Interesting eh ? I got this off Adam's blog. hahahahahahahahhaha. I'm so bored I could just laugh and roll with my body tucked in like a ball.


Life cant get any better. I'm a full-time bummer right now, have been for the past month or so. hehehe. made a new friend, or two. it's cool. i learnt poker from tim. i met up with jose. i met up with adam after he's back from brunei too. i still gotta meet bunny for lunch/dinner/buffet. Main Highlight... Bangkok this Sunday with the other guys. heheheheheheheheheheh. finally, bangkok with friends ! can u comprehend the FREEDOM ?! Pat Pong, here i come !

This is Spartan 117 reporting. Can anyone read me, over ? Master-Chief, Do you mind telling me what you're doing here ? Sir, Finishing This Fight.

bzzt.


Bored bored bored. bored bored. bored. bored bored. bored bored bored. You see, when you have nothing to do, you really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really have nothing to do. No more travelling to and fro Mindef, no school, no exams, no tests, no job. NO JOB. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. JOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOB.
No job.

I'm a little teapot short and stout
This is my handle, this is my spout
When I'm all steamed up hear me shout
Tip me over and pour me out.

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha. Let's do it again.

I'm a little teapot short and stout
This is my handle, this is my spout
When I'm all steamed up hear me shout
Tip me over and pour me out.

Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Okay time to log off bye bye.










That was 49 "really"s if you were wondering. If you already know, must be just as bored. ha ha ha ha ha. suckerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr you're not alone.

Yes, I am back ! Though admittingly, the blog layout is rather gay. HOWEVER SO, I would like to thank Bunny's friend, whose name I very much regret to confess that in my state of near-drunkedness I have forgotten, and Bunny herself for this new layout. The previous one which was black, thank you Christian whom I have not spoken to in some time, was nice for a time but I got bored of it. Time for Change ! The inevitable Change.



Now... I think the last entry dated back.............. in May ? I don't know. I don't care. I don't even know why I'm blogging now. Well, at least I owe this to Kat. Who still owes me an attendance at my next birthday party with more pink pussies (not being vulgar here, mind you, it is her signature dish.) and chocolate muffins.



What is the date today ? It is unmistakably the 3rd of December which would mean that my ORD will come in 3 days on the 7th. The O, R and D. The Oscar Romeo Delta. The Officially Ready Date. Whatever. Yes. That is the exact prevailing attitude now. Whatever. The Whatever syndrome, at the zenith of it all Yours Truly : ), is how I feel about it right now. No Big Woopee-doo. No big celebration to mark the end of two very unobligingly served National Service Years. Serving in the civil service. A year and a half in MINDEF, the heart of the defence institution more colloquially known as the SAF.

And right now, as always, I'm laughing at myself. The joke of it all. How I, though not alone, lament the drudgery that is National Service. How, two years even before that I was in Junior College, where I longed for the days that I had fun in Secondary School. But yet in the unfathomable pits that is within the sub-conscious regions of my mind, I enjoyed it all. I had fun. I had the opportunity to meet so many people. friends. teachers. inspirational characters. I got to learn a sport that made me smile. All the complaining that I had more fun in Secondary School were just lies. I did have fun. I. Was. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. What is Happiness ? It is the smile on your face, knowing that the burdening weight of sorrow and fear and neglect and anger and hate and fustration are non-existent, even if it's for that very limited period of time when extend your cheeks from side to side. That, is Happiness. And that is what I did experience.

I would lie if I said I've gained nothing out of the next two years. I learnt that there are people out there who had to leave school at 14 because their families were too poor to financially support them. That some at 18 still think of going home to their beds and computers every night in a little island a kilometre away from the mainland, while some other 18 year olds think of their 17 year old wives and newborn kids. That sometimes, in the worst of times, the human being next to you of a different name and religion and colour and physicality is the only salvation you can look to. That giving a 4 dollar pair of slippers means absolutely nothing to yourself but will bring a humongous smile to another who lives by only 4 dollars a week. That there are friends who you can count on even when you think you can't count on yourself any longer. That we never know what happens tomorrow, the next moment, the next second, a cardiac arrest, a bullet, a fatal driving habit, a misinformed act of impulse. That Life is about Everything, or Nothing.

That is Happiness. Life. The smile which comes hither to your face, knowing tomorrow you will wake up seeing a loved one there greeting you, to hug you or kiss you, knowing a friend is a phone call away even if it is only for the sake of calling, knowing that you will know newer and more interesting people every day, knowing that we should live our lives the way our lives should be. With a Smile. With a Happy thought.

Oh it's already the 4th now. What's next ? Four years of School again. I know what I will say the very next morning I wake up. Sian. that is the word. Sian. But inside I know, I will smile, because there is always a happy moment waiting for me to :)