing just fine. shaq and kobe's putting up eddie jones kinda numbers, but i think they'd sacrifice a lil for a 15-3 record so far ?



Don't stop
Honey don't stop
Don't stop
Baby don't stop


Rolling Stones. at 50, or 60 i'm not too sure anymore celebs dont seem to ever reveal their real ages, they're still... Rolling ! Duran Duran Duran.. didnt cancel the tour :) neither did WWE ! but heck, i'm not watching, why do i care ? i do wanna watch, but somehow it's not worth it. i've stopped following wrestling right below goldberg signed.

Jonny wilkinson's 'bout to be knighted. Sir Jonny Wilko. so's clive woodward. and maybe martin johnson. cool, Sired at the age of 24. twenty-fucking-four :) my brother's still working his ass of for KPMG. jonny's getting his ass kicked on the field too, but he's paid milliions. so when's rowan atkinson's gonna be knighted ? he's a bloody genious ! elton john's knighted. jonny's gonna get knighted. when's blackadder turn ?

Oh time to sleep.
When i lie on my bed,
sleeping away,
i'll think of...........................................








Breakfast :D



I'll be off, faster than you can say Bolshy Groodies.

Bolsh-----

You are the Dread Pirate Roberts ... or at least
that's what your crew think. You are really an
ex-farm-boy named Westly who was parted from
his love a long time ago. Nothing matters to
you more than finding this love, and because of
this you have trained in the sword, trained in
the mind, and even built up an imunity to a
deadly poison. You basically rock.


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The Princess Bride ?



A, B, C, D, E, F, G, H, I, J, K, L, M, N, O .... o.....................................................



Right. P, :D

Q, R, S, T, U, V, W, X, Y, fucking Zee :)

Actually it's pronounced Zedd ? it's not Zee. it's american. NOW you know you lousy bitches !!!

Ya know, i used to think that, one should be nice to everyone, no matter who, what or when. now i realise, being mean sometimes IS kinda fun :) of course, stupidity pervades this world. i guess that's one of the things that's changed in me.



Should i shave my head ? cant wait till a division. honestly, no haircut's really the deal for me. i think i'd do fine without hair :D

I wonder... what year two would be like ? for me. everyone who's been through j2 tell me you cant have fun no more. not sure if it'll be any different for me ! ppl always told me sec4 was a year to get serious and study. i didnt. in fact, i was more serious in sec3 than in sec4 ! but i did study, unlike now.


I Believe I Can Fly

I used to think that I could not go on
And life was nothing but an awful song
But now I know the meaning of true love
I'm leaning on the everlasting arms
If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
Spread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soar
I see me running through that open door
I believe I can fly...
I believe I can fly...
I believe I can fly...

See I was on the verge of breaking down
Sometimes silence can seem so loud
There are miracles in life I must achieve
But first I know it starts inside of me
If I can see it, then I can be it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

*I believe miracles happen when passion drives me on

Your element is Water. You are a deep person and a
good communicator. Incredibably loving and
loyal when your trust is gained and you are
fairly mature.Myterious to the utmost water is
in everything. One can be an Ocean or a river
but nobody truly knows you.


What's your element
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Lol. reason why i'm doing quizes ? nothing to blog 'bout now. oh yang says SP's playing us next week. they played SAJC and SAS today !!! and they beat SJCS !!! my gawd. they scored the only try ! haha damn awesome. they tied with SAS. i hope jamal subs me in.. -prays hard- dont wanna start. ah heck. what am i saying ? i'm speaking like a loser. he's giving me the minutes and i dont want 'em. i sound like a total f-head. sigh... i gotta rebuild my fitness.

OI 110 class outing this sat ! hmmm noodle suggests dinner. think will catch up with some of the guys before that. hope it'll be a successful turn out !!

*Where is she ? no idea. miss. missed.

