You know, I've never had that feeling of completion, that "thing" that would give you anything, that something that fills up the hollow space within your heart. All this while, I've been led around like a fool, which I thought was someone else's fault, but probably was my own. I felt as if i was doing a pirouette, always going around in circles never to reach my destination. Just there, performing a ludicrous dance for everyone else's amusement...

Not until now, when I finally found that person, that One girl that completes every single thing that I've lacked within myself. i've never felt happier in my life so much so that every single moment I'll be thinking of her and smiling to myself, "Hey, this ain't such a bad world, after all." :)

That fire within me, the immense affection I have for her, the ecstacy of our kisses, and the amorousness that.. haha just joking on that last bit :P .... What can I say ? I love her. It's something even words are unworthy of to speak for.

And I'm heading to bangkok, again, for 5 days. F.I.V.E.D.A.Y.S. How am I going to survive without her......! I'll just have to, or I might just have to hijack a Thai fighter plane and fly my way back to Singapore.



Siiigh.. =)

I'm getting fatter, shorter, weaker, less fit and fucking fatter.

Played SAJC this afternoon... it was pretty fucked up... we would've walked them over, but the end score was 6 tries to 7. fucked up... ultimate fuck up... and it's all my fault... i brought the lead to 30-25 after my try, but they scored another one to even it up.. then the final one was fucked up.. i just couldnt speed up to that winger..



I'm such a screwed up player. Fucking Hell.


Imagine adults from the Republic of Singapore Navy actually losing to school boys, and it's all because of me.

Today is the 8th of December, 2005... Time's sure flown past. I got enlisted exactly a year ago. Naah, not making a big deal outta it.. Just pondering about it. The thought about entering army. A couple of my juniors are enlisting tomorrow.






HeHEhEHehHEhEHehEHHEhEhehEHeheh...






Call me evil, but toooo bad. Everyone has to serve. Isn't there some fool who cancelled his concert here just because he didnt serve and he doesnt wanna get caught ? Pussy.