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I kinda miss school. nah not the lessons, but i miss playing, talking to my schoolmates. well, anywhere's better than HOME, even school. it's sickening, it's boring.

Ah well.

Oh adam's doing a play for Drama club on Odyssey. gideon's playing odysseus. haha. :P it's really a bloody long story, but this is how it is acually : the greeks invade troy. on the tenth year of the invasion, odysseus gets his men to hide inside the trojan horse and the trojans ( yea they were dumb sods. ) brought the horse into the city ( i dunno why, but they were most ludicrous ) ah interesting fact : Trojan also happens to be a condom brand ! ... but out of point here :D nvm. where was i ? hmm, oh yeah, it's night time, when everyone sleeps ( yes everyone sleeps at night, you'd sleep every chance you'll get after fighting a war for TEN BLOODY LONG YEARS !!! ) the greek soldiers and odysseus come out and slaughter every single one of 'em trojans. major victorio`

Right.

Soooooooo........ odysseus and his army swim across the seas back to greece. :D

Right.

Okay, seriously... ody ody ody, dude claims all the credit for the idea of the trojan horse when a god, whose name i've forgotten 'cause they're so many gods in greek mythology, was the one who suggested the idea. alright. the god aint happy, naturally, so he curses odysseus to sail the seas forever and never to return home. sooo.. adventures adventures adventures, he fights monsters everywhere, bla bla bla, even has sex with this evil sorceress so she'd let him go ( i think ? i forgot. Odyssey is a bloody long story. cant remember every detail, but i do remember this one :D ) meanwhile back at home his wife's being chased by many suitors. soo... i think everyone of his crew died during the voyage, and some even turned into pigs, but he comes home, proves himself to be his wife's husband, kills the suitors. and dont everybody live Happily, Ever, After ? :)

Doesnt sound like much, but it IS 'much'. i wouldnt mind doing greek mythology for the As. :) i'm gonna start on Age of Mythology again !! cool game, never completed it though.


Un Amour de Enternal

You are the air I need to breathe.
The river of life inside of me.
You are the half that made me whole.
You are the anchor of my soul.

And you are strong when I am weak
you are the words when I can't speak
you never fail to see me through
that's the love I found in you.

It's the way you make me feel complete
the way you make my smile laugh,
and how so naturally you make me see
you're my other half.

In a vow taken reverently,
and sealed with Eros' kiss,
may we be destined for eternal love
and matrimonial bliss.



Nothing much has happened these days. same old boring holidays. oh there's this one incident, when i was about to eat that piece of fish for lunch when it started talking. it said it'd grant me three wishes if i let 'im go. of course i was hungry, would i give my lunch up for THREE LOUSY WISHES ?! no way, jose :) now i'm regretting, i could've let him grant me those three wishes, THEN eat him. aye, all in the moment of folly :) when i'm hungry, there's no stopping me.

What Is Your Battle Cry?

Rampaging out of the icy wasteland, clutching a sharpened screwdriver, cometh Dudley! And he gives an ominous howl: "I'm going to forcibly reverse your gender!"

Find out! Enter username: Are you a girl, or a guy ?

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whyyyyyy... hello :) it's 8.33 am in the morning and i'm already done blogging !!! wtf is wrong with you !!!!

That's it. i'm outta here.



MTFBWY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(guess only tim'll understand that :))

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Tuesday, December 02, 2003

You
What is your full name::	Kow Wei-Heng Dudley
Spell your first name backwards::	yeldud
Date of birth::	29th october 1986
Male or female::	male
Astrological sign::	scorpio
Nicknames::	dud, dudders, dudster, duds, dudman, duddy wuddy.
Occupation::	student
Height::	178cm
Weight::	220 pounds
Hair color::	black ( one or two red ones, one or two golden ones, a couple of white ones )
Eye color::	dark brown
Where were you born::	Singapore
Where do you reside now::	Singapore
Age::	17
Screen names::	er... what ?
E-mail addy::	dudleykw@yahoo.com
What does your screen name stand for::	er.. what ??
What is your greatestjournal name::	none to speak of
What does your greatestjournal name stand for::	none to speak of
Pets::	some chickens, fish
Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake::	10, lol.
Piercings::	ew !
Tattoo's::	no way, jose !
Shoe size::	13
Righty or lefty::	righty, but i'm ambidextrous when it comes to basketball.
Wearing::	clothes ?
Hearing::	with my ears ?
Feeling::	happy :)
Eating/drinking::	eating !
Guys/Girls/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff
Have you ever been in love::	true love ? dont think so !
How many people have you said:	none
How many people have you been in REAL love with::	none
How many people have you kissed::	mommy ? hahaha :)
Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex::	NO
How many people have you dated::	nah. :)
What do you look for in a guy/girl::	anything man, i believe when it happens, it happens :)
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex::	their shoes. lol nah legs i guess ?
What type of guy/girl do you usually go for::	nice ones ? crazy ones ?
Do you have a crush right now::	nope ! :D
If so who is it::	nope !
Do you believe in love at first sight::	i guess so !
Do you remember your first love::	hmm yeah, more like first crush ?
Who is the first person you kissed::	mommy :D
Do you believe in fate::	Do i love food ?! :D
Do you believe in soul mates::	i guess so...
If so do you believe you'll ever find yours::	perhaps, perhaps...
Family Stuff
How many siblings do you have::	one
What are your siblings names::	Duncan
What are your parents names::	Ronald and Kim Eng
How many siblings does your mother have::	6
How many siblings does your father have::	3
Where are your parents from::	Singapore
Is your family close::	Yep
Does your family get together for holidays::	erm, we are living together.
Do you have a drunk uncle::	No.. but one would be cool :D
Any medical problems run through your family::	Conservatism
Does someone in your family wear a toupee::	Nope
Do you have any nieces or nephews::	yep !
Are your parents divorced::	nope !
Do you have step parents::	nope !
Has your family ever disowned another member of your family::	nope !
Did some of your family come to America from another country::	nope !
Music Stuff
What song do you swear was written about you or your life::	He's Hungry
What's the most embarrassing cd you own::	nah.
What's the best cd you own::	limp bizkit choco starfish !!!!!
What song do you absolutely hate::	techno songs
Do you sing in the shower::	do i SING in the shower ? :)
What song reminds you of that special someone::	More Than Words
Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give A Lyric From Any One Of Their Songs!
Pink::	Hooker
Aerosmith::	I dont wanna miss a thing
Madonna::	Dont cry for me Argentina
Korn::	Daddy
Backstreet Boys::	All i have to give
The Beatles::	yellow submarine
Sublime::	Second hand smoke ?
J.Lo::	touch my ass, touch my ass, touch my... hahaha nah it's : Love dont cost a thing
*Nsync::	I believe in you
Limp Bizkit::	Rollin'
Stacie Orrico::	Stuck
Creed::	My sacrifice
Britany Spears::	Boys
Good Charlotte::	Young and hopeless
Christina Aguilera::	Stripped
Eminem::	Slim shady
Kelly Clarkson::	miss independant
Kelly Osbourne::	Too much of you
Mandy Moore::	I wanna be with you
Eve::	First lady
Aaliyah::	Miss you
Nelly::	Air force ones
Alicia Keys::	Karma
Incubus::	Fungus Amongus
Favorites
Color::	red ? anything bright !
Food::	everything ! :D 'cept vegetarian
Song::	more than words
Show::	the drew carrey show ?
School subject::	english
Band/singer/artist::	bee gees. LOL
Animal::	dog
Outfit::	depends on the mood
Radio station::	BBC... lol nah gold 90
Movie::	star wars
Pair of shoes::	so many to choose !! uuuh.... :)
Cartoon::	animaniacs !
Actor::	The Rock ! haha nah none
Actress::	pamela anderson :P~~~~~~~~~~~
Potato chip::	Wringlers
Drink::	vanilla coke
Soda::	soda pop
Holiday::	LA
Perfume/cologne::	none
Pizza topping::	curry chicken
Jello flavor::	vanilla
Lunch meat::	chicken
Card Game::	magic
Video game::	nba live
Website::	www.xxx.com
Book::	star wars
Computer game::	star wars :D
Number::	3
Cereal::	nope...
Comedian::	there're so many !
Dessert::	too many !
Disney character::	too many !!!
Clothing store::	erm.. ralph lauren.. ?
Past time::	rugby
Teacher::	mdm wong
Childhood toy::	transformers :D
Carnival game/ride::	nah..
Candy bar::	sneakers
Magazine::	FHM
Salad dressing::	i love the caesar salad dressing
Thing to do on the weekend::	OUT OUT OUT OUT OUT !
Hot drink::	hot choco
Season::	spring ! it's summer 24/7 in s'pore...
Sport to watch::	basketball
Person to talk to online::	my love ! till then... my friends :)
Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits
What color are your sheets::	different variations
What color are your bedroom walls::	yellow
Do you have posters on your wall::	yeah
If so of what::	hulk hogan
Do you have a tv in your bedroom::	yep ! it's pink :D
How many pillows are on your bed::	2 !
What do you normally sleep in::	pijamas !
Describe your favorite pair of pajamas::	erm.. none
What size bed do you have::	queen :(
Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed::	nope
Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom::	nope
Describe the last nightmare you had::	i ran out of food.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals::	NOPE
How many people can comfortably sleep comfortably in your bed::	2 :D
How many people can comfortably sleep comfortably in your bed::	2 :D
Any unusual sleeping positions::	on my head ?
Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling::	no way, jose !
Do you snore::	i.. guess not
How about drool::	yep :D
Do you have an alarm clock in your room::	nope
What color is the carpet in your room::	carpet ?
What's under your bed::	dust. lots of dust.
This or that
loser/wannabe::	loser
Doughnuts/bagels::	doughnuts
Day/night::	day
Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west::	couch potato in the middle
Heaven/hell::	heaven
Make love/have sex::	make love
Coffee/tea::	coffee
Hamburgers/hotdogs::	hamburgers
Rap/rock::	rap
Britney/Christina::	britney
Swiss cheese/american cheese::	american cheese
Real World/Road Rules::	read world
Backstreet Boys/*Nsync::	backstreet boys
Silver/gold::	gold
Nike/Adidas::	adidas
McDonalds/Taco Bell::	mcdonalds
Sweet/sour::	sweet
Punk/emo::	punk
Hot/cold::	cold
Winter/summer::	winter
Spring/fall::	spring
Operas/plays::	plays
Read/watch tv::	read
Cd's/tapes::	cds
Dvd's/vhs::	vhs
Old/new::	new
Shorts/skirts::	shorts
Pink/red::	red
Colored pictures/black and white photos::	colored uns
Meat/vegetables::	meat
Mexican food/chinese food::	chinese food
Commercials/infomercials::	commercials
Scary movies/comedies::	comedies
Bikinis/one piece bathing suits::	BIKINIS !!!
Sandals/tennis shoes::	tennis shoes
Dogs/cats::	dogs
Unicorns/fairies::	unicorns
Water/land::	land
Sugar/spice::	sugar
Black/white::	white
ribbons/bows::	bows
Chicken/beef::	chicken
Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights::	colored
Cars/trucks::	cars
Austin Powers/James Bond::	james bond
Popcorn/pretzels::	popcorn
Hip/hop::	hip
Passionate kiss/peck::	passionate kiss
WWE wrestling/ real wrestling::	WWE !!!
Back rub/foot massage::	back rub
Picture frames/photo albums::	albums
Pens/pencils::	pencils
What Is Your Opinion Of The Following
Eminem::	cool mother f**er :D
Virgins::	well.. stay that way till you're really sure you love the guy :)
God::	Everything
The Osbournes::	erm... none..
Reality TV::	stupidity that's only rivalled by that of singaporeans
J.Lo::	oh that ASS
Religion::	an obligation
Emo music::	what's emo ? emotional ? depends on my mood
Valentine's Day::	ahhh... :)
Christina Aguilera's comeback::	she's one hot bod, every guy's bed room dream, but she's ugly :(
Homosexuals::	sod off :D
Abortion::	be really sure what you're doing.
Inter-racial relationships::	no comments.
Murder::	well... not sure...
Death::	inevitable
Obesity::	the will power i need to lose weight...
Pre-marital sex::	only if we really love each other and we're gonna marry
Terrorism::	those silly muslims.. AKBAR HU ALLAH !!!
Pornography::	Ah. :D
Fortune Tellers::	dumb sods
Threesomes::	if the other two are female, why not ? then again, no one shares my bed with my love !
Prostitution::	oh.. well..
Politics::	we dont like it, but we know it must exist.
Country music::	sleepy.
George W. Bush::	just doing what he's supposed to do.
Cloning::	intriguing. morally wrong ? fuck those ppl. Begun,the Cloning Age, has.
Britney's boobs::	like blow-me-up balloons :D
Gas prices in America::	well, they're ok i guess
What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?...
Jack::	same old name
Tiffany::	nice girly name
Ben::	a gd fren in sec sch who never seizes to be an idiot :D
Maria::	carey.
Jennifer::	that ASS !
Nicole::	sweet name
Amy::	sexy girly name
Adam::	adam abdul raman :D
Richard::	my friend and team mate ! :D
Arnold::	californian prez
Tom::	tom-boy
Melissa::	gracie's sister :P
Charlotte::	my stupid secondary sch art teacher
Harold::	Harold's
John::	my gd fren, the stoner :P
Joel::	my gd fren, the one who never fails to amaze me :)
Vanessa::	stop playing the violin. it's a bloody insult.
Michelle::	heh. michelle... my bell...
Kevin::	crazy rugger from acs I !!!!
Brent::	Brent Russell, fullback of the Springboks, i think ?
Jake::	Jake 'the snake' roberts. he's the reason why stone cold's using 3:16
Billy::	billy joe bob
Sarah::	sarah connors
Natalie::	coleman
Christy::	nice girly name
Nick::	nic the quick van exel ! superb point guard. there's also my marist senior, nic
Linda::	my dumb aunt.
Taylor::	elizabeth taylor
Jordan::	His Airness
Jamie::	Yeo
Adrian::	Tan :D ( yes, that fat arse for a maths teacher who no one likes )
Have You Ever....
Mooned anyone::	yep... a couple of times
Been on a diet::	nope :D
Been to a foreign country::	yep !
Broken a bone::	thankfully no !
Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling::	erm, forgot
Swear at a teacher::	yep :D :D :D :D :D
Talked to an gj member via emails or instant messages::	gj ? what's gj ?
Got in a fight::	yep ! :D
Dated a teacher::	nope
Laughed so hard you peed your pants::	nope !
Thought about killing your enemy::	nope
Gone skinny dipping::	Nope !
Met another gj member in the flesh::	what's gj ?!?!?!
Told a little white lie::	duh
Told a secret you swore not to tell::	yea.. -guilty-
Stolen anything::	yea.. lol.
Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid::	yep ! lol.
Been on TV::	nope, wait.. have i ?
Been on the radio::	nope
Been in a mosh pit::	nope
Been to a concert::	yep !
Dated one of your best friends::	..... dont think so !
Loved someone so much it makes you cry::	lol nah
Deceived somebody close to you::	nope
Broken the law::	nope.. wait yes ! but did i get caught for it ? Noooooo....
Been to a rodeo::	no
Been on a talk show::	no
Been on a game show::	no
Been on an airplane::	yea
Got to ride on a firetruck::	no
Came close to dying::	no
Cheated on a bf/gf::	no
Gave someone a piggy back ride::	sigh... why does everyone like jumping on my back ?
Terrorized a babysitter::	no
Made a mud pie::	no
Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff::	no
Snuck out of the house at night::	no
Been so drunk you don't remember your name::	no
Had an eating disorder::	no
Felt like you didn't belong::	no
Felt like the 3rd wheel::	no
Smoked::	no
Done drugs::	no
Been arrested::	no
Had your tonsils removed::	wondering when i'll stop going "no"
Gone to camp::	yes ( FINALLY )
Won a bet::	yes
Written a love letter::	no
Gone out of your way to be with the one you love::	no
Written a love poem::	yes
Kissed in the rain::	no
Slow danced with someone you love::	no
Participated in an orgy::	no
Faked an orgasm::	no
Stolen a kiss::	no
Asked a friend for relationship advice::	yes
Had a friend steal your bf/gf::	no
Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love::	no
Gotten a speeding ticket::	no
Done jail time::	no
Had to wear a uniform to work::	no
Won a trophy::	yes
Thrown up in public::	no
Bowled a perfect game::	no
Failed/got held back::	yes
Got perfect attendance in grade school::	no
Roasted pumpkin seeds::	no
Taken ballet/karate lessons::	no
Attempted suicide::	no
Cut yourself::	no
Childhood Stuff
Did you play with Barbies/G.I. Joes::	yes
Did you own Treasure Trolls::	no
Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210::	yes
Did you play Simon Says::	yes
Did you watch Fraggle Rock::	no
Did you wet the bed::	yes
Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed::	yes ( sheepish grin )
Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them::	no ?
Were you shy::	yes
Were you spoiled::	yes
Were you abused::	no
Did you go to the circus::	yes
Did you go to the zoo::	yes
Were you in a car accident::	no
Did you build snowmen::	no
Did you cry when you scraped your knee::	yes
Were your older cousins mean to you::	no
Did you think slinkies were cool::	no opinions then !
Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer::	no ! hahaha
Were you afraid of the dark::	yes
Did you have slumber parties::	no
Did you have New Kids on the Block sheets, pillows, pajamas, sleeping bag?:	yes
Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany::	no
Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy::	no
Randomness
Do you believe in aliens::	perhaps
Name three things that are next to your computer::	lamp, mirror and calendar
Do you have any hidden talents::	perhaps :)
Do you wish MTV would play music videos::	yes
If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be::	star wars !!!!!!!
What would your movie star name be::	erm erm... no idea, as long as it's a jedi !!!
Do you play any sports::	yep ! :D i revolve my life around sports.
What's the scariest movie you've ever seen::	chucky ?
What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently::	cant decide...
What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen::	bollywood films
Do you drive::	no
What is your dream car::	chrysler grand voyager
Do you think your good looking::	no
Do others think you are good looking::	no. wait.. they are some weirdoes who do.
Would you ever sky dive::	NO !
Do you believe in Bigfoot::	no
How many rooms do you have in your house::	4
Are you afraid of roller coasters::	yes
Do you believe in God::	yes
Do you believe in Satan::	no i'm not christian or cat.
Do you believe there is a heaven::	yes
Do you believe there is a hell::	perhaps
Do you own a pooltable::	no
Do you have a pool::	yes
Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen::	yes
Do you like chocolate::	do i LIKE CHOCOLATE ? :D
Who/what is on your 2003 calendar::	women :D
How many U.S. states have you been to::	3 ?
Ever wished on a shooting star::	none
Best Halloween costume you ever wore::	lol spiderman costume
Do you carry any weapons on you::	no
What is your weakness::	laziness. irresponsibility. too nice.
Name something you can't get enough of::	food, kicks
Describe yourself in 3 adjectives::	blessed, content, effervescent
How many kids do you want to have::	3 !! hahaz
Future daughters names::	i dunno ! erm.. Petrina ! Alana ! Amaryllis ! Solana ! Noelani ! Elise !
Future sons names::	Howard ? Lorenzo ? Mitchell ?
What is your ideal way to die::	in my lover's arms :) thats if.. she can carry me...
How do you release stress::	basketball, rugby
Do you consider yourself a trendy person::	i guess so !
Are you an artisitic person::	maybe
Are you a realistic person?::	yes
Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off::	no
Are you a strong person::	yes
Are you a strong willed person::	sadly, no
Who is the last person to e-mail you::	erm.. i've forgotten
Who is the last person to IM you::	in idea
Do you hate chain e-mails::	yes
Are you a deep sleeper::	when i'm tired, yes.
Are you a good story teller::	no
What do you believe is your best quality::	my passion
What is your greatest accomplishment::	none yet
Do you like to burn candles or incense::	nah
Do you have your own credit card::	no
Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money?::	keep it for further use
Do you have a check book::	no
Do you like your drivers licence::	would like to have one
Do you tan easily::	yes, very !
What color is your hair naturally::	black
How many fillings do you have::	1 ?
How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit::	the last time was in primary school :X
Worst feeling in the world?:	lonliness
Best feeling in the world::	happiness
Is the glass half empty or half full::	it's the same, now, innit ?
Last thing you downloaded::	porn :D
Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life?::	sometimes ! darn annoyed
What do you think people think of you::	no idea. would like to find out !
Are you a likeable person::	perhaps
Do you need therapy::	for what ? food ?
Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance::	no
Do you love your bf/gf::	yes, if i had one !
If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge would they call it FED UP::	i dont think so, come on .. do u think everyone's as stupid as you ?
When are you moving::	maybe when i'm older, have my own family, cash
What's your favorite phrase::	Fight for world intelligence, not peace !

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Monday, December 01, 2003

WHOA

so many ppl tagged in response to my last entry.

Cowabanga Dude !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)








If no one understood that... i can only say i feel an utter sadness for singaporeans. oh for mother's sister's friend's aunt's home maid's brother's second cousin from the father's side's son's daughter's sake. it's from Michelangelo from the teenage mutant ninja turtles. another one of those cartoons that seem to have seized to exist. ah crap. where's the muppets ? no one's showing 'em love anymore...

Cowabanga !!! :)

The Other Michelangelo happens to be quite famous, you DO know that, right ? well, i hope u do. seriously, have u EVEN heard of the Other Michelangelo ? come now, you have heard of THE Michelangelo Buonarroti ( hope the spelling's right ), havent you ? the home deco disigner ? yeah THAT'S HIM.






Got ya :D

Nah i'm sure u do know him. he's a genious. his name is also known as 'masterpiece' , much like mine, but no, i'm not going into ME today, i'm going into HIM, which whom would be, Michelangelo, the greatest artist of all time ! ( and NOT the michelangelo who's bald and has this shell permanently stuck on his back ). his works of art were the ultimate ! he's the creator of sublime beauty ! his art expressed the full breadth of human condition ! he even painted the ceiling of Sistine Chapel ! i mean, how many people CAN paint an entire ceiling without thinking dirty thoughts of the naked women he's painting and fall off ! unless, of course, he liked boys. scary thoughts.



ookay, since i've got a long list of tags to answer to, i'll do it here :

Dara: fights were common, and yes, they were shiok. maybe not nice to see, but nice to take part in :D

Ahmad Latiff : fuck ? who are u ?

Ginny : really ? but u used ezlink cards, which i thought came AFTER cashcards ? lol we've been using cashcards since sec1 ! or even before that. and no you're not a butch, so you're not in that list of offensive-looking girls in NYJC :D and who cares about how the guys look man ? i mean, since when did girls choose looks over our wallets ? :D and dont give me that crap about love ! i know what it is, but wallets ARE important to u too, RIGHT ? :P if it isnt, dont tell me u just made up that wishlist for fun ! hahahaha :P

timmy : YEAH ! :D fights were damn fun :) yea the ones with dominic, oh i did fight with terence once in sec1 when he was the absolute bastard of the class, but he's changed lots la, fortunately and unfortunately. and alvin, lol, he did whack u and u ( surprisingly ) didnt return any ! DK placed the blame on you instead ! haha *hip hip, hurray ! hip hip, hurray ! hip hip, hurray !

manda : i'm not your friend...? -sob sob-

jon : stop tagging stuff 'bout dido, unless its on eminem or limp biz :)



Ahhh... remember the countless times we got sent out of maths class in sec1, tim ? i forgot what happened, but i think it had to do with homework. And talking in class. And ahh i dunno wod, but it did piss our teach off. i forgot her name, but remember she had this cute squeeky voice. damn. i miss sec sch. just wish someone'd pick a fight with me in jc now :D they'd be so awesome ! ya know.. i've done so much shit in sec sch, the only time my parents knew something was wrong was when i cheated in maths in sec3 ! :D DAMN that was some crazy shit.

I have this sudden urge to join my college's choir. it really sucks, the people look stoned too. hey ! at least i've tian bao ! :D ... i know i know, i'm consoling myself. lol. if my mom wouldnt be the domineering one she is, i'd still be in joe's choir. sorry joe, i think i disappointed your choir mistress, but i'd probably join it back when i'm older ( and you're still in the choir and hopefully the old dudes still alive :D )





Your element is Fire. Wild and free. Your emotions
lead you everywhere. You are a very passionate
person, though sometimes forceful and
destructive you have a goal in life, even if
that goal is just to make it another day. Fire
consumes and purifys, it also protects. There
is always caution with fire because once it is
started on something there is no telling how
much it can destroy. Fire people have the same
tendency when mad you could be a candle burning
but if someone tips you over...


What's your element
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Whoa. i've never been really angry before. wonder if it's true... yeah right. it's all a load of bull !! but still i do those quizes 'cause i'm bored.

Manda manda manda
this silly little bimbo
can really get on your nerves !
but nah, she's not a dumbo :D

She wants to be mentioned !
a sure attention-seeker !
but behind that chubby face
is an inarticulate speaker

There's more than meets the eye
for this funny girl
dont misunderstand that cute face
she'll always furl

Up when you wana look deep
inside of her heart,
some times i really wonder
why's it so hard ?

But whooper dee doo !
i'm just writing this
just so in case
i wont get diss-ed

By AMANDA KEE QIN LING !
:P

Satisfied ? tickled pink ( no pun intended :D ) ?! ahaha =P

Daryl wanted "self-absorbed look into da imaginative mind of an unkown pain in da ass kid" for the title but it doesnt connect. he came up with that when he was high a couple of days ago. he thinks it's contradictory but does have lots of value in it.

Sorry to hear isabelle ! arh well. u should copy down your contacts when you're bored one day lol. the cab's one lucky son of a phucktard. a vertu ? owww... and u cant hide forever from ya daddy ! i know he'd scream his top off, but guess its better to tell him than hide... arh hell. easier said than done ? cheer up :)

I gotta find my inspiration soon. experiencing Writer's Block.



*give an indian a fish and he'd eat for a day.
teach an indian to fish, and he'd sit in a boat and drink booze all day.

The Lord of the Rings : Return of the King looks fucking food ! i hope it's mostly fighting and fuck with the conversational parts ! you want conversation ? go talk to Larry King ! :D why, if u want talking u'd rather read the book anyway. oh i do know the ending already, and i believe many other people do too, but i just wanna catch all the fighting and slaughtering. way awesome !

Right.

Time to part.




Cowabanga !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